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2009-05-14T09:40:00.000-07:00

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s0 call reopening of my blog? hopefully i update it regularly.. haha..

recently busy wif exams.. e panda eyes is getting darker! slpin at 3,5am in e mrn.. shall change to normal slpin hrs after my exam.. haha.. today haf micro n pbf paper.. micro jialat le.. i submit e paper jiu zai tink if i should retake or change mod to study nxt yr liao =x haha.. pbf is quite easy.. but i dun tink i can score also.. passing shouldnt be a prob ba.. i haf alot of time to slowly write, stare into space, lookin at pple going off, write neatly and still come out early.. haha..

after tat went cwp to meet up wif nwpians.. near 2mths nv see them le~ haha.. they must haf miss mi so much =x jkjk~ today was to meet up for eli's last day.. so fast sia.. she bu de her coz she's really nice to hang out wif.. but den she got her dream job.. should be happy tat she's able to leave this stupid coy n e idiot ba.. so envious her.. haha.. dinner was ok.. erm.. i guess.. pple yi ge yi ge leave early.. mi n xl haven start eatin, e rest eat wan liao =.= did nt eat much also coz dunno y like not much appetite.. they bought a puffly jacket for her.. hmmm dunno how to describe but den its nice~ n she's so happy.. haha.. throughout dinner dou quite ok.. eat till abt 10 den make our move.. initially didnt feel anything.. den saw fitri n fiza hugging eli.. den they started cryin.. v easily influence de lor.. den eli came n hug us 1 by 1.. tears jiu come liao.. zhen de hui hen she bu de her.. almost a yr de xiang chu.. build le r/s.. now need part.. yi hou go back no eli to communicate e 'traffic way' method wif mi le.. sad.. anyway hope she really take care of herself..

when u're in a r/s, u encounter probs.. n hope u're single.. when u're single, u encounter probs.. hope u're attached coz lonely.. if not is wonder y nobody like u.. y cant find partner.. pple like u le, also fan.. hao hao de f/s jian jian de change.. change dao you le expectation.. will unhappy coz expectations nt met.. initially happily zai yi qi de feeling become another kind of feeling.. more disappointment.. more moodiness.. more pressure in ur communication.. cant things juz stay e way it used to be.. or remain as now instead of progressing.. will e unhappiness u obtained in a r/s worth the happiness u'll get? if it balances out, does it mean the r/s is worth a try? guess it depends on the risk type of the person ba.. risk neutral, risk adverse or risk lover.. for adverse, i tink only if they're able to obtain more happiness compared to unhappiness den they'll find it worthwhile.. for risk lover, as long as they're happy, it'll be worth it.. Lol~ micro comes into e pic =x all crap.. pls skip haha..

wat if it doesnt work out.. den u'll destroy e current f/s u haf.. is it worth e risk? wats ur utiliy expectation? y do we haf to consider so many factors n tink so much.. how simple kids can be.. like jiu like, dun like jiu dun like.. guess as u grow, u'll get more complicated..

tat day watch michelle's wedding on tv.. hao xing fu ah.. nth can replace a married couple's smiles on their wedding nite.. can simply feel how blissful they are.. zhu ni men en en ai ai~ watch le jiu wonder, will i haf such a day? haha.. it takes so much courage to gif tat nod n settle down wif ur partner for e rest of ur life.. how much trust u haf of tat person to be able to gif u happiness..

hmmm.. after 2 papers in a day, mentally n physically tired liao.. shall rest le.. nitez~

2009-03-24T05:15:00.000-07:00

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i've finally did wat i should haf done mths ago..

time to wake up

2009-02-19T09:31:00.000-08:00

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v emo 2nite.. was talkin to jj... yuan lai he v liao jie wo.. n he make mi realise wat a super lousy dao can de gf i m.. seriously i nv try to understand others but i expect pple to understand mi v well... super guilty.. super sad... but thx for making mi realise my flaws..

i'm sry... really...

2009-02-14T08:37:00.000-08:00

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juz learn tis from e show.. a couple dun say sry.. coz no matter wat happen, they'll forgive each other in the end.. when there is a need to say sry, it means tat u no longer love him.. somehow it makes sense to me..

if u really love some1, when u broke up wif them, u'll foolishly tot its ur fault though its obvious its the other party at fault.. tis is love.. foolish and blind...

we shouldn't take pple's hao yi for granted.. u nv koe when will they disappear from ur life.. by den its too late for regrets.. thus treasure every1 hu treats u well..

was watching e show.. dao e really touching part.. tears came out.. i koe i'm such a crybaby... haha... tot of the past.. can everything start all over again? was at jp today... saw precious tots.. xiang dao yi qian.. when wanna haf dinner.. saw fish n co.. xiang dao e past again.. thus i opt for crystal jade instead.. y m i still tinking of e past.. is coz i havent fang xia.. or its coz i juz xiang qi? kinda feel sad tinking abt it now.. =(

the show end wif the guy lying to the gal.. so wat exactly is the plot abt? love is all based on deceits? =.=

anyway, got a fake yellow rose from jason n a monkey from sum1 else~ thx for e gifts =) appreciate them n the effort...

2009-02-10T22:44:00.000-08:00

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last tue ll came for my marketing class~ coz her class end early n she had to wait for mi go dinner.. so she acc mi lor.. haha.. nt really paying attention to wat e lao shi is teaching =x went clementi for dinner after tat.. treat ll n eug to drinks.. den ate e hokkien mee... after tat jiu go jp awhile den hm le..

wed went for class.. xl nv came coz last min unwell.. attend class alone =( mass send sms to pple.. only few replied n entertain mi lor.. haha~ nobody acc mi lunch so in the end nv eat dao anything =x last min decided to skip poa once again den met up wif ll n eug for bowling at kallang.. can imagine how 'near' hor.. den i reach 1st.. den meet eug 1st, den went to meet up wif ll.. took bus over... the same bus i took to ecp last sat lol~ initially dun really koe how to bowl de.. den yue play yue fun.. keep trying to challenge eug.. coz he's the 'pro' ma.. haha.. den i stupid stupid go say lose le muz treat.. end up leh.. i'm e losing 1.. keep lose lor.. hou lai qad came n we played tgt.. end of the day we played 5 rounds.. n guess wat? i leg pain, hand pain lor.. like lao ah ma sia! only 5 rounds jiu cant take it le.. n pain le 3days lor.. kua zhang ba..

nxt day early class again.. after tat met up wif LL for the 3rd day.. supposed to watch alls well ends well.. been waitin for tat show since ny lor~ but dou nv managed to watch it.. end up eug came too.. so had dinner tgt.. owe them a meal so i pay more lor.. eug insisted to pay so nt my fault ah =x i was late, den they 2 wait dao nt v happy.. haha.. coz i took ric's car to bugis den head down town.. eug is too hungry le i guess.. had xin wang for dinner.. eat fin den realise miss the mango ice.. but super full le so nv ordered.. walk abt abit den eug went hm while we head for movie.. movie is funny~ quite nice.. entertaining.. haha.. at least better than the love matters.. kan bu dong 1.. =x

fri guai guai went hm after work.. tis time take train alone coz cris 1/2day.. haha.. shen shen mi mi 1, dunno wat he do also.. super no mood tat day.. due to stupid callers.. make mi v frustrated.. n super no mood to go hm.. initially wanna meet bw dinner.. end up also nv go.. wan jio ll watch fann movie.. also nv go.. in the end leh? i went hm rot.. haha.. yi reach hm jiu on com n play dao nite time.. nv slp much last wk.. everyday 2+ n need wake early in the mrn.. tats my life =x tink i went to play mj awhile after dinner.. den back to use com.. haha

sat was late again.. i'm always late for sat work de lor! =x sat beside ash.. seem like v long nv talk to him le lor.. coz normally we sit so far.. den nv communicate much coz calls keep coming in ma.. after work went tys hse wif xl.. played mj den eat steamboat n played throughout the nite.. till nxt day mrn again.. den share cab wif tys, ren n alex till raffles den take train hm.. almost miss stop lor =x wanna slp dao 2 de.. so ask ll wake mi.. end up i wake n reply sms n slp till 5pm ok.. i koe i pig la.. i realised tat now.. LOL end up nv do much assignment coz no mood...

mon came to work as usual.. den after work went jp wif yw n cris.. cris went to cut hair.. den mi n yw went hm after getting my bubble tea.. he say i pian him take bus wif mi again.. since when sia.. is auto he'll q my bus de ma.. hahah.. at nite nv do assignment too =x but as usual, chat till quite late.. haha..

tue went for 12pm de poa class wif jh.. nt bad coz got company.. guess i nxt wk also attend tis class hao le.. haha.. after tat went for marketing.. jh came to join us.. last lesson for e yr le leh.. haha... after tat went jp wif ll.. owe her treat so payback lor.. haha den on e way hm bei insurance coy de ren stop for survey.. 1 guy each tat kind of thing.. den e guy hu is supposed to talk to mi kinda quiet too.. den nth much to talk.. haha.. our side kinda quiet, den ll side super chatty lor.. coz they discussed abt their job etc etc =.=''' v li ti lor.. the focus is survey i tot? n i fin it in mins.. haha end up they went mac coz ll wan sign up for something.. i juz sit n listen lor.. 1 of them name jayy sia.. =.= lol~ n i talk to him few sentences only, he say i blur! stupid ll still yalor yalor beside mi.. sianz.. i'm born wif tis kind of look leh.. hen blur meh? somebody say he tryin be funny only.. LOL

wanna go hm fin up my assignment de.. end up 11 cai reach hm.. den jiu entertain pple dao 1+? i tink i really wan charge fees liao.. haha slpt at 2 i tink.. tis mrn late for lesson.. den took cab down coz lecturer say b4 tis lesson miss 5mins den cfm cant catch e whole mrn de lecture.. end up leh? i reach on e dot, he talk abt general stuff, qns will come out where, section a or b tat kind of thing.. waste my time n my cab fare can! i also so broke still need pay such yuan wang $$.. sadded leh.. ltr going meet ll again for benjamin n dinner.. i'm so br0ke =(

fri gonna meet dao my fann n chris~~ so excited can.. needa bring cam over to take pics le.. hahah.. anyway going off soon le.. shall cont nxt time~ take care all..

^^ Happy Valentine's Day to All ^^

2009-02-02T08:33:00.000-08:00

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took tis quiz in facebk.. how true is it? the yellow is definitely true! =p

Your birthday means that you love the sun and the beach.
Your best colors are red and yellow. You tend to have many friends and you are well-liked, possible because of your outgoing and sunny personality. You are a very positive and enthusiastic person. Shopping is likely something you enjoy very much, not just for yourself, but for other people as well. You shine at parties and get togethers, and you are definitely an extrovert.

2009-02-02T03:59:00.000-08:00

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shall blog abt tis yr's cny~ haha.. cny eve went da jiu hse had dinner... got my fav shark fin!! had a big bowl.. den eat the liao jiu full le.. haha.. after dinner went e rm watch tv wif tf, ah yan, ah hao n sis.. stupid ah hao keep bully wo.. snatch my phone, hide it, snatch my pouch.. =.= got such cousin de sia.. still bi wo xiao leh! haha.. after tat went hm chong liang den go over 2 yi hse play mj till mrn.. super tired but den.. still managed to tahan.. haha ordered mac n eat.. went hm slp all e way till noon time.. haha...

chu 1 wake at 2+, prepare n go ah hao hse.. played poker wif cousins n relatives.. win few dollars hehe.. den wait for ah hao den head for si hui hse.. stupid him smoke in e lift.. choke si wo lor! so gu yi can! den we dunno whic floor, anyhow walk.. end up haf to call den find dao haha.. den played cludo wif e kids.. tell ah li teach.. tink he teach dao wan vomit blood coz we keep asking stupid qns =x end up i win e game leh~! pro rite.. wahaha!!! =x had a little dinner.. den went back play game of life.. had fun! super nice hanging out ard tis grp of cousins.. went hm abt 10+ den jiu online le.. spent the nite chatting haha...

chu 2 wake early n went bai nian~ went to several houses at 1 go.. the usual tour ard sg day.. haha.. 3 cousins ard my age dou attached liao sia.. 1 even brought the bf hm.. haha.. rich sia, got car somemore.. n she's younger than mi.. e bro also attached le.. haha.. grats to them sia~ maybe nxt yr or e yr after got wedding to attend again haha.. bai wan nian jiu go hm rot.. den 3 yi buy kfc for us~ e prosperous feast or something de.. eat dao super full sia.. after tat jiu play mj.. haha.. lose again! jidan de leh.. play dao late nite like 2+ den jiu end game le.. haha...

chu 3 wake up like 2+ again? by den relatives alr went hm.. den sis n frens eating in e kitchen.. so i starve dao 4 cai eat.. thx to them lor.. i bu hao yi si join ma~ haha.. eat dao lai 5pm liao lor! den mama side de relatives jiu come le.. den bw came.. help mi format com.. den ll n shino came, help mi buy my fav hotdog.. they wait till 8 den their turn to eat dinner.. haha lucky they alr eat dao full wif e cny goodies.. i tot my hse dun haf much.. but when all take out, still fill dao whole table sia haha.. after dinner they start using my com n doing boliao things.. details nt to be mention.. hahah...

thu skipped class again =x den went to work in e noon.. abt 1wk nv work liao... so lazy~ den fri after work went si zhu's hse.. 1st time go sia.. nv really walk ard his hse coz of his dogs.. though looks cute but den.. still scared leh.. haha.. dinner i 1st to sit down.. coz e dogs keep walking abt below.. den i sit cross leg den dun dare move le.. tat day jh v nice sia.. keep take food gif mi.. after dinner still help mi distract e dog so i can run to the sofa n sit down.. den he help mi clear my plates etc.. hahah.. played daidee wif money wif them.. 1st time koe is like tat pay de sia.. tink daidee can earn/lose more than blackjack ba.. haha.. after tat they go play mj den nobody entertain mi liao.. so i watched tv till slpy sia.. den went jp watch love matters.. e show nt really nice.. everything abt sex =.= wat a 'nice' plot..

sat having nwp bbq~ supposed meet cris at 1145.. ended up i late den postpone time.. end up leh, i still late =x he's his usual self.. lame, thick skin all e way till a pt he act diff n see if i can tahan.. really nt used to it sia.. become i keep telling him eh, pls talk leh? haha.. used to the chatty, nonsense cris le~ ash reached 1st so he waited for us.. den we head to buy hotdogs n corns.. bought 4 packs of my fav hotdogs~ haha.. den da bao lunch n take bus from bedok.. went the deck above n chit chat.. sometimes cant catch their conversation so jing jing lor.. haha but most of e time is funny de~ took for v long den realise hao xiang alr miss the bus stop.. den alight at somewhere near suntec leh! den cris say he koe which bus stop le.. den we took back again.. diff bus tis time.. tis time rite bus stop but den dunno where is underpass.. end up gave up n took cab in.. wahaha.. stupid lor! we spend 2hrs to get to ecp from bedok leh!

reach n ate lunch 1st.. we 3 super hungry lor! pple hu fang gong at 1 dou reach earlier than us sia.. n the pit is super far away.. lucky we took cab.. after lunch, help out abit wif the water bomb 'packing'.. looks like packs n packs of soya bean... den went play the hula hoop game.. mi n ash gu yi stand alt so we can be in same team =p den our grp mostly dou quite tall den end up lose to xl's grp.. stupid yw keep blame it on mi x.x after tat we try again den become he cant do it.. wahaha.. den played captain ball.. super fun! very tiring lor.. but it makes mi exercise haha.. n our team win tis time round~ cris say he realised nwp gals all v chu lu n violent.. =x my face became super red after tat.. usual after sports kind of face haha...

after tat help to 'fetch' the food n bbq starts.. had a hard time starting e fire.. den tis time i helpout wif the cooking leh.. though all end up chao da la.. but den.. i offered my help ok~ haha.. didnt get to eat dao my fav hotdogs.. but e otah is real nice~ after tat is water bomb time.. tot i manged to escape.. but hu koes my 'twin' sabo mi.. she say tis is sisterly love.. i'm so 'touched' leh.. den cris hai add on floor to my shirt sia.. fun seeing lino n cris splashing each other.. haha.. idiot also kana flour.. v shuang sia =x hou lai sum1 emo leh.. lucky end of e day ok liao~ thx to mi =p went auntie hse play mj abit till abt 2+ den went hm le..

sun woke up at 3+ den ate some xiao long baos for lunch.. nt nice de lor.. abit of soup also dun haf =.=''' lazy to study den used com all the way till 8pm go da bao dinner.. like tat sun is gone again.. time flies sia.. i spend my time during useless things... sianz... at nite chat dao 3am+ den slp.. hahah

today went work at 930.. unusual timing i koe.. but idiot fixed de leh.. kinda moodless near lunchtime.. guess i'm hungry+slpy+bored ba.. haah.. didnt really entertain saila much.. psps.. after work went back alone.. tis time no yw take bus wif mi.. haha...

realised something tat day.. kinda shocking though i should have known its something like tat.. though quite impulsive.. but i choose to believe it... dun ask mi y.. partly coz i understand? loss of words... wat should be the word to describe? disappointed? or expected? i guess i koe the reason y we're like tis... 6th sense are accurate... i believed in mine... i guess we're be stuck here n wun proceed further.. tis is where u stay... wun stepped into the other category... i guess...

2009-01-28T01:53:00.000-08:00

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lol~ start with the the 1st proper post of the new yr 2009... been lazy n did not update my blog for almost 3weeks... till now bw also come tag liao... did nt watch any movies during the past 3wks too.. missed movie watching! =x

anyway, lets see if i can still rem wat happened so far... ny eve celeb wif qad, qad fren yj, ll n shino~ went cine to eat n the last movie of 2008 =x dinner is ok.. rem i super budget tat time coz of the xmas thingy.. anyway movie is nice.. watched ip mun.. love e main lead! he is so cool can.. got body, got skills, looks nt tat bad leh.. but maybe age abit old for mi =x after tat tried to watch fireworks but halfway towards marina the fireworks started.. den we jiu stand in the mid of the pathway kan lor.. kana blocked by lots of trees.. nv watch dao v nice de fireworks.. but nvm la~ at least abit better than nth rite.. haha.. went drink soyabean at rochor road.. den walk back cine wif ll den jiu spilt le.. left mi n shino take nr... break my waiting record.. abt 7NRs drove past n we cant board any.. end up took cab.. haha..

soon after is celeb ll bday.. skip work tat day n meet wif qad 1st.. she drove mi to ur hse... her driving skill.. so-so la hor =p but i realised something... drivers dou suddenly hen xiong 1 leh.. always scold other drivers de.. yuan lai ric is nt the only 1 =x her hse v nice lor! my kind of place.. so comfy de.. spend abt an hr at her rm den her driver drove us to vivo.. acc qad repair her auntie's phone den went town.. went lv shop to 'clean' her wallet den went meet shino to get ll's cake.. e cake shop nt call 4 leaves lor.. hai we walk abt 3rounds in the basement? lol.. went to get ll's present after tat den went ps meet up wif her.. bag super heavy lor.. haf to do so much things within so little time ahha.. went anston for dinner at e cathay.. cheap leh~ n so filling.. bw n jl joined us soon after.. super long nv see both of them ok.. da mang ren lai de.. haha.. took afew pics den went hm le~

went sing k wif colleagues on 17th.. nt supposed let the idiot koe.. but she still found our attencance paper.. den keep asking y nv invite her.. =.= personal outing leh.. nt colleagues gathering.. y need invite pple we dun like sia.. anyway tat day is rush.. didnt sing alot songs.. i dian de only 2 songs lor! den acc jenny 2 songs.. jiu zhe yang.. where enough! Y.Y abt 7pm i went off wif ash.. den meet up wif ll n cousin for dinner den club wif ll, cousin n frens.. too bad bw cant join us coz quite enjoy tat day.. we still got chance to go again de ritE? haha.. tis time went club v diff from last time.. dunno y leh.. maybe really is diff crowd? haha.. tis time is fun.. went all the way till 6am den go hm.. nxt day supposed to go colleague's wedding but end up ps xl they all =x slpt till evening den wake lor.. i too pig le i koe.. haha..

last fri went to work.. after tat haf a mini celeb for ima's bday~ went to rooftop slack while waiting for 545 shift to end work.. ash bring ima they all go up.. all 1st time sia.. super like tat place.. v peaceful n zi zai~ should go more often wahaha.. after tat went to take thumbdrive for my maple game =x coz stupid maple dun let mi play.. if nt i'll rot 4days without maple.. so kind fren pass mi but he forgot bring so haf to go his hse take.. mafan him.. so ps~ haha.. den took train to bugis meet ll they all.. late but lucky they still ard.. den went ann hse again.. she saw eug 2times jiu invite go her hse le lor.. at least i saw shino 3times? LOL ll pls note tis =p tis time she more intro her hse to us.. got the lights i love from parkmall.. 1 set $2k sia.. i no $$ buy =( den play ard wif eug's hands coz they wan test nail colors.. haha.. after tat ann start to help ll paint den mi n eug went watch tv.. watch fin afew shows le they still nt done lor! can imagine how long? haha.. went hm at 2+ ann drove us back.. den bath le jiu slp le.. coz sat need work...

sat work nt boring coz got the gao xiao person ma.. make dao ash so happy also.. wahaha.. n thx to him i nv fell aslp at work though i v tired.. haha.. had fun~ after tat went lunch at west mall wif ash, saila, cris n michael.. ate little coz nt v hungry den after tat jiu go clementi meet yw~ michael meeting him play pool.. den i dun wan go hm so went along.. drag cris wif us haha.. den end up i bu xiang play coz there not much gals de.. only got 2 in the whole place! den i bu hui play.. will super ps 1.. so no matter how yw pester, i also insist nt to play haha.. went play maple wif cris at the lan shop beside.. yi play jiu play le 3hrs+ pro rite! my hse cant play ma.. bobian haha.. den after tat jiu acc yw eat his dinner.. kfc den michael jiu went hm in cab.. den cris need go hm 1st den go jp.. den i acc yw buy his stuff den jiu go meet auntie for dinner liao.. acc her shop shop but end up she bought slippers for casual wear only haha.. went ntuc bought some stuff.. all auntie pay =x den jiu go hm le..

shall cont blogging abt cny another day~ stay tune.. =p

2009-01-26T09:46:00.000-08:00

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1st post of the yr.. haha.. juz wanna leave down something.. abt my life de gai tian cai blog~

'songs' created for mi.. haha.. nt bad sia =p

1st song:
wo zhan zai yu li, ting zhe yin yue zai ku qi
bu ting xiang zhe wei she dang chu hui zai yi qi
yu ting le.. xin si le
deng dai de wei lai jiu shi ni

nxt song:
deng zhe ni always online
ta zhe wen zi de you xi
xiao zhe li mian de xin fu
na zhi you ni

2008-12-30T22:22:00.000-08:00

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last post of e yr i supposed... so i whole yr only post 50 leh.. few only consist of pics de lor =x

lets recap e yr...

broke up... get into new r/s... broke up again... now single... LOL
studies... fail 2subs.. retaking... sad =(
family still e same... sis graduating from o's... hopefully she do well
cousins no diff... 3 going sec 1.. wif gd psle grades... haha
frens... closer to some... drift further from some...
work... colleagues come n go... new ones nt so bad though... can click =)
xmas... bought quite afew presents tis yr.. become so broke now Y.Y
but love my presents too~ haha...

tis xmas alot of activities~ haha...
met up wif hebe sometime ago buy xmas gift.. tgt wif xl too.. bought ll de wu gui lor...
den dinner wif NWP at pizza hut.. its been ages since we're so united.. haha.. love my gift xchange present from cris~
met up wif qad e nxt day... i tink i meet her less than 3times per yr? =p had dinner n went shop shop for her bf xmas present.. they so high end de.. xmas present is above hundreds 1!! tats e diff between rich pple n poor pple like mi =(
wed met up wif ll n shino~ watched yes man den dinner den mj at my place.. invited karen too hehe... late for movie n e most broke day...
thu mrn slpin throughout.. noon kana wake by bw... took his delicious cupcakes from him n back to slp.. head to 2 yi hse after tat.. met up wif long time nv see cousins haha... fool ard wif them.. mj mj~
fri got coy dinner... lucky mi got 3rd prize for lucky draw wif no. 38 =.= hahah.. games are entertaining coz can see diff sides of colleagues =p
sat meet up wif ren n poly gang... played mj through e nite.. haha.. fun to stay over but den super tired la! can imagine i work le half day den go over tys hse play whole nite.. totally cant concentrade.. end up lose $$ *heart pain
slp like 4hrs den went out to meet ash they all.. no $$ still go k coz xl help mi pay1st haha.. den after tat went bk timah for dinner den back hm.. so tired tat i doze off on e sofa immediately after i reach hm haha...

today last day of e yr... see pple dou got new yr resolutions.. i nv did anything like tat in e past yrs.. maybe i should now...

lets see...
no. 1 = pass all my papers in e coming year!
no. 2 = hope to save abit of $$ so i wun complain broke everyday =x
no. 3 = dun gain anymore weight, hope face slimmer! LOL

hope 2009 is smooth sailing~ for mi n for all =D
countdown!!!!

2008-12-23T22:54:00.000-08:00

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took the below test.. accurate? i tink all scorpios de roughly same leh.. lol~

Lets101 - Free Online Dating

2008-12-13T07:00:00.001-08:00

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some pics to share~ haha.. v randomly posted...

-> xmas season <-

cute 'tree' made of dunno wat =x

very cute snowman~~

xmas tree at swissotel~

xmas tree from taka~~

-> beloved kitty <-

nice kitty bag.. yellow in color! 1st time leh =p

i wan tis kitty on my future car >.<

-> cutie soft toys <-

pink monkey.. ke ai rite...

mi wif big tigger~ can i bring u hm?

baby winnie n frens~
present tis pic for jj n bw xmas present =x

yellow rabbit~ coz yellow cai take de hehe..

chipmunks family~
present tis pic as shino's xmas present =p

bolt from e movie BLOT

-> models n displays <-

guess how many bottles r therE? haha...

sg flyer model~

e real sg flyer...

-> D&D Retro Nite 08 <-

wat do i look like? o.0

xl n mi calling each other =x

proudly presents....
my buddy, ASYRAN!!!

tats all for tis post~ shall try post often =p

2008-12-13T06:13:00.001-08:00

~ * ~ 47th post ~ * ~

ok i'm here to blog.. if nt pple dun let mi read their blog sia.. so selfish de =x

hmmm... dunno wat to blog abt leh.. got pics to show, maybe nxt post den post pics ba.. tis wk last MM class for e yr.. cute teacher wrote afew lines n show on e visualiser.. he wrote ' rem MC at the end of e lesson, MC != marginal cost, MC != med cert' den i ask xl wat is mc den... den she read n say its merry christmas.. funny rite e lao shi.. always tell jokes but zi ji bu hui smile de.. he gd looking lor.. haha shuai till got a gal in class ask him post n let her take pic to show her family.. n he did pose for her.. den i ask xl wan req anot, she shy den dun wan.. end up leh, e lao shi came over to e guy beside mi n explain things to him den she tou pai him.. tell u! she an lian e lao shi v long liao! LOL dun believe go ask her =p 2bad he married wif kid somemore haha..

fri went work 1/2day.. tis wk 1st time work sia haha.. getting v slack i koe =x after work went dnd.. ric drove us back to synergy change.. den after tat took his car to swissotel.. stuck in jam v long, end up became late.. buddy ash super dressed up! shall post his pic nxt post.. hopefully he dun mind haha.. he attract alot attention lor.. passersby also keep staring.. den he reach e table havent sit long enough den pple keep asking him take pic wif them le.. so popular sia.. haha.. n guess wat! i won some prize leh.. but yet to collect.. haf to check where n when to collect.. hopefully its something gd.. since so lucky, i shall go buy my no =p wish mi luk k! whole nite full of photo takings.. kinda fun~ haha.. i only haf 2 pics so e rest need wait for e rest send wo.. n wun be posting coz quite alot.. so go facebk peep yi peep ba haha..

reach hm at 2am, bath n dry hair till 3+ den slp.. today need wake at 7 for work.. ended up i woke at 8 =x super late lor.. lucky buddy help to buy bf le.. so i no need wry.. xl sms mi she reach bb de time i juz wake from bed.. ahah.. reach office ard 9... pro ba haha.. after work nv go out coz ric nt free so postpone.. den jio ll acc mi go e extended jp walk walk... ate lunch wif andy n xl at mayim.. food ok ba~ haha.. extended jp really big sia.. lots of restaurants! n shoe shops.. gift shops also! minitoons, action city, art box n dunno wat else.. everything so cute la.. haha.. lots of apparel shops too.. nxt time no need go town le coz here everything also haf liao haha.. cant find my kitty shop so ask jenny.. hou lai find dao le.. n got e mouse i wan! wait for nxt mth ba.. tis mth cfm broke wif all e xmas gifts.. n got kitty hairdryer! cute rite! tell ll buy for mi as xmas gift.. she like you yu v long dun wan like tat.. nvm lor, i zi ji buy nxt time wahhaa.. juz cute so xiang own it..

managed to settle 2 xmas gift today.. actually should be 3.. but so far in total 5 gifts settled! some havent buy but alr decided wat to buy so so call settled? haha.. need headache coz got 10 more presents for family de.. i juz love shopping for presents~ so fun hehe.. but need fan nao wat to buy.. ltr they dun like how sia.. especially since generation diff haha.. shop dao lai jiu ard 8 le.. pro rite.. 1 jp i can shop whole noon liao haha.. tml going out again.. muz enjoy! =)

tat day sum1 ask mi y recently my frens dou emo-ing.. i also dunno y leh.. but i guess they emo got reason de ba.. n all dou shi coz of 'qing'.. few yrs de gan qing can say wang jiu wang de? today read a fren de frenster.. can tell he really love e gf.. to him, he prepared to love her forever n only her... but wat abt her? he kept his promise but she's no longer there... hurtful isnt it.. another fren tried to forget but e person juz keep tryin to contact ta.. wats ur motive? reminds mi of myself.. coz i tried to contact him.. but jiu shi no news.. was telling ash today... got hao gan doesnt mean can be in a r/s... if end up cant get along, e frenship dou change le.. n he ask mi back... u understand e person 1st or go into a r/s 1st den understand e person? i realised tat its 'haf egg 1st or haf hen 1st' de kind of prob.. there's no ans to it ba.. some understand le den tgt.. some tgt 1st den slowly understand..

if human feelings can be less complex, i guess there wun be so much broken hearted pple.. sum1 hu's always there suddenly disappear from ur life.. really hen lost.. at festive seasons, wun u miss e person more... u used to spend all kinds of occasions wif them.. buy gifts for them.. now there's no special 1 to celeb wif u.. feel exceptionally lonely isnt it.. if u haf frens to mix ard wif, still can take ur mind off things.. if u coop urself inside ur hse too much, u'll get more depressed.. for mi, i dun ever tink tat r/s got rite n wrong.. even if u fall for sum1 new, i dun tink its ur fault.. feelings r hard to control.. logically u koe since u got a partner, u shouldnt fall for any1 else.. but in reality, can u really control urself liking other pple? i tink unlikely... can only say u're nt meant to be ba.. no1's at fault.. to console pple, u always say there muz be sum1 out there for u.. juz havent yu dao yet.. say de hen hao ting rite, but when pple depressed, hu will go ting jing qu.. hope all my frens get out of their depressed stage.. life still goes on.. dun shut ur heart up.. everything shun qi zi ran.. shui yuan ba..

2008-11-29T08:14:00.000-08:00

~ * ~ 46th post ~ * ~

past 2days keep going out.. spend alot of $$ sia... watched 2 movies on thu, went fish n co e other day.. n frens haf been keeping mi company most of e time... thx alot... but i'm still left alone at times of e day... n normally at tis pt of time, i'll start to hu si luan xiang again.. i can really forget all troubles when i'm out wif frens... fool ard wif them, dun wry abt a thing... after tat everything juz rush back into my mind...

felt as if a part of mi is gone.. n i'm trying to complete my life.. felt so empty at times.. like today for eg.. its e most boring sat... but i guess i'm gonna face tis kind of life in e coming wks as well.. cant expect frens to go out wif mi every wk.. i also haf my budget.. online also nth to do.. make u luan xiang gen duo.. slp also cant slp whole day.. life is boring can! guess i'm too dependent on him... so when he's nt ard, i'm so lost... wat else can i look forward to...

yst saw a v nice kitty car... its so sweet coz at e front of e car, they painted "XX & xx forever"... chao ji wu di swt... n e whole car is juz so cute... inside still sit 1 big kitty.. encouraging pple to commit crime by breaking e window n grab e kitty sia =x

was sms n was taught by 1 fren tat frens r juz a passing phrase of life... in a way e frenship i all along believed in had actually changed.. all along i tot things r well, nth changes.. seems like i'm e only1 feeling tat way... cant find a word to describe e feeling.. is it hurt? disappointment? or wat? i only koe i felt sad after hearing tat... i dun blame my fren though.. maybe its really diff perspective of life... i tend to be too nt matured? assuming tat things r beautiful, nice going etc.. fact is life is ugly... when can i reach e pt where everything tat happens i wun mind at all... watever happens, i'm still happy, living my life... when will i kai qiao...

got tis sentence from mayday's song
生存是规则，不是你的选择

how many of us truly happy wif our lives? i wonder...

2008-11-27T10:07:00.001-08:00

~ * ~ 45th post ~ * ~

initially dun plan to post anything related to 'bf'... but hai shi come le...

today marks e end... after mths of misery... loneliness... watever it is... it finally ended... been pondering abt e same topic for mths... no matter how many pple told mi i should juz end it, i still hold on to it... hoping it may turn out for e better... guess i should thx qad... wat happened gif mi a gd enough reason to end it once n for all... zai zhen mer bu she de, i still tink tis is better ba... for both of us i supposed... no pt clinging on to a rs when u koe e love isnt there anymore... it will be hard to end... but someday u still haf to face it... however i tink i need a long time to get over everything... everyday i go, i'm reminded of him... maybe it isn't a gd thing to go everywhere wif ur partner.. wherever u go, u cant shake off their shadow...

e usual places i go r also those i used to go wif him... i see strip polo tee jiu xiang dao ta... ultraman xiang dao ta... watch movie xiang dao ta... play game xiang dao ta... take bus xiang dao ta... in my hse neighbourhood xiang dao ta... how m i supposed to get over everything??? pple hu shi lian tend to go for vacation? if i can afford i definitely go le... qad would definitely say he's nt worth my tears... but i jiu hui cry ah... tink of e past yr... how we met... how we got tgt... wat we did on his bday... how things became like tis... m i e only 1 affected? doesnt wat happen between us affect him in anyway? maybe if he feels sad, i'll somewat feel more consoled at least he put in some love into tis r/s? tinking back i've done many stupid things for him... giving up frens, waiting for him for hrs, learning to make tiramisu for him... buy him stuff to surprise him...

simply a too gd example to prove my previous theory... nt u put in how much jiu can get back how much... i've given enough i supposed.. wat do i get in e end? thrown alone... till now i dun understand wat happen between us tat leads to tis... is it my fault? wat haf i nt done enough? rem all those wonderful things tat he did makes it feel worse... where's e xn tat'll travel all e way to my hse to gif mi throat swts juz coz my throat nt feeling well... where's e xn tat'll wake up early in e mrn n send mi swt sms to wish mi luk for my papers... wat brought abt e change in u? i should haf foresee tis day... but y didnt i prepare myself for tis heartbreak...

thx for all my frens hu r concern abt mi... i'll be alrite... given enough time... thx alot to qad for acc mi sms whole day... ll for acc mi watch 2movies, shop etc... shino for meeting us for movie though late le... ash,xl,jason,roch for ur concern...

but wat can i say or do except i should juz wake from tis whole thing n live my life happily again... prob is... how long do i need... suddenly xiang dao dk words... 7yrs also can juz disappear... jiu zhen de mei you tian chang di jiu de ma?

2008-11-15T08:15:00.000-08:00

~ * ~ 44th post ~ * ~

y do i feel sad when u read ur msg... after last wk, i really dunno wat i should believe in... nth seem to fit wat u're saying... things keep changing every now n den.. but i still tell myself there's no reason for u to lie n i should trust u.. den y do i feel sad? tink i'll just push everything till e pt where i cant push anymore den i'll find out wat exactly happen.. i koe it isn't gd.. but i juz dun wan spoil anything.. i'm juz such a po ma person...

sometimes felt like i'm being taken for granted.. doesn't any ju wai ren feel it? u like things ur way... u dun get it, u nt happy.. however u can treat pple e way pple is treating u.. tis is juz how fair e world is... forever revolving ard e word 'unfair'

ohya, to add on, doesnt it feel so nice to haf pple actually treating u as a fren when u dun expect them to feel so? dunno how to describe.. but somehow it juz feel nice.. as if u're being appreciated to be there n being frens.. n i'm so glad i m ur FREN =)

2008-11-08T09:57:00.000-08:00

~ * ~ 43th post ~ * ~

work is boring n irritating as usual.. early mrn can spoil ur mood juz by seeing idiot.. tats how 'powerful n influential' she is... more n more pple dun like her liao.. i wonder how long can u last like tat.. hopefully nt long, out u go! =x

happy stuff, fri nite went out wif a grp of frens.. seldom got chance to meet up like tat n i like e exp~ shall go out more often ya? haha.. went vivo to haf dinner n was surprised wif a slice of cake~ really nv expected it coz i tot its juz a simple meet up dinner.. n its from my fav cake shop of all, secret recipe~ haha.. i tink almost all koe i like tis shop bA? their cakes really nice de lor! ate n chat abt stuff.. quite long didnt catch up wif each other le.. after tat went marina.. nice scenery.. v romantic.. no wonder i keep kan dao couples haha.. so sweet.. after tat jiu went hm le.. enjoyed e day.. reach hm jiu 12+ le sia.. den bath n surf net awhile jiu slp le coz nxt day still need work =(

today went work, time is crawling de lor.. bored till can.. finally waited till 1pm! n off we go towards suntec~ ric is nice enough to fetch us from work.. say wat bday gal got priviledge.. i wonder izzit haf other motive leh =x anyway, reach le jiu go da bao some lunch den went in e rm.. jenny is late.. jason n roch too.. anyway starting nt much pple dian song.. after tat e list juz goes none stop.. haha.. i got alot new songs havent sing dao! shall go again..

was typing some msg in ash hp when they came in wif e cake.. was real surprised i tell u! i look at e cake den see like v nice coz v choc.. den was told its secret recipe!!! den make a wish again, for e 5th time.. same wish.. haha.. after tat is present collection time~ b4 e cake, jenny passed mi a small kitty plush.. n its yellow lor! den after tat jason passed a kitty balloon.. like pian kids tat kind =x but cute! haha.. den got my present from e whole grp, suspect its bed sheet coz jenny ask mi for e size b4 =p den got a v cute card from them.. put inside self made envelope n inside greendot coy envelope.. still tell mi i kana terminated lol.. how lame is tat? envelop dou shi kitty.. wif alot of patterns.. thx to jason for spending e time to draw all tat.. love it alot.. n e msg inside, all v nice.. 1st time see andy de so long also =p

after tat ash pass mi a self-made card.. he still make it pop out lor.. was really touched.. n he said he didnt go work for it n do till 2 or 3am? omg.. ting le also hen gan dong liao.. haha.. buddy is nt for nth =D n i tink he spend quite some time on e msg.. coz he actually wrote it opp n haf a trail.. v nice! den got roses from xl,ash n ric.. biang.. its e pink roses i said super nice e other day.. told xl tat my bf dun like gif rose.. end up they gif.. love u all! haha.. den got present from xl too.. kitty high lighter n kitty pendant.. also told her i saw it at e shop e other day.. u guys really surprised mi wif all e stuff! coz i had no idea i would be getting those things i juz mention casually.. love e pendant too! haha... near end of e k session, jenny pass mi another kitty light.. small n cute n useful.. i can on it every nite when i slp~ hehe... e things n effort they shown n given really touched mi.. my eyes actually start watering.. 1st time touched dao like tis lor.. but cannot throw face ma.. so of coz e tears flow back haha..

after k ric sent mi n ash to cine area~ v thx to him also.. had been driving us ard so often hehe.. thx driver =p met ash's fren ben.. 1st time so formal de intro though i saw him b4 from far.. really is nt bad looking leh.. but 2bad.. sat n waited for ll n shino wif all my stuff.. both late lor.. den ll wan eat ajisen.. haf to walk all e way to taka la! knew she wun help mi carry e big cake ard.. so she juz help to take e flowers.. haha.. cut a slice for both of them to eat during dinner.. ll keep say nice.. secret recipe nt lang de xu ming 1.. haha.. took e rest hm to let family try.. e whole cake thing is so heavy la.. lucky shino is gentlemen enough to offer to take.. though after some time =p but he carried it all e way after tat so thx alot! watched ll's long awaited saw 5.. still bloody as usual but i nv get nauseous *right spelling? n e show quite short.. ended so suddenly.. but i can understand e storyline! haha...

ll went to fren's bday at arena den mi n shino went off ourselves.. my bus came 1st.. haf to occupy 2seats for e cake too.. so ps can.. nt enough seats i still take up 2.. lucky e bus nt v crowded.. only abt 3 pple standing i supposed.. aha..

tml haf to settle assignment le.. marketing n my poa =| after a day of enjoying, need to suffer liao.. anyway really enjoyed e day alot~ thx everybody... muacks! =D

ohya, qad gave mi a kitty towel e other day, juz b4 her paper she passed it to mi.. thx alot too.. love u =p wahaha...

ps. sry if i'm too long winded.. i like to be v detailed so i can rem when i read my post in future haha..

2008-11-03T09:40:00.001-08:00

~ * ~ 42nd post ~ * ~

juz celebrated my 22nd bday few days ago~ OLD LIAO LA!!! haha.. ju said 25 onwards den old.. but to mi, once over 20 = old.. sadded~

vivo got tis kitty shop, v nice! muz go guan gu k~ nt sure if i'm able to post the pic.. shall do it nxt post ba~ haha.. spend my deepavali by going to e shop n the kitty fair at taka.. like tis jiu can walk till 9pm liao sia~ v pro ba wahaha...

anyway, last fri went bw hse for e nite~ met jl n ll at bl 1st.. both late.. suspected something de.. den saw them appear wif cake wahaha.. reach mrt den saw mr bean.. rem sum1 told mi e ice cream nice so bought it n try.. end up 1st bite i dislike it liao.. so ended up dou shi ll eat den i eat from the cone area onwards haha.. bw hse door is yellow de! v bright lor.. haha.. went in awhile jiu start to cut cake.. didnt koe bday person cant cut cake de? if yi si yi si muz cut n leave it hang there den let other pple cont cut all the way down? so weird sia.. nobody told mi abt tis b4 leh..

after cake cutting den jl went hm to do her assignment le.. bw sent her an sms wif my hp, no reply.. nxt day den i realise its her old no =x dun kill mi pls.. haha.. slack n watch tv while waiting for shino to arrive.. finally 11pm we start our mj~~ played through the nite.. abt 2rounds only.. the time pass slow lor.. or is it we play too fast.. haha.. halfway through dunno y rem wan get drunk den during break bw open his vodka.. mixed it wif green tea n drink.. still cant get rid of e er xin taste =x only drank few mouthful n i'm feeling so warm la! body temp is chao high lor.. n they said i'm v red =.= didn't koe i really so weak towards alcohol.. end up nv drunk also leh.. coz i still koe wat i playin haha..

played till 7am, went eat at the market nearby.. ate mee siam n drank coffee~ v long nv eat mee siam le.. ll bet wif bw n bw lost thus her bf is on him haha.. eat wan le mi,ll n shino jiu take bus back to bl while bw went hm... reach hm jiu slp le.. msg xl coz she ask mi to e day b4.. really is she start working time i juz reach hm sia haha.. slpt like pig till 12+ den saw afew msg coming in.. got impt msg so keep replying for 2hrs.. cant slp well.. after tat stop for abt an hr den cont again.. finally managed to drag myself out of bed ard 5pm? =x pig i koe.. but i'm juz so so so tired la! haha...

went out ard 8 to meet them for movie~ ll, her xiao didi fren n shino.. i'm late coz i dilly dally.. thus her fren waited for abt 20mins for us? haha.. shino zui chan la~ he's e 1st to reach ps.. went in late but lucky show havent start.. ll xiao didi fren bought the popcorn set n got tis free yellow cow n he gif mi as bday present~ haha.. so nice of him.. watched coffin.. ll n shino both complain v boring.. tat shino keep yawning beside mi la.. disturbing.. LOL~ some scenes quite stunning.. dou got bei xia dao.. overall ok ba..

after movie drag here n there dunno wan watch another show or go supper.. ended up at arcade for awhile.. e arcade renovate le! dunno since when de =x v spacious n nice now~ after tat went xin wang for supper.. xiao didi went hm 1st.. ate siew mai, xia jia0.. yuan yang n got free mango pudding if u produce the movie stud~ gd rite.. haha anyway e siew mai is v v nice! coz got big prawn inside.. yummy! start chatting abt some r/s stuff.. realized some pple de requirement really weird.. or should i say hard to find or wat? den they say my ideal r/s so ou xiang ju, nt gonna happen in rl.. tats sad sia~ i wan a constant r/s.. v hard to find meh... anyway hope they 2 find their mr/ms rite =) shino, dun wry, u wun be monk haha..

reach hm, shower le jiu slp liao.. by den its alr 4am.. slp till noon 4pm den wake wahaha~ v hard got chance slp like tis ok.. so muz treasure ahhaa... sun wake n start to do law assignment.. tough ok.. sianz... need submit on wed, still left tml to fin.. hopefully can pass ah =x

anyway today went work, after work got my present from nwp~ 2 wu gui soft toys.. haha.. i beginning to haf more wu guis liao~ took 1 hm coz office cfm no space.. anyway my bed also no space liao.. i wan a bigger bed!!! haf a quite long photo taking session wif colleagues n my wugui baby~ haha... e baby so loved by pple, keep kana kissed by pple.. now bring hm le, its safe from u pple =p anyway i like e present alot~ so thx all! =D

oh, to add on, i received a cake from my dear hu's overseas~ chao happy =D maybe like wat they say, i v easy contented.. juz simple thing can make mi v happy liao~ n i can forget all e past unhappiness haha.. i jiu shi so simple de leh.. so u juz haf to treat mi nice~ haha.. muacks~~ <333 i love surprises~~ =D

2008-10-24T10:47:00.000-07:00

~ * ~ 41st post ~ * ~

things dun always go e way u expected

pple dun always behave how u wanted

u reap wat u sow => bullshet, reality dun go tis way

no hope = no disappointment

no1 is perfect.. so hu can accept e 100% mi n i can accept e 100% u?

life is full of ups n downs.. when is ur downest pt? when u tot its e worst, wat might happen after tat? unpredictable.. pple always comment they dun haf frens.. do they really dun haf? coz it always dun seem to be e case.. maybe juz at tat pt of time u need frens, no1 happens to be ard.. but they're always beside u.. coz when u need them, they always seem to appear..

22nd bday coming soon.. from excited to celeb till no mood.. dun ask mi y.. i've no idea.. maybe really grow older le jiu yue dun feel like celebrating.. feelings comes from e heart.. is nt to be controlled by any1 but comes naturally.. no pt in forcing.. i've look through.. can consider to cancel all plans.. go ahead wif ur progs or exams if u haf.. its more impt..

where r u rite now? r u fine? m i ok?

nobody treat mi imptly.. nt at hm, nt at work, nt outside.. where do i stand? cant find a place tat belongs to mi anywhere.. 1 word for myself - PATHETIC

2008-10-17T18:27:00.000-07:00

~ * ~ 40th post ~ * ~

its been so so so e long b4 i last blogged =x very lazy i koe.. u guys should koe mi by now? wahaha..

today is a memorial day.. in a way ba.. my coy is moving to bb.. 1st time feel wat its like to move hse.. haha.. coz frm all i koe, i'm living in jw all my life.. except when i'm v young i love wif ah gong ah ma lor.. haha.. i live at bt pj quite long too.. but ah gong sold e flat le.. kinda miss it.. coz every sun family gathering dou zai there de.. now only got ah gong ah ma bday n occasionally got gathering only..

e day b4 watch hse bunny wif ll.. nt bad la~ she said her frens say nice.. i wonder izzit coz e gals v pretty.. coz her frens dou shi guys haha.. e gal wear till v short shirt, v low top de lor.. but is pretty n stupid =x like wat she says.. guys dun like smart gals de.. haha.. den say ownself is zhi hui xing.. hu koes after tat, tons n tons of things show she dun haf zhi hui lor =x went to eat some jap restaurant.. is halal de leh~ ting dao jiu xiang dao buddy.. can bring him go nxt time haha.. n food nt bad.. went e cd shop to look for jay's album.. jing ran out of stock 20mins ago! how suay m i sia.. went hm nt happy coz buy bu dao his album haha..

nxt day went lunch wif ash.. went jec den i went popular check.. also out of stock.. sad si sia.. went mac for lunch coz ash wan try e wasabi burger.. ge kiang lor.. bite 1 mouth his eyes immediately red diao n watery.. i feel like taking down e pic de lor.. haha.. went back to coy n keep asking pple ard to help mi lookout for his album if they went out.. i asked abt 6pple? wahaha..

after work went jp... yw acc mi.. say he also wan find cd.. bullshet sia haha.. anyway i found my jay album wif poker at jp!!! so excited la.. den saw got e metal box version.. asked him to check wif e sales person for mi wahaha.. end up i bought e usual 1.. so happy la! mass send alot pple wahaha.. den went hm eat wan dinner jiu immediately on com n rip e songs into my com =p listened to afew tracks... simply love it! =D

at nite jiu busy cutting e song, converting etc.. help ll convert also... haha.. jiu die die wan convert all e songs i like b4 i slp =p excited n busy till 2.30 den slp.. chao tired today.. ltr still need go bb for training.. den nite meet frens for dinner n movie~

hope i enjoy e day~ i love jay! wahaha =p

2008-09-26T10:53:00.000-07:00

~ * ~ 39th post ~ * ~

finally after so long, tis is gonna be a happy post! =x

yst went work as usual.. fang gong go hm bath den meet xn dear at jp ard 845 for dinner.. treat him to soup restaurant coz pple bday ma.. 2nd time treat him.. same restaurant.. same place lol.. our habit - order too much food n cant fin.. haha.. we're e last customer to go off.. their chef alr left liao we still eating haha.. another memorable point..

took bus to town.. 1st time take e bus to town from jp.. he slpt during e journey.. wake so early in e mrn.. muz be so tired.. den we alight at wrong bus stop.. den walk back to cine.. he suan wo say at e rate i walking, tml cai hui reach cine.. bai tuo! its only 2 bus stop away.. haha.. anyway we reach earlier than he predicted =p decided to watch painted skin.. n e tix is v cheap leh.. only 6 each.. how come ah? midnite show cheaper de ah? anyway we got 2hrs b4 e show n nowhere to go coz all shops close le..

walk to taka, along e way wanted to buy him cake.. he dun wan.. so i use invisible cake sing song n ask him make a wish n blow candles.. lol lucky streets no1.. if nt sure tot i sot de =x passed him a card i made e day b4.. nth great.. juz his fav char n few sentences.. e min i pass him e card, he LOL =.= so bad la.. dunno y he keep laughing but he say tats e best present =D guess its too childish ba haha.. insist dun let him read wat i write till he went hm.. haha.. we sit at the fountain n chat.. talk abt childhood.. baby -> pri sch -> sec sch -> jc/poly -> now.. wat memories we haf.. den say some stupid n lame jokes.. v nice chat wif him..

after tat went watch e show.. nt as scary as i tot.. den he keep saying he'll slp inside.. but i dun allow.. scared or laugh also wan him acc wo =p both of us tot 715 is calefare inside.. but surprisingly, he's nt leh.. still got quite afew scenes lor.. but e nan zhu jue.. jing ran ai shang e demon.. though in e end he hai shi choose wife.. but ai shang other woman other than his wife jiu shi WRONG liao! jidan de.. n as long as pretty de demon dou shi fox de.. no creativity lol.. he really slpt inside for like 10mins? haha n e aircon inside nt cold de.. dunno y..

after tat we went the usual bus stop wait for bus.. its ard 4am in e mrn.. stupid us wait for 45mins, no bus came.. while waiting we're chatting abt wat we scared, wat we like etc haha.. its like a get to know each other session sia.. but throughout he dunno yawn ji bai ci.. haha.. poorthing *sayang.. den we went to the train station, e person say 1st train 549.. now cannot stay inside the station =.=''' win le lor.. den we went back e bus stop.. den decided take cab hao le.. since so tired le.. den we walk back cine took cab to my hse..

looking at e receipt the taxi uncle gif, we only spend 17mins to reach my hse from orchard sia.. hao kuai oh! den he send mi dao my lift he cai go back.. no idea he zhen mer go hm de.. reach hm also nv sms mi.. muz be dead in bed le ba =p by e time i reach hm, sis dou alr awake n going sch le coz its a friday haha.. den i bath le jiu go slp all e way till 3pm+ hen hui slp ba.. but wake le hai shi so tired =x he slp dao evening lor.. coz noon he got wake n celeb bday wif family.. heard got nice mango cake..

hope he enjoyed e day~ its been a nice date.. muacks! =D

n he v easily jiu flu, headache.. hope he go overseas le yao tc..

2008-09-19T09:33:00.000-07:00

~ * ~ 38th post ~ * ~

been listening to shi xin hui de song.. yuan lai ni mei xiang xiang zhong ai wo.. damn sad song.. v emo nowadays.. y ah.. when nt only 1 person sense it, it definitely means something isnt it? tried to stop myself.. but stop bu liao..

knew of something few days ago.. make mi realise 人心难测.. u may koe e other party for yrs but suddenly u realise qi shi ni gen ben dun understand them.. e kind of things they can hide from u.. do behind ur back.. simply hurting.. n e stupid thing is.. gals simply forgive n forget.. how r they able to do tat.. r they truely blinded or juz plain stupid.. y gals tong chang dou shi e chi kui party.. guys r such jerks..

lots of things going rd n rd in my head, simply dunno how to put in writings.. complicated n confused.. y r things changing so rapidly.. busy is nt an excuse.. harder n harder to believe in everything.. if tis is a bad dream, pls let mi wake soon..

2008-09-08T10:21:00.000-07:00

~ * ~ 37th post ~ * ~

wondering wats wrong wif tis world de ren.. all those tat i happen to koe.. how come u dun see e gd pts pple haf? instead those ming ming wif que dian de u all que more keen to get close to? is tis how e world works?

e thing i'm afraid of seems to be coming true? *pray hard nt to* i simply lost all confidence.. no longer getting any reassurance.. reality is cruel.. we juz cant compete is it? wat is her prob? ren ping nt bad ah.. char v real lor.. nt like pple hu likes to act here n there.. so pple prefer those wif masks instead of e true self? r those pple wood brain or simply blinded? =.=

another 3wks wif dear ard n i'll be alone =( juz wan spend watever available time wif him.. provided he's keen to meet mi too.. for tat 1mth+, guess i'll be left alone.. alr feel v lonely now.. y sia.. juz send a 5pg long sms.. fallen too hard n cant afford to lose.. haiz..

tis is a super suay mth.. broke my 2nd slippers today.. haiz..

2008-09-05T18:18:00.000-07:00

~ * ~ 36th post ~ * ~

took tis test from ll's link~ haha..

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free.

In love, you feel the most alive when your partner is patient and never willing to give up on you.

You'd like to your lover to think you are optimistic and happy.

You would be forced to break up with someone who was ruthless, cold-blooded, and sarcastic.

Your ideal relationship is comforting. You crave a relationship where you always feel warmth and love.

Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.

You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred.

In this moment, you think of love as commitment. Love only works when both people are totally devoted.

What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

2008-09-02T09:42:00.000-07:00

~ * ~ 35th post ~ * ~

sry, kinda lost track of how long i've nt been blogging =x i shall juz blog wat i rem hehe..

1 of the days went crystal jade wif ric, xl, jenny, andrea, andy n jason.. initial plan is 5 of us er yi.. but add on pple.. mi,xl n jenny took ric's car.. thx to xl, i always got such benefits =p miss the xiao long baos alot!!! n they change menu le.. now de menu v cute de.. n more variety of la mians.. but standard de, i eat back same thing wahaha.. enjoyed the meal alot coz v long nv eat le.. after tat took his car again to geylang for durians.. out of nowhere got joke.. if ric is e gui gong, we 3 gals sure no biz.. chao funny.. wahaha.. but e way we dress, so covered, hu wan us sia.. LOL.. went to e same stall we went b4.. mi n xl da bao hm for family.. ric send us back.. can tell he v bu qing yuan 1 =x coz he live amk.. mi, jenny n andy at jw.. haha.. anyway req for him to drive ard show mi those gals.. wat an experience.. whole bunch stand at roadside.. wonder how they survive if their biz so poor =x some might as well dun wear.. hao xiang wear bra n hot pants nia.. tsk tsk.. haha..

another day went durian session again.. tink 1 wk later? tis time is last min wan go de.. same thing, took ric's car.. but he lazy go geylang so we went old jw buy.. andy wan meet them for dinner so ask him go jp 1st.. saw some cute lanterns.. bought 1 ultraman de gif xn =x havent pass to him yet.. xl say qing qu ma, no need care childish ma haha.. bought 1 kitty de for myself, n 1 cj7 de for xl.. idiot uncle gif mi wrong lantern.. my kitty become tiger from kungfu panda.. was sad dao ji dian! only realised when i reached hm =( buy hao le went jp meet andy, mama cook my dinner le so i only eat side dish.. saw limin n nic at frontier =x quickly siam haha..

last fri, yst n today work dao yao si.. for more info, refer to xl's blog =p frens can joke n play but they cant be gd colleagues.. ugly sides of pple surface when it comes to work.. attitude is 1 thing.. treat u as fren cai use sms.. instead bei shoot shutup n get lost.. wth? u tink i enjoying tis kind of work? if ju they all no need go mom, mi, xl n dk wun be suffering here stuck wif u guys lor.. 1st day alr can exp dao how bad is e coorperation liao.. yst n today even worse.. stand beside e person n wave, e person still treat u invisible.. simply pissed off to e extreme.. as per ll, scorpio is an eye for an eye.. so u talk to mi, i dun necessary obliged to reply too.. how's e taste? wan joke also muz see time n pple's mood... sl is alr so jialat u all still dun bother.. i koe la.. u all nt in charge.. but spare a tot for others.. i go count my of, less than 2hrs is 30+.. qiu ren bu ru qiu ji.. really irritated till i might as well handle myself.. tml gonna haf a gd rest.. let u all suffer in return.. humph

gotten results today.. omg la.. expected to fail poa.. bingo.. i got it =.= luckily stats managed to pass.. quite happy wif econs really.. its totally nt wat i expected.. but finance.. haiz.. 1st tot tat i'm bothered abt, retake need how much $$.. hopefully they'll moderate e papers so i wun get so badly? juz afew marks more! pls gif it to mi!!! haha... stress from work, results, unhappiness from u.. too much for mi to handle in 1 day.. kinda loose it.. negative tots flood my mind once again.. haiz..

last sat went mom for tour.. ya i koe.. sounds v stupid =x after tat went for dian xin lunch wif ric, andrea n xl.. after tat supposed meet xn.. he came an hr+ late? i'm standing at e bkshop for 1hr+ lor.. wait dao no patience liao.. but i did nt fa pi qi leh.. xl say kan ren.. lol~ went comex, bought mem card for mama.. everything is so cheap now! feel like getting thumbdrive, dvd roms.. for wat reason, i dunno.. wun be using often but jiu coz its cheap ma! den bei shoot buy lai eat la.. diaozzzzz hahah.. after tat went dinner at sakae.. ate v little but full le.. dunno y unhappy again.. haiz.. throughout whole journey hm it so saddening.. after tat jiu hao le.. i guess tears always win? =x had a nice date~ but i still miss watching movie.. its been more than 1mth =(

m i requesting too much or r u nt giving enough?

2008-08-14T18:31:00.000-07:00

~ * ~ 34th post ~ * ~

realized i've nt been blogging much lately.. but still better than xl ba =x wahaha.. lets see...

only busy wif work n maple past few wks.. pple nv jio mi out =( 1st aug celeb mama bday.. treat her to movie wif sis, 2yi, ah li n ah qi.. watched money nt enough 2.. ate dinner at soup restaurant, bought mama they all go.. nice chicken.. tat time treat xn eat.. love e chix.. hehe.. after dinner, sis late as usal n nobody wan wait for her.. thus all went in n throw mi waiting outside alone.. hai mi miss diao my show =.=''' super no time management leh.. sua da pai.. e show overall nt bad ba.. when e mama die, v sad.. drop tears =x nv treasure their folks.. gif everything for e children, in e end e children like tat treat her.. really saddening sia.. so i cannot like tat treat my parents.. muz get a gd maid to tc of them =x hahaha.. went to collect cake from deli france.. gave mama surprise haha.. den cut e cake.. mango nt bad =p

wed went celeb jenny's bday.. got cake again.. from crystal jade bread.. i tink i prefer e prima deli de.. ate seoul garden.. v full sia.. den ric tat table jing ran eat non stop =x opps.. maybe only ric n andy haha.. after tat jiu go hm le.. took cab coz v tired.. hu koes wait for cab so long =.='''

got sal last fri.. happy! coz amt quite alot? e highest i've earned so far wahaha.. went out wif family on sat.. suntec wif papa, mama, sis n ah ma.. coz saw ah ma when we waiting for bus den jio her go along.. she intend go hm de haha.. took direct bus n slp all e way.. coz e nite b4 slpt late due to maple den wake ard 12.. lack of slp =x

walk ard gio while waiting for sis.. stupid her forgot to bring her ndp tix so haf to alight n went hm to take herself.. papa hungry dao yao si, end up sis reaching de shi hou, him n mama go find e fc, throw mi n ah ma wait for sis haha.. when we near e fc, saw papa n mama walking towards us say fc close liao, i kinda shock sia.. den walk in, realise is they nv kan dao coz need walk in further from pastamania.. sotongsssssss hahaha.. treat them to dessert.. feel rich sia haha.. alot of cosplay pple ard.. dress dao so out of e ordinary n attract alot attention.. some still nt tat bad looking la haha..

went walk ard.. saw tis particular shop which i love alot! e cartoons v cute de lor.. felt like buying e top but it cost abt 60-70 for 1.. kinda ex rite but saw national day promotion at 43.. cheap liao rite.. but mama keep dun wan mi buy.. sianzzzz.. it sell cards too.. shall get 1 of it someday? haha.. went sis bf parents de shop i tink.. n e guy gave mama discount card.. haha.. den sis n him went off to meet frens for ndp, mi wif mama, papa n ah ma.. saw tis nice top at carrefour.. bought it for papa haha.. nan de rite.. den mama n ah ma bought socks, also i pay =x den bought tis sausage.. taste nice, tinking of cooking it wif spag hehe.. intend to cook it tis wk.. shall see how ba~ walk dao lai dou 6+ le.. papa rushing hm dunno for wat.. den ah ma only esplanade got bus, so brought them walk dao there.. realise road blk coz of ndp =.= walk dao leg wan duan liao den realise no bus.. den papa suggest taxi den send ah ma hm 1st.. e taxi uncle v wat sia.. coz e place ah ma wan go got lake.. den they keep say shui chi, e uncle shoot dun keep say its shui chi coz from wat i koe, sg only got 3, there tat 1 nt shui chi =.=''' pple like call it shui chi ur prob ah? since u alr koe wat we refering to, y u bother to correct us? dun even koe ur way de ren still comment so much.. jidan de.. after ah ma alight den we go hm.. reach hm cai 19bucks de cab fare.. quite cheap? coz e day b4 i take wif jenny n andy dou 20+ when reach my place from marina.. n its nt peak hr.. haha..

reach hm jiu maple all e way.. recently my maple will prompt "u have been mapling for 8hrs, pls take a break" etc de.. wahaha.. cannot imagine i can on cont for so long =x tis mth bill you yao burst liao.. hahha..

sat also stay at hm.. haiz.. dun talk abt it.. sun went to meet jenny they all for k.. coz her bday celebration.. slpt during e last hr i tink =x nv really sing much songs.. too many pple q-ing n no idea wat song to dian.. haha.. after tat ate pizza hut for dinner.. den jiu take bus hm.. so tired, slpt throughout e journey hahha..

looking forward to sept~~ ^^

2008-08-08T10:19:00.000-07:00

~ * ~ 33rd post ~ * ~

pissed off to the extreme.. each n every1 keep stepping on my tail.. wats wrong wif u pple? y muz be such idiots?

seriously beginning to wonder if i made a wrong step.. realised long ago, things dun always gif u e hui bao u expected juz coz u put in effort.. u can try to grow e plant, gif it everything, oxygen,sunlight,fertilizer,clear weeds, but ur plant may still die in e end.. simply bu gan yuan.. y is tis happening? time n time again, history repeat itself.. things juz changed for no apparant reason.. told pple u should haf revenge as ur mindset, den may i koe wat r u doing?

wonder when will i juz explode in ur face, telling u all e things i hate.. y m i suffering in silence? i always tot as long as 1 side dun cont, e quarrel will nv cont.. but it doesnt seem to be e case.. e more u gif in, e more pple take adv of u.. y m i so stupid? when can i grow up n see through everything? someday i tink i shall juz end everything.. but.. when will i haf e courage to do it..

2008-07-27T01:54:00.000-07:00

~ * ~ 32nd post ~ * ~

maybe i should juz wake myself up from tis dream tat i tot is wonderful...

things had been wonderful.. but its all in e past.. maybe i'm blinded tats y i cant see it..

too much things said n nt done... too much hurt incurred and scarred...

changes tat u nv noticed.. tat deals a great impact...

will there still be a path infront... or its a dead end where we should turn back..

2008-07-25T08:02:00.000-07:00

~ * ~ 31st post ~ * ~

juz some random pics to share~~ =)

gigantic ants at IMM

gigantic beetle

nice car =p

Msia Pics

overview of genting

e hotel i lived in~ 1st world

superman in e wall~

nice view of twin towers

sis wif gingerbread hse?
made of chocs de

e 1st hotel we lived in

dog spotted in 1 of e shops
cute dao all e neighbour shops staff come take its pic =p

e place near our 1st hotel at kl

look at e board
its plate no. is "NICEBUS" LOL

lollipop flower~
lollipops from jenny

bear bear from e bear shop

e choc qad gave mi when i 1st met her
so swt of her isnt it? she still tie e ribbon herself =)

last but nt least
my kitty waving at mi when i'm at her show! =D
*ok i'm dreaming*

tats all for tis post~ stay tuned =)

2008-07-25T06:33:00.000-07:00

~ * ~ 30th post ~ * ~

i'm here to officially blog liao.. thx to jenny's suay mouth.. she said she'll ask e admin make my maple cannot play den i can come blog.. now really cant play.. coz dl-ing private server.. make my maple lag dao i die 2times =( 10% gone ok.. gif up on it.. quit maple n com hang.. my dl progress is 54% liao lor... now restart n start from 0%.. how heng m i? n e dl is going to take 2long hrs! i'm able to blog for 2hrs liao.. so dun complain if tis is a super long post =x

juz realised its 3wks tat i've nv blogged? haha.. went ash bday celeb on 6th.. didnt really enjoyed it coz e nite b4 de shi.. wake up late n reach an hr ltr.. sang afew songs.. after tat went swensons for dinner.. after tat took 502 hm.. nxt day ash nv turn up for work.. coz he al.. so work is boring.. haha..

last mon finally met up wif bw, jl n ll as a grp~ haha.. busy pple.. v hard to meet them.. i worked half day den go meet them at chinatown.. ll as usual e late queen.. supposed meet 145 like tat, she woke up at 12+ n she needs more than an hr to prepare.. msg mi say die le die le, woke up late, den dk gang hao read my msg.. den reply her dun die, life is beautiful.. wat a ... reply.. n she immediately koe its nt mi... haha.. i'm e only 1 hu needs to work n i'm earlier than jl n ll lor.. met up wif bw 1st den wait for jl.. den we went to buy lunch.. bought cheap nasi lemak.. $2 only! den some dian xin.. n i'm proud to say i'm e 1st to notice the ktv! wahaha =p its v pub like.. den our rm nt v big.. place nt as nice as kbox.. but e price is worth it hahaha.. freeflow drinks.. wif v v v normal de cups.. tink is plastic? den can bring food in eat.. e sys hard to use.. so mostly dou shi they pressing haha.. sang till 650, e sys auto shut down.. den we went for dinner at the hawker.. ate ba chor mee.. v normal food.. haha.. took train hm after tat.. no idea y i'm being suan again.. wat small brain =.= anyway its fun hanging out wif them =D

last sat went overnite kbox wif xn again~ got mum's permission to stay till mrn.. haha.. tink i go sing too often.. sing dao no songs to dian le.. den tat xn jing ran ask mi to sing den he slp.. jidan de lor.. den i also v mao dun.. i say u tired u slp lor.. but i you keep say him ask mi come sing k den come here slp.. LOL.. wasnt tired at all till e session is over at 6.. took 174 to jp coz 502 7+ den haf 1st bus.. e seats v str.. didnt slp well.. but was super tired out.. haha.. reach hm jiu slp le.. poor xn still need take bus, take train zai take bus cai dao hm.. haha.. sun he overslpt so no tuition for sis.. slp till 1+ i woke up to maple.. coz got 2x.. haha.. played e whole day.. so tired.. at nite watch batman on ch 5.. watch dao no ending coz missed e last 15mins.. =.=

work throughout tis whole mth.. can earn quite a sum of $$.. happy happy to haf $$ into my pockets.. but tat'll be nxt mth =) met up wif poly frens on wed.. fun also~ celeb jeremy's bday.. its been 5yrs n we nv celeb b4? =x stupid mi blab out abt e surprise cake for him.. whole table quieten down.. i still nv realise.. realise de shi hou ps dao can! can feel my whole face growing red.. ate kenny roger's.. shared 1/2 chicken wif xl.. cut cake n talk crap throughout dinner.. took pics wif jeremy.. tink is e 1st time we take individual pic? lol~ after tat jiu went hm le.. v tired sia...

yst met up wif ll for movie.. watched prom nite.. after few mths of waiting? e show is ok.. ended too suddenly.. i cant accept e ending.. haha... too abrupt.. some scenes scared dao coz suddenly got thing pop out.. den e grp beside us e gals keep shout de.. even their guy fren say he nt scared coz of e show.. is coz of their screams.. lol~ ate kfc b4 movie.. talk abt stuff.. i can understand how it feels to be outcast.. though my case may nt be as bad as urs.. but urs also nt always ah.. cheer up ba~ went hm on train.. was telling ll abt e 9pm show n wat chris did.. super disappointing.. do wrong thing hai dare scold ren.. haiz.. super affected by tat ep, dunno y.. changed my pm to promises r nt meant to be broken.. jidan dk reply mi if nt meant to be broken jiu bu call promise liao =.= she mo weird logic sia? its e promises tat makes it more hurting.. so dun ever promise smthing u gen ben dun haf ba wo in.. it'll only make matter worse..

tml haf to work again.. sian de~ 2nite cant slp late.. by e time i dl fin tat game, i need to slp le.. jidan xn keep lvling w/o waiting for mi! =x

maybe i still haf alot time to post pics~ haha..

2008-07-23T23:54:00.000-07:00

~ * ~ 29th post ~ * ~

juz to share a quiz i took from jl's blog.. quite fun to take all these kind of quizzes
wahaha~~

Your view on yourself:
You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:
You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education:
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.

Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

hmmm.. some parts quite true~ ahha.. shall blog abt my life nxt time =x

2008-07-04T09:50:00.000-07:00

~ * ~ 28th post ~ * ~

last sat went to orchard again after my work, went ps coz xn wan sign up for starhub plan.. hehe.. managed to pursuade him use starhub coz his m1 bills is always 100 per mth though he didnt use much =.= y so stupid let them earn when starhub is only 20+ with unlimited sms/mms n 200 out going mins.. waited for 2hr+ till his turn.. somemore say will sms him, end up nv.. went back to the shop den realise his turn is over.. lucky they allow him to cut in coz is their sys fault for nt sending e sms accordingly.. didnt koe u dun haf to get a phone to sign plan.. n is nt bounded by contract, u can terminate anytime.. 1st 3mths still free sia.. zuan dao le la u hahah...was quite late den reach cine so cant managed to buy tix to watch my secret agent show.. disappointed coz 2wks in a row watch bu dao... anyway we juz wander ard trying to find things to do.. no rms for us to bk too.. y pple dou like go cine watch movie n dvds.. sian diao.. asked ard if pple wan play mj coz in e mrn mum ask mi.. spend quite some time asking ard.. finally managed to get ll n 3 yi.. haha

reach hm at 9+ den eat 1/2 packet of rice for dinner den jiu start their mj session le.. played dao nxt day mrn 7am sia.. pro leh us.. 1st time play overnite still nt tired.. ll say muz see company is hu lol~ 3 yi went back at 5.. too tired to cont wif us.. ll pro le lor, jing ran win $13+ dou shi from xn de ba.. kelian de him, initially winning dao in e end dou nv win.. i could haf win more but i keep da the pai let them win diao =.= stupid mi.. haha.. acc them go down take bus.. ll went opp direction den xn stomach nt well, maybe due to him nt eating dinner e nite b4.. so we went gekpoh to eat bf.. prata n coffee in e mrn.. v nan de i eat bf on a wkend sia.. haha.. eat wan he jiu went hm le.. can tell he's super tired out.. i went hm jiu slp liao.. all e way till 3+ den wake.. xn came over again at 4+ for the wkly tuition wif sis.. sis again fa pi qi say dun wan.. but pple come dao hse liao wat to do.. so go for it lor wahaha.. den 6+ wanna rush to jp for my movie.. end up sold out.. sadded.. really no fate wif tat show sia.. acc him for dinner den jiu go hm le.. early mrn he go hm, den come my hse for tuition den go jp den sent mi hm again.. haha.. his time jiu shi spend on travelling.. kelian~

mon came to work as usual.. tue nv go work.. arrange hao wif ash n xl de.. end up quite few pple nv go.. sl drop dao quite low.. happy happy! haha.. met ll in e noon go orchard shop.. she v pro lor, spend alot $$ sia.. but the clothes she buy wif mi, end up always dun wear de =.= nxt time dun go wif her liao.. haha.. bought a yellow spag top.. looks real nice.. but cant try.. den buy risk n buy =x luckily can fit though may nt be v loose haha.. went dinner at ajisen.. den talk n talk again.. abt frens n stuff.. cant believe all those things she told mi.. if i haf such fren, i guess i wun be in contact anymore.. i'll avoid as far as i can.. er xi de ren =x update mi more info e nxt time we meet ah! haha.. anyway jl, bw n shino! when meeting mi sia!

wed, thu work as usual.. learn more n more things abt jacS.. her hands are e most efficient coz she's so used to stab pple =.= really cant stand e way she handle things.. can stare at com whole day like v busy when in fact she doesnt seem to be working coz everything is last min? n always order ju to say us.. we're juz rite behind u lor.. gan gan come say us la.. u tm leh.. pa she mo? so coward.. wats e pt of going to ju n ask her say den u act as if u got nth to do wif it? isnt it obvious? maybe nt to u, coz u're idiot enough nt to realise.. n i tink e best u do is v pro at tou ting? everytime pple came over to talk, u sure interrupt.. piss dao ji dian sia.. den da da sheng ask xl going temple ma, coz i wan da xiao ren.. say bad things abt my buddy?! ni mei si guo leh.. he's better than u in all aspects lor! he may be sarcastic but is only to pple like u hu dunno anything except act smart n big n cant get anything rite.. if he's so synical *maybe spell wrong* u tink our grp can tahan him meh? if u dunno, our gan qing is v gd de lor.. so wat does it show? got prob de ren is u leh! u dun even koe him well, how can u pass such unreliable remarks abt him to pple.. now i see y pple r all trying ways to leave tis coy.. is coz of pple like u jacS.. if u can find 1 person hu truely fu ni n like u in tis office, i treat u go eat dinner, watever u wan =.='''' coz i dun tink it'll ever happen

nxt wk going go off early for 1 of e days again.. ya karen, i juz realise i'm quite busy sia.. haha.. keep postponing our meeting.. psps.. nxt wk it shall be.. no more postpone.. i hope =x

hope tml can finally catch my secret agent! got lots other movies to watch too! wanted, hancock, 10 promises to my dog, the strangers.. nv ending.. i'm juz such a movie freak! =x

ohya, sun going celeb ash bday~ looking forward.. is e time of e yr again.. every yr his bday like big event sia haaha.. hope we all enjoy =D shall end tis entry here.. haha

to add on, i muz learn to work smart.. slack more n earn more $$.. sum pple is gd at tis.. i juz dun get it.. n for another issue.. if all tis small things is causing probs, i'd rather i haf none of it.. soon everything will be gone from my life.. but i still miss it coz of the char.. i've reasons to watever is happening.. i juz dun wan all tis small issues to cause prob for mi.. its all in e past so is nt worth to affect the future..

thx xl n jenny for the kitty thing.. v cute~ now i've 2 more accessories to add on my hp! waahah...

2008-06-26T01:30:00.000-07:00

~ * ~ 27th post ~ * ~

went back to work since fri.. work is ok for TAT DAY ONLY... coz no idiot find trouble wif us..

sat xn came over to gif revision to sis once again.. i told sis 12pm, ended up he came at 2+ somemore sis having fever.. she wanted to cancel off.. but i managed to get her go for it.. lol.. it took abt 2hrs.. i busy playing my maple lor.. mama so worried sis nt happy, keep ask mi go in ask them wat time end, sis will tired anot =.= den end up i sms-ing both of them when they're juz in e rm within walking distant lol.. finally e session end at 5.. den we prepared to go out.. went cine as usual.. tried to look for food.. nth appealing so walked to taka.. saw samuel~ wahaha.. so qiao..

went crystal jade, v crowded, den went ajisen, crowded.. he decided to eat sakae but no outlet near.. so xiang go the atrium @ orchard but dunno where is it.. asked xl,bw, ll, all dunno hahah.. den saw wheelock haf.. so walked over.. is so crowded la! long q.. den tot haf fish n co so walk ard find.. went 3rd floor, 2nd floor for few times, jiu shi zhao bu dao.. gif up n walk to shaw, no food for us to eat.. den saw fish n co sign from shaw looking over to wheelock but really like dun haf.. decided to go over wheelock once more to check.. e directory dun haf e name.. but sakae nt tat crowded le.. so ended up eat tat.. walk lai walk qu, end up 9+ den eat dinner sia =.=

went back cine, tot of catching a movie.. e 11+ slot is full.. nxt slot near 2am.. so bk e rm to play com for 1hr.. haha.. played viwawa inside.. i let him win few times k.. den end up he dun play, come n help mi.. managed to win once =p after tat dunno wan do wat.. den something happen, he v zai yi.. den suggest go kbox see see.. went to e counter, e gal keep pi li pa la alot alot thing, now how much, got buffet, got drink blah blah blah den he keep nod his head.. jiu zhe yang, sha sha de bei brought inside e rm.. LOL.. when he qing xing, he ask e person can dun wan ma, e person say cannot coz rm alr open.. =.= she mo rubbish, e rm is always on zhu de lor.. but nvm we juz cont to sing.. yue chang yue shuang.. he also sing dao v shuang lol.. sing all e way till 5 den we go.. coz i xiang reach hm b4 mama wakes =p but 1st train 6am den got.. by den mama alr wake liao.. so bobian, took cab.. didnt wan him spend so much coz he alr spend 70 on the kbox + dinner all tat dou 100+ liao.. so i insisted on paying for e cab since is go my hse also.. both of us fell aslp in cab.. by e time we reach, raining cats n dogs.. was kinda drenched coz 2 pple share 1 umbrella ma.. haha..

bath n fell aslp soon after.. papa caught mi opening e door, den mama also wake le den nag mi go dao now =x he went back by bus, end up 7+ cai prepare hao go bed.. so kelian.. but really enjoyed the nite =) unforgettable memories oh.. ll say xn teach bad mi, bring mi dao so late cai go hm.. lol u koe wat, ll fren also bring her go k dao mrn lor.. still dare say wo leh =p wahaha.. in e end both of us wake at 3pm =x he nv get to go baibai also haha.. talked abit den he jiu go off for dinner le..

mon came to work as usual.. nth much happen.. went out wif ric, andy, roch, xl for crab.. ric wait super long for tis day liao.. though got no $$, dun dare reject.. haha so end up xl pay for mi 1st =x he drive us to harbourfront got 1 area v romantic de.. got alot of yatch also.. nv go b4 sia.. any1 got yatch qing wo qu zuo zuo? lol.. drive lai drive qu, andy dou er bian le.. hungry till e cloud can see as stingray =x finally 8 like tat reach e restaurant.. at sum wulu place call defu lane? e crab is nt bad la.. blur andy ordered a clam.. didnt koe its a big clam, cost $70 per kg.. end up bill come, its $105 coz more than 1kg *faint so e ex!! den cost bear by andy n ric only.. haha.. after tat they drive andy den mi hm.. so nice to haf pple driving u ard instead of squeezing in e train/bus wahaha..

tue early mrn receive bad news.. now cannot sit wif ash they all le.. thx to e jacS decision.. wat rubbish.. pls go take some mangement courses coz seriously u need it alot alot =.= kinda pissed wif e arrangement but wat to do.. tot tats e worse.. but its behind.. havent 830 jiu ask us login.. dk shoot 830 start work wat.. lol.. den saw we 2 talkin den nt happy izzit.. when kevin came, jing ran ask mi shift.. pissed till e extreme.. if u can do things last min as u wan, y i cant.. so mi n xl took halfday last min.. for wat reason? nth much, juz wan show jacS we bu shuang.. lol.. den 1pm happily go eat lunch wif dk n ash n ric.. enjoy! after tat i went to meet ll.. watch u dun mess wif e zohan.. quite a funny show! told ash lucky i'm watching comedy after all tat bullshet.. complained to ll.. haha.. after movie eat dinner at crystal jade ehhe.. my suggestion.. den we talk n talk.. dao v late.. haha.. after tat den go hm le..

dun feel like going work on wed so find sum stupid reason to skip it.. went out wif xl to cine to k =x went for klunch.. supposed meet at 11, i 10.30 den wake =x was late so nearly 12 den reach wahaha.. sing all e way till 4 den go taka buy durian puff jiu go hm le.. evil us was so happy sl drop to 80+ and hope it droped further so jacS can appreciate our effort in helping wif e sl.. was telling xl, tink management dou shi make up of brainless pple? shet pple do, credit ownself take.. ming ming jiu nt competent at all but coz e agents help, cai hui you tis performance lor.. all u haf to do is sit n stare at e board, stare at the screen, as if u stare more e sl will improve.. is all e agents effort in keeping it like tat lor.. still thick skin-ly tell pple when is bday, expect us buy present ah? i str-ly tell ju i nt sharing.. xl say de rite, our money we cannot decide wan spend on wat meh? y spend on sm1 we dun even like.. tis kind of thing cannot force de lor..

wed n thu came to work as usual, showed a long face whenever facing her.. den mi n xl talk keep dai ci to shoot her.. hu ask her sit behind us.. den keep ask stupid qns, do useless things.. coy pay u so high sal to stare ah.. den free till can go sit n chat wif pple, shet thing ask other pple do? pissed offfffffffffff wonder if we can juz feedback n change e tm? internal grp also got prob pple.. act she mo big.. only koe how to butter her.. u're e hot fav liao lor.. minutes also all over ur name, praising u.. even self proclaim as atm.. wt.. den order ash gif orders coz u koe we wun reject.. jidan.. tis coy really getting worse.. n worse of all, i need to stay for 2yrs more! wt.. if ash go le, wat m i still looking forward to work in tis coy sia.. =.=''' my grumbles will nv end.. till e day u're no longer ard.. but shall end it.. xl is complaining i type too much le =x wahaha..

ltr going meet xn again~ *look forward* =D

enjoy e wkends every1~~

2008-06-19T00:26:00.000-07:00

~ * ~26th post ~ * ~

blogging at hm now... didnt go work today =x so guai.. haha.. wanted to maple but cant patch.. sianzzzzz wasted my day at hm.. anyway, lets see wat happen since last fri.. haha...

ended up went hm on thu n ask 3 yi da bao gif mi.. hehe.. lazy go buy..

fri is e day shino enlisted.. i still rem date leh.. haha.. wished him luk n hope he survived =p anyway, went to work as usual.. ate lunch wif ash n jason.. went to e kitty show again.. snapped afew pics.. haha.. after tat went bagus to eat.. no mood den left they 2 talkin among themselves.. haha..

sat went to work, no need buy bf for them.. coz ordering mac.. haha.. e day is boring.. nt much calls de.. bf is nice~ wahaha.. ended up we start playing songs.. den play online games.. tats how slack we r =p after tat went jp meet xn.. finally watch dao my kungfu panda~ n finally meet dao him.. haha.. e show is v nice! after tat walk ard jp abit jiu go hm le.. coz needa go auntie hse for fathers' day dinner.. he acc mi go buy some bread den he go hm.. went 3 yi hse, food nt here yet.. wait n wait.. food all is buy de.. den da jiu ma came wif her crabs.. tis time rd de crab nt v nice.. dunno y haha.. nth to do at 3yi hse.. den watch tv on gong gong's bed.. den crap wif tf they all.. kids all watching tv, same show but diff rms haha.. adults talkin in e living rm.. went hm after tat.. tink going watch hulk wif ah li they all? shall do some planning.. haha..

sun mapled whole day.. den go pack bag for short vacation to msia..

mon went buy mac bf den go bl wait for the bus.. going msia wif mama's fren n daughters.. grp of 6 including us.. long journey bus is comfy.. can slp n slp =x 9+ bus go.. abt 3+ den reach our destination.. v funny.. go vacation nv bk hotel.. drag our luggage n walk along e streets see which hotel cheaper.. haha.. 1st hotel charge 300, 2nd hotel less than 1/2 price sia! really big diff.. so of coz stayed at e 2nd 1 la.. though its lousy.. really got nth de sia.. juz a bed, tv, aircon, toilet.. no bathtub, no hair dryer.. toilet v v small.. haha.. but juz to slp so nvm la.. put our bags le den go out le.. jiu ard 5+ liao? eat abit of things at e rd-side stall..got crab,veg,desserts.. went shopping after tat.. bought lots of keychains.. find them nice leh.. haha.. went a shopping centre call times sq.. super big la! abt 6 storeys high? something like vivo but more storeys.. but e things they sell is nt high end de.. quite affordable.. bought 2 tees n a pair of shoes.. haha.. shop all e way till 10+ still nv shop enough.. didnt managed to get bag, slippers, earrings.. sianz... haha.. went back hotel put the things n went out again.. for supper.. went the rd side eat food again.. den the adults wanna go reflexology.. i dun dare go.. sure scream de =x den all went back hotel again.. left mi n sis nv go.. e rest all go for the reflexology..

slp at 2 till nxt mrn 9+ den eat shredded chicken guo tiao.. nice.. the auntie go ask e stall uncle go genting take taxi how much.. end up e uncle say he can drive us go.. charge us rm120.. den they say quite cheap so agreed.. check out n wait for his car.. e uncle still drive us to local products shop n 1 choc shop b4 he drive us up genting.. so kind sia.. haha.. finally reached genting ard 2+ den wanted to bk rm.. but e person say all rms fully bk.. den ask us go a counter use e phone call a no. see got hotels available ma.. den tis uncle came n ask us izzit wan rm.. he say he haf 1 big n 1 small rm.. he say his fren lose le den wan sell e rm.. wabiang.. she mo kind of pple also got sia.. lose dao need sell rm.. den he bring us go see e rm.. still alright.. so jiu buy from him lor.. they bk at 100+, we buy at 200+ let them earn lor.. den sis saw a condom packet on e table.. so disgusted can! dun even dare touch e bed.. den quickly ask e chambermaid come clean e rm.. put all bags they le we jiu go theme park.. played 4 rides only, den rested for lunch.. auntie n mama went shopping on their own haha.. den 1 of e gal headache so we went back e hotel.. den every1 became so listless, jiu lie n slp in bed.. haha..

den 5+ went out shop ard e place.. nth much to buy.. coz all quite ex de.. ben lai wan go back e theme park but it started raining.. so nv get to play.. waste our $$ den play indoor de.. 1 ride rm8.. so ex sia.. so we played 1 ride only.. den go back hotel again coz going for dinner.. ate at sum fc-like de place.. den go back hotel rest again.. den 10+ went play arcade.. e arcade so leng qing.. nobody de.. mama n auntie go casino.. haha.. played e shooting game wif sis.. v fast jiu die.. den keep topping $$ go play... den hou lai managed to find ephoto hunt machine.. den go play.. play dao e arcade closing den chase us go =x 1+ in e mrn.. den go back hotel, take turns to bath.. mama bought kfc back for supper.. heard she earn some $$ in casino.. haha.. den slp after tat..

3rd day wake at 10+ went shopping once again.. bought some food for colleagues.. den go for lunch.. den go back hotel check out.. auntie bring mi go casino see see.. bu ran sua gu ma.. haha.. so many things inside.. pple really play wif alot $$ sia.. mama only gif mi 10rm to play.. haha.. some games min jiu 10rm liao.. anyway i tried the jackpot machine.. is fun.. overall earn 13rm haha.. den jiu go back le.. went back lobby wait for bus.. 3+ board e bus.. also last min bk de ticket.. haha.. den jiu come back sg le..

dun haf much souvenirs to buy.. so ps.. =x

tml haf to go back work le.. sianzzzzzz hahaha.. anybody miss mi at work? lol..

2008-06-12T21:06:00.000-07:00

~ * 25th post ~ * ~

in office now... doing nth... such a boring day... at nite got no prog.. haiz... wondering wat to do.. cant even complain my life is boring.. wats tis sia...

go out you like no frens acc... dun go out you at hm v bored.. you nt used to gaigai alone... y my life so pathetic... ok la.. is nt no frens acc... sianzzzzzzz...

afraid to fall, afraid to be hurt

if tis is e way things r going, how to go on further?

2008-06-09T20:25:00.000-07:00

~ * ~ 24th post ~ * ~

such a "great" day yst.. no morning call for mi.. i zi ji wake up.. whole day pple ignore mi.. but its all my fault.. the hurt i've caused.. muz be very deep.. same goes to mi.. due to some stupid negligence on my part.. terribly sry.. dunno wat to do to atone for my mistake.. at nite misunderstanding happened.. added on to my fan nao.. wat a great way to end my day...

gone are e good old days...

if u dun haf a single regret.. i dun tink its consider a life... life is full of regrets.. serious or minor... some could scarred u forever... there's no turning back for ur mistakes.. n there's no running away from reality.. feel so coward.. coz when there's a prob.. i tend to choose e easy way out.. run away from it.. i turn to my tv, my games.. its the only time i can get my mind off all those fan ren de shi qing.. coz i'll be very engrossed in it..

same goes to yst.. e min i reach hm.. maple till 9.. after 1hr tv break.. back to maple till abt 2.. really dun haf a moment to tink abt my prob.. juz b4 i slp, misunderstanding happen.. cant blame u guys.. coz its all true.. i dun tink i need anybody to be ard mi.. juz leave mi n my game.. let mi live in my gu pi world.. loneliness overwhelmed whole of mi.. let mi die from it ba =.=

while bathing yst, i had a tot.. always find those pple hu go suicide after breaking up wif their partner are v stupid, foolish, naive, but on e other hand.. i seem to suddenly xiang tong y they do it.. maybe they didnt end their lives entirely coz of e breakup.. they could have find themselves yi wu shi chu.. their existence is redundent.. dun haf any meaning to live as they r nt useful to e society.. suddenly xiang dao zi ji.. feel so useless once again.. hu cares if a small mi live or not in such a big world.. e sun wun stop shining, earth wun stop turning.. no contribution to society too.. done nth to be proud of my whole life till now.. guess in future nth big will happen also.. juz wasting resources living.. resources are so scare nowadays.. prices r increasing due to limited resources.. maybe i can help to save abit of it? though i haf so much negative tots, i got no courage to end my life.. if i can, i wun mind ending it n restarting all over.. tis time, nt to leave any regrets~

after i'm out of e virtual world.. i sink back to reality again.. more prob added on.. initially feel like going out, ended up totally moodless.. shall juz stick to my hse wif my game.. at least i'm free from troubles.. since last wk jiu hen xiang catch a comedy.. at least can go haf a gd laugh at e show.. but den.. dun even feel like going anywhere.. shall juz go hm ba.. simply too moodless.. hen xiang qu hai bian watch e sea.. for those hu koe mi well, i wun go anywhere alone.. but i need to be alone.. shall see when haf e time to go ba.. dunno how to go east coast.. dunno how to go west coast.. parsi ris is soooooooooo far... y jurong no sea? =.= pls build 1 for mi...

slpt at 2+ last nite.. didnt dream i guess.. today as usual, no mrn call.. wake up myself.. everything flooded back once again.. when will we get out of tis situation? tot it'll be another boring day.. though sms did came.. nth well as expected.. some say i look tired, some day i zui dudu... guess i'm juz too tired n moodless.. dun really feel like talkin much.. even though ltr going imm see kitty also nt v excited..

things seem to be turning well for frens ard mi.. tats gd~~ happy for them.. hope ni men find dao xing fu oh~~ stay happy always... v impt =)

2008-06-01T03:13:00.000-07:00

~ * ~ 23rd post ~ * ~

have nt been blogging for a wk liao~ haha... lets see wat happens e past wk...

mon, went out wif xn coz he offday... tink we went to watch show again? if i didnt rem wrong.. haha.. our fav past-time liao.. watch wat happen in vegas at je.. haha.. met at imm den eat ajisen.. happen to be 3rd mon den ramen 50% off.. cheap rite.. but we didnt koe e lemon tea cost $6 if nt we wont order le.. coz i nv drink much also.. haha.. after tat went je for movie den walk back imm again.. walk ard aimlessly den take bus hm.. haha..

tue asked ll n shino to play mj~ again 3 legged.. haha.. ll became so pro lor.. she actually won 5rds striaght ok.. dun play play.. mi n shino sian diao liao.. den finally i managed to break e chain.. lol.. we realised e 1st to throw 'xi' will win e game.. so every1 got xi jiu throw out 1st.. super lame logic haha.. she everyday at hm train wif mama n bro sia.. no wonder suddenly so pro.. as i told her, mj is like maths, e more u practise, e better u get.. wahaha.. stupid logic again.. played from noon 2+ to abt 10 or 11 wahaha.. overall earnings divide by half again.. won few dollars only.. haha..

wed officially go back to work.. so bu xiang go la~ but den saw colleagues, jiu mei so no mood work liao~ new office.. better than old de ba.. coz here more office style.. but ash nt beside mi.. n i dun haf my own seat! its juz sooooooooooooo fair... colleagues still e same.. except sum really gotten v close to e grp.. like yw? hahah.. didnt koe suddenly he n jenny wat buddy? den liana so tc him.. anyway saw him on my way in.. he smiling all e way lol.. i'm nt back to decrease ur calls burden k =x fun working wif them anyway~ dun haf chance to talk to ash till tml.. coz he keep 1/2day, i keep 1/2 day haha..

1st day back to work jiu take 1/2day =x went out wif ll gang.. watch accuracy of death.. e show.. nt as wat we expect it to be.. kinda boring.. kinda kan bu dong also till e end den i realise its all link =.= e movie is long.. e song is nice.. haha.. b4 tat had long john for lunch.. after tat jiu walk ard.. intend to buy slippers but den cant find any tat catches my eye.. i'm fussy ok =x hahaha.. walk ard for clothes too.. nth nice.. ohya, bought anime from comics connection.. $5 only leh.. for like 12eps? though i dun haf e 1st part but i tink all e eps nt link de.. so buy lor wahaha.. after tat went 7-11 buy maple ppc =x ll say i should juz gif her e $$, more worth it.. lol.. i'm gonna dress nice nice in maple ok.. wahaha.. sot liao.. went hm after tat...

thu and fri also as usual, go back to work.. full day tis time.. tink my so call current seat will be behind e tm.. super sian de lor.. dunno y e com cant load ebuddy.. xl can leh.. everyday surfing maple forum.. so boring.. den tm ard cant talk to yw n kevin much.. coz she always seem to interrupt n ask them qns abt work when we casual talk.. jidan de..

sat work halfday.. work is boring as usual.. but got dk, ash, ary ard.. liana too.. nt tat bored coz v crap.. dunno y suddenly talk abt they wan how many kids each.. lol.. wat a funny topic.. but no mgt ard so its our own world wahaha.. went je arcade play for awhile while waiting for xn.. played mj.. cheat $$ leh.. per rd 50cents.. die jiu = gone liao.. no 2nd chance de sia.. sianz.. spend le abt $5+ on e card, wif value $3+ haha.. after tat went bugis.. dunno wat to eat so ended up eat zha ji pai.. den walked over to e temple.. raining sia.. den baibai.. i tink its e 1st time i go temple? i mean when i'm kids i dun rem la.. but den i only rem tis once.. told my mama she also surprised i go temple.. haha.. coz i from young jiu cant stand e smoke.. lucky there nt tat bad la.. so sua gu, dunno need pray where, say wat =x stupid xn bluff mi say tell e shen ur ic, live where, ur name =.=''' hao leng ah.. hahah.. after tat brought him to try e mango ice.. finally got chance hehe.. e 1st mouth he eat his eyes jiu open big big say nice liao.. wahaha.. eat dao we 2 super full.. walked back to bugis awhile.. went kino buy my comics~ den walk abit more jiu go hm le.. da jiu ma saw mi haha..

sun stayed at hm n maple whole noon.. evening time went eat sakura wif 3 yi n sis.. 3 yi is so addicted to jap food now.. haha.. always ask us wan go eat jap food ma.. suddenly xiang bring her n mama they all go eat seoul garden.. muz be nice~ wahaha.. eat dao super full come hm.. den you maple again.. didnt get any shield yst nite =x teach sis go e mob carnival.. ended up she so addicted.. i guess yst nite she muz haf slpt at 4? coz i slpt at 2+ she's still playing it.. die.. i teach bad things =x wahaha..

dunno when going meet ll n shino for e buffet lunch n movie? haha.. i wan mj!!!! lets play more =p anyway shall blog again.. till den.. tata~

2008-05-25T06:49:00.000-07:00

~ * ~ 22nd post ~ * ~

was watching e charity show.. saw a super touching story.. its abt the mother n the baby.. the mother wei le protect the baby, she cover the baby wif her body n ended up dead.. lucky thing is e baby huo xia lai le... n hidden in e clothes is a hp wif a msg tat the mother left for the baby... as follow...

亲爱的宝贝，如果你能活下来，请记住我爱你

something like tis.. super touched by tis sentence.. wei da de mu ai.. e host themselves also say dao cry.. the baby muz really jian qiang de huo xia lai in order nt to let the mama bai bai xi sheng.. pple donate as much as u can.. every small amt adds up to something.. the pple there really need help.. love is all ard~~

2008-05-25T03:54:00.000-07:00

~ * ~ 21st post ~ * ~

its been 1mth n 2days since i've last blogged.. been mugging for my exams for e past mth.. free time jiu shi playin games to relax.. so neglected my blog =x soooo sry haha...

cant really rem wat i've done except for studying.. of coz there's going out in between also.. all work n no play makes mi a dull gal =x went sakura at stadium for dinner during 1 of e sun.. took alot pics~ haha.. 3 yi addicted to jap food sia.. keep asking mi wan go eat anot nowadays haha.. food wise is ok.. price is ex.. but nt i pay =x

watched speed racer n made of honour during tis period of time.. nice show both of it.. still haf lots of movie i wanna watch.. my dragon dance mei you le =( iron man also no1 acc wo kan le.. i wan watch accuracy of death! over her dead body is ending also =( kungfu panda! haha.. lots more~~

overall my papers.. dunno leh.. hopefully can pass all my papers jiu hao le.. *pray v v hard*

人善被人欺 - i'm always saying tis.. but i still always e shan ren =.=''' when u haf gd stuff, pple expect u to share.. when pple haf gd stuff, they tend to keep for themselves.. tis is a cruel n the reality world.. keep here and use on others.. overall got diff? maybe pple juz nv realise wat they've done.. cant blame them.. its juz human nature.. guess i juz havent get myself to accept tis pt.. though i've always know nth is fair..

crazy over maple nowadays =x been back to e old mi waahha.. past 2days dou play dao 4am.. pro rite =p haha.. now sch holidays.. so many kids ard.. sianzzzzzzzzz... hopefully tml can watch my wat happen in vegas.. =) been waiting for so long too.. ahaha.. shall blog again wif pics.. tc all =)

2008-04-23T09:36:00.001-07:00

~ * ~ 20th post ~ * ~

have nt been blogging for 1wk alr? haha.. shall blog now.. now is like wkly blogging liao haha... tis is goin be a long post =x

last thu dun rem wat i doin le =x i supposed is go work? halfday till evening coz nite got poa local class.. went off at 5 i tink coz needa go sch earlier collect our prelim papers.. went clementi for dinner.. wanted to eat fc de.. end up i cant find e western stall when i go wif ll they all.. ended up eat kfc.. haha.. super full~ den went class after tat.. juz doing sums lor.. during break went toilet after putting coffee on table.. when i come back, guess wat? some idiot knock over e coffee, nong dao my prelim papers, my notes for previous revision classes, my pencil box n didnt even bother to clean for mi.. juz leave it there like tat den we so shock, talking among ourselves hu knock de sia.. n tat person didnt even come forward to apologise.. we suspect is e guy infront of us coz he keep turning n look.. when we scolding tat idiot, he walk out of e class.. clean for v long den managed to nong dryer my notes.. lucky my hp pouch nv kana.. xl gu yi say loud loud hope e person later fall down.. n she saw tat guy tryin to eavesdrop wat we saying.. sian 1/2.. all my notes got coffee stains liao.. haiz.. went home after class.. nxt day still needa work..

fri went in work in e mrn.. noon meeting mum to change my hp.. finally!!! hahha.. went off at 12.30, xl too.. ash too.. he nt feelin well so req for half day go see doc.. i went imm myself n wait for mama.. saw dexter wif his gf i tink coz his hands is over her shoulder.. i saw him from far but i tink he nv see mi.. when i walk nearer, his hand alr nt there le.. tryin hide?=x ash said he haf alot gfs? =x haha.. walk ard imm by myself while waiting for mama.. sal nt in till 2pm tat day so didnt buy anything.. went to check wif starhub if my student card is able to sign student plan, she say can.. mum reach le den we went fc for lunch.. went back to starhub n present her e card again, tis time she say cannot coz over 18yrs old le.. need use below 18 de student card.. stupid rite? same person can gif mi diff ans.. nvm.. den called sis ask her hurry over coz wanna use her card.. student plan getting 2k sms n 200 outgoing min lor.. y dun sign rite? haha.. walk ard again, went giant to walk.. bought some choc=x showed mum e clothes i wanna buy from fox also.. only managed to find e spag.. after tat went fc for coffeebreak coz mama tired liao =x sit ard for almost 1hr? she called sis n check where is she.. still at home lor! can faint.. she waiting for tingting call her, tingting waiting for sis call her, none initiate den wait here n there for nth..

an hr later they finally reached.. 3rd time i walk to e starhub counter.. tis time no prob.. proceed to e counter for my recontract.. is e guy i enquire on sun abt e white phone n he told mi no stock yet de.. lucky tis time haf le.. so happy to get my phone.. after tat jiu go home le.. hehe.. mum, sis n tingting went for some elect therapy thingy, i went home myself n play ard wif my new phone hehe.. upload pics, upload songs.. so excited wif e thing.. on e phone wif xn for abt an hr+ den he jiu bk out le.. at nite played viwawa wif him.. play dao 3+? =x 2+ jiu suddenly v sian, so msg xl tell her bu xiang go sat de class.. she didnt reply.. nxt day i wake up n msg her again, she also tired, so in e end, both of us skip sch once again =x eugene called n ask if i reached class.. told him nv go.. haha he went off at lunch too, saying e teacher is talkin rubbish more than going through paper.. he goin get notes from frens hu attend n pass to us.. ty sia~ hehe..

went out wif ll to vivo for our shopping~~ haha.. bought la chao nian gao as recommended by her.. but its nt really nice.. tats my lunch.. haha.. went page1 look at kitty stuff.. found some really cute things there.. but its really ex lor.. didnt bought any.. went mini toons, action city etc.. i still finding the dob bear.. dunno where to buy sia.. went fox n tried more clothes.. dun haf my yellow top agian.. so only bought e spag.. used up 1 of e fox card wif $10 value.. foc from colleagues.. hehe.. saved $$.. 3yi is askin mi abt mj, coz she xiang play.. so idea struck mi, ask ll n shino if they wan play midnite de.. discuss all e way through dinner den finally settle, going my hse play.. ate asian kitchen.. ordered e suan la mian.. v suan lor! crystal jade nicer=x xiao long bao is ok.. aha.. after tat jiu go back jp.. went fox again n bought my yellow top.. used another $10 card again.. hehe.. den went tis fashion bought a tube for e yellow top... $5 nia.. so cheap.. bought 3 stuff n total less than $50.. ahaha.. met up wif kx finally to collect e online tops from threadless.. went home n open, kinda long sia.. havent tried yet =x really like e panda top my sis bought for fren but its super duper big! guess we bought e wrong size.. went to bath soon after...

came out from shower, shino, ll, 3 yi n mum alr playin mj le.. den i took over mama coz she needa do hsechores.. played all e way till 2am.. ben lai can cont de but my ah gong jing ran come over my hse ard 1am to check on us.. cant imagine he nt slping n walk over to my hse.. normally he slp quite early de lor.. since he's here to 'catch' my 3 yi home, we cant cont le.. so ended at 2.. only 3 yi is winning.. we all lose in total near $10? haha.. ll v bu fu qi haha.. went to bed after tat..

sun woke ard 12+.. supposed meet xn at 12, overslpt.. coz he nv call mi, but sent sms to mi.. i only managed to wake at e 3rd sms from him.. called him up, lucky he's at je.. enough time for mi to prepare haha.. by den he alr reach my blk le.. went cine for lunch.. ate long john.. after tat bk a 2 pc rm n played viwawa there coz e dvd rm nt available.. dun ask mi y nv bk com outside but bk rm when its more ex.. we didnt tink of it =x played cheat at viwawa coz he's juz beside mi, so we try to let each other win haha.. went for dvd session after tat.. watch the unseeable.. nt v nice. dunno wat they talkin abt in e end haha.. in between dvd session n playin com, we played photohunt at e machines.. break our record le.. managed to reach stage 21 but den time's up n we didnt use e 2hints given to us =.= after tat went seoul garden for dinner hehe.. coz i'm craving for it.. so i told him when i get pay i wan eat.. managed to make him accept my $$ for e dinner.. haha.. ate my fav B something de chicken =x n tom yam soup~~ though he cant really eat spicy stuff.. hehe.. haf some prawns too.. he peel gif mi de.. hehe.. so auto coz he koe i dun like to peel =x eat le abt 2hrs.. went to take bus home after tat.. took some pics b4 i went home.. coz nxt day needa work so cant stay out too long..

mon came to work as usual.. ash is nt here.. on leave all e way till 4th may due to his exam.. nt sure if i gotten e date rite=x sat at his seat.. feel so at home coz i used to sit there de.. hahha.. still got my v nice de kitty wallpaper.. ate lunch wif dk n ric.. 1st time eat wif dk sia.. went atrium to eat.. saw tis booth selling ultraman slippers.. v cute lor! but like for kids de.. haha.. bought i wkly too.. but till now havent go read=x bought juz coz cover is fann de hahaha.. ric bought star lollipop for mi n xl.. fake de him.. his purpose is to buy gif xl den scared i say he unfair so he bought an extra 1 gif mi.. FAKE=p haha.. went home at 545.. only managed to reach at 8pm.. forget y liao la.. haha..

tue went at 10am n go off at 2pm.. went sp for lunch.. v v long nv go back sp le.. miss e food.. ask shino wat bus to take=x haha... ate laksa goreng~~ its chu mi fen cook in mee goreng style mr shino=p add chilli n it'll enhanced the taste.. v nice de lor! haha.. wait for bus go back sim for lesson.. was late for 20mins =x no idea wat went over e lecturer, he's v crazy.. out of nowhere can shout v loud, den jumping ard while teaching.. e things he go through e london lecturer alr done le.. so nt payin attention.. begin to play wif my hp after breaktime.. adding all those pple de bday to my hp.. smsed qad den realise her bday is actually on e 3rd.. which is way over le.. kinda guilty coz nv wish her happy bday at all =x smsed abit.. went home after class.. mum cook tomyam soup!!! ll dun jealous =p had a v big bowl.. so yummy.. after tat playin com again.. these 2nites dk dou 2+ msg mi in msn ask mi nxt day muz go work.. lol~ funny him..

today went in e mrn.. had lunch at 12.. bad news from ju.. temp staff nt able to move up wif nwp.. haiz.. stupid coy, really dunno how to manage their things.. yst nite jiu got bad news le.. needa go down dept for attachment at counter.. v boliao lor.. coz may whole mth nt goin den expect we settle among these 2days coz nxt wk is our study break.. alr had plans on so insist nt able to make it.. xl dun wan ju unable to ans to e top so she agreed to go.. n they dun even intend to gif her 1hr lunch n expect her to eat n reach dept within an hr.. she super pissed off.. still rem her sentence "wa tink dept nxt door ah?" in e end they allow her go 1/2hr earlier n reimburse for e cab.. heard from her e attachment is ok but dunno y cc suddenly v busy.. 9calls waiting sia.. sian diao.. totally moodless today.. suddenly out of nowhere kana flu.. serious flu lor.. nose started running den voice also change diao.. ans call also v diff coz i keep need sniff.. finally managed to reach 5pm n i went off to jp..

met up wif ll n shino for forbidden kingdom movie~~ bought e 8+ tix n went subway for dinner 1st.. asked shino order for mi.. told e gal 2times no cheese but when she juz abt to put e bread in to e oven, she go put cheese again =.= den ll n shino de no cucumber.. den they gua gua jiao say nt shuang liao.. LOL.. shino took out e cheese n add on to his.. lucky overall i gen ben taste bu dao any cheese.. aha.. went walk ard after tat.. bought e popcorn set in juz coz ll wan e box which has her RAIN face on it.. v diao rite.. haha.. every1 say bu xiang eat popcorn, end up hai bu shi eat dao almost fin.. haha.. she actually took e box home.. win le lor~ haha..

still deciding tml goin work anot.. since i'm having a bad flu, its a gd enough reason nt to go.. n i should really start on my revision.. lookin at karen's nick gif mi e fear =p e date is drawing nearer n nearer n i've done nth so far.. wat m i waitin for? lol.. wat abt fri.. should i go or should i nt.. haiz.. really getting out of hand.. so many things nt going according to how we wan.. we cant get e best out of everything but at least gif mi something i can accept ba.. didnt treat us well den expect us do tis do tat according to wat u all wan? tats e bei ai for being an employee.. u juz haf to do according to wat ur superior wans.. no matter which coy u go to, things r still e same.. tink they really should attend some management course b4 they manage they staff coz they really didnt do a gd job in tis.. tink u're juz stuck inside to nt realise wat exactly is happening outside.. u should try it out n tell us wat its like if u're in our shoes.. gif suggestions by running it through ur brain at least 3times? e min e suggestions are told to us, its been rebuke.. did i use e wrong word? anyway it only means how lousy is it.. coz u nv tink deep n far enough.. sianzzzzzz losing motivation.. wun be able to see ash for v long.. lol~

qad having paper tis sat.. muz jy! i'll pray for u de =D

2008-04-21T04:25:00.000-07:00

~ * ~ 19th post ~ * ~

juz to post some pics~ gai ci zai blog ba.. hehe~

xi niu's fav ultraman~
took tis pic specially for him hehe

e evil spiderman & e normal spiderman

flyin spiderman!!! wahaha...

e cute cow n vehicle at damsy hill~
e 1 bw 'rode' on hahaha =p

e buddha waterfall
v nice rite =x

e heart i make from ric's choc =x

e cute bedsheet i saw..

too bad dun haf my bed de size

us at ed's bday celebration~
ric, roch, ed, xl, me

ric, roch, ed, andy

us tryin to stuff e candle into ed's ear =x

e L poster *cool*

e ultraman poster

e ice kachang he made
make le den dun wan eat =.=

happy xi niu at seoul garden =p

mi wif his specs
him wif my specs =p

us wif own specs

mi drinkin coffee in office

which boliao person took tis? guess? =x

ok tat's all for tis post~ shall update sometime soon hehe.. tc all ^^

2008-04-16T10:28:00.000-07:00

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feelin v down now.. finding it extremely hard to balance ur life wif frens n bf.. no matter how hard u try to make time for both, either party will be unhappy.. got frens jiu cannot haf bf? got bf jiu cannot haf frens? i wonder how some pple can do it.. guide mi pls.. any bk for e dummies on tis topic? both side giving u pressure.. so e feeling u get is stress? or m i juz nt getting enough slp so i'm tinkin way too much n make myself unhappy... haiz...

mon took halfday to enjoy myself=x kana nag by karen i always taken off.. ask mi dun neglect studies.. lol~ she even put in her personal msg how many days i left to my exam.. ty sia =p went cine pay e extra $2 to renew my card.. watch rogue croc.. its really boring like wat ll say.. but its thrilling at the crocs part also.. e croc chao da zhi lor! dunno y mi n xn keep laugh at it say its so big, move also so slow.. e home like too small to fit him, den he cannot turn, wan go back same direction need to dao tui.. we 2 laughing like mad inside... pple muz be tinkin we're crazy =x went watch cj7 after tat.. nice show leh! e 7 zai really hen ke ai.. no wonder so popular nowadays.. mini toons sellin tons of its stuff.. after tat went taka for crystal jade coz he koe i'm craving for it.. ordered e usual la mian n xiao long bao.. e xiao long bao not much soup de..sianz 1/2.. he ordered chun juan too which is basically juz popiah?=x eat dao super full.. but he say nice,nxt time wan eat e mian i eat.. haha.. took bus home after tat..poor him, yawning e whole journey hai insist he nt tired.. ask him dun send mi home but he insist.. after tat he reach home zai bath dou 12am liao.. always hai him nt enough rest *guilty*

tue came to work as usual.. ben lai yue le ll go watch movie.. but pay havent come n bank acc almost empty.. so postponed to nxt wk.. haha.. ric came in e noon bought nasi lemak for us~ yummy leh! e chilli.. omg.. nice lor =p den ash keep pursuade mi go acc them go comic shop after work.. coz ric drive.. i intend guai guai go home de.. den xl also keep ask mi go.. so i said u all after tat drive mi home le den go eat i jiu go.. end up really like tat sia~ lol.. coz they 3 live same area, only i at far far de jw.. e car journey quite long.. played nds in e car.. engross till they talk to mi i also dunno haha.. finally reach le.. at wat jalan besar? or wrong?=x v wulu place la.. ric say e comic shop got chi comics.. end up leh.. all marvel comics, only ta gen ash hui appreciate lor.. den mi n xl zi ji wander off find toilet.. den toilet got those put coin den can turn e thing n go in de, we 2 so cheapskate, put in 10cents, 2 pple squeeze n go in tgt LOL super funny.. after tat went mac bought ice cream to cong ji abit den they drive mi home le.. super tired..

today came to work as usual.. nth much happen.. went imm to check out my phone.. asked e person reserve for mi, i fri go buy hehe.. finally getting it le~~ happy happy!!! came back home after work.. v guai rite.. tml goin work in e noon n go for lesson.. gonna collect my prelim papers.. hope i at least pass for all=x *pray hard* when den i can start studyin.. haiyo..

ohya, blog such a long previous post but left out e celebration for ed's bday!! *bish myself* ric drove us from sch on sat after our class.. went she mo demsy hill, they say v nice v nice.. haha.. went e ben & jerry.. saw e vehicle v cute outside.. got facebk den go bw profile, u can see he riding the cow.. hahah.. exactly the same vehicle.. bought choc ice cream.. dunno y melt so fast, i eat dao whole hands dou got choc! den they all keep xiao wo bu hui eat ice cream =.= ben lai wan go off de, but i eat dao like tat, they all wait for mi fin.. so ps la~ 3,4 pple wait for mi.. quickly eat wan go wash hand le den go off.. went bugis.. go find e steamboat last time jj bring b4.. i got e rite 1 oh! clever mi=x i find it nice so bring them go.. ed also comment say its e best steamboat he eaten.. wahaha..

dun see ed xiao shou le, his appetite v big lor! can fight wif ric.. both keep ordering n ordering de leh.. lucky if buffet kind.. andy n roch jiu eat v little.. haha.. mi n xl r e only ones drinkin e ma la soup.. e guys cmi=x near e end went to take e cake for ed.. surprised dao him.. he is shock where got pple cel bday almost 1mth in adv de =x hu ask his bday during our exam period.. so it haf to be tat early lor.. haha.. took afew pics~ juz saw him put 1 as his msn.. haha he say e pic cute.. coz mi n xl act like wan put e candle in his ears lol.. had fun at e dinner~ he's still as crappy n more ben le =x its a compliment to him wahaha.. went bugis tryin help ric find cushion for his car.. after tat jiu go home le.. thx to ed, mi n andy haf to take train home.. coz they 4 live same area.. played wif andy nds throughout e journey.. only fin 1 rd of worms.. he wan chou la~ always use pro weapon hit my worms.. den i always end up killin myself or shootin air =.= i'll train myself up n zai challenge ta wahaha...

ok needa slp le.. tml got work n class~ sianzzzzzzzz tc all =)

2008-04-13T20:05:00.000-07:00

~ * ~ 17th post ~ * ~

forgotten wat i've done for e past wk =x tue had revision class if i nt wrong.. guess its e maths class? e teacher teach de nt bad.. i quite attentive lor.. den he look so zhen jing, suddenly he sayin e local math teacher.. he say e local lecturer is a f idiot coz he always provide us solutions den we'll nv learn coz nv bother to do e sums.. xia dao when he said tat out sia.. but den his expression is still e same de.. they scold pple jiu like normal talkin sia.. zhen shi de =x after tat did i go out? dun really rem!!! chan liao.. wed, thu dou shi work.. den fri nv go work coz lazy.. coz rem sat n sun got sch.. fri went imm for dinner.. ben lai wan meet xn in e mrn de.. ended up he say will delay den gif mi impression dun wan meet so i keep slp dao 2pm den end up nv meet dao den he say i no intention wan meet.. arguements started=x was solved soon after.. evening time went imm for dinner.. only eat 1 slice of pandan cake for lunch.. den eat subway for dinner.. so sua gu lor.. dunno how to order den e person say wat i also ting bu dong.. *ma lu after tat walked ard awhile jiu go back home le.. imm nth to walk de.. if u nt buyin anything n no $$ to shop hahaha.. took afew v cute pics.. shall post here another time.. hao xiang tourist go imm tour, keep snapping pics here nt here hahha..

sat went for class.. eugene same class as us leh.. didnt koe till e day b4 coz he msg mi n ask mi abt studies.. didnt sit tgt coz he nv see mi till xl reach.. lol~ sch is ok.. really better than wat e johnathan teach lor.. but after lunch i also nt listening le.. was playin xl's nds =x e lawyer game.. hahah.. v engross in e game.. after class jiu go back home le.. v guai rite hahaha.. yst skipped class.. tink left eugene alone go class only =x den meet up wif xn at jp for lunch.. end up only i eat.. sua wo sia=x walk abt jp awhile den ll came to meet mi.. he run 1st coz say hair nt nice.. LOL ll gen funny la!she tryin v hard to locate him haha.. when i say he go buy food den jiu go home, she actually wanna go all e stalls tat sell food to see if he's still there.. acc her eat long john.. my 2nd time into e restaurant for e day haha.. see her eat den talk abt things lor.. acc her go fox.. tried dozen of tops lor=x i kan zhong 2 but no $$ to buy coz sal havent come yet.. jidan lor.. drag so long le =.='''' tried le so many, end up ll buy 1top only =x she v mafan la.. drag mi shop so much dao my leg pain n i'm so so so tired lor! haha.. walk past op den saw they got sale goin on.. cheap leh.. t shirt only 13.70 after discount.. but i juz bought a shirt online.. havent get it from kx yet.. haha..

ll n shino both v addicted to mj sia.. shino actually wanted to play mj tis coming sat to celebrate he quit his job.. lame reason.. den he wan change venue.. coz he's nt been winning when played at my hse b4 hahaha.. is nt my hse prob.. is u hao bu hao =p hahah.. anyway haf class on sat.. nt sure goin anot coz heard e teacher v fierce.. n i'm e kind tat bu hui ans qns de.. maybe will play after my class? haha.. shall discuss again..

when u say abt pple's attitude towards u, u ever consider how u treat tat person 1st ma? if it doesnt need to be add, y expect it to be add? if ur words doesnt carry stings, things will nt become like tis.. i dun rem i say things in v sarcastic manner.. but it started wif u.. i can be frenly if i feel e person bein frenly.. i can be chatty if the person is chatty.. i'm sry if i dun seem to be maintaining e "frenship" but i dun tink its entirely my fault on my part.. i realise my mistake but did u?

ohya, feelin v down tat day.. but i realised i've got a gd fren~ thx to ll, she actually stayed n acc mi till almost 3am though she's talkin to shino also =p felt better after talkin to her also.. thx bud~ =D shall we go watch our sex is zero 2? lol.. shino cant come coz u're nt 21 yet =p lalala~~
u're nt an adult=x

goin off to enjoy le~ happy working pple =x should start studyin soon.. when can i get e motivation! haha..

2008-04-08T21:17:00.000-07:00

~ * ~ 16th post ~ * ~

tis is goin to be a short post~ juz wanna blog out my irritate-ness? or watever u call it la =x sum1 showed mi smthing tis mrn.. make mi bu shuang.. steal my idea~ i alr bought it liao juz havent use nia.. y buy same thing as mi? got so many things bu qu buy.. i dun like e idea of having the same thing as pple de.. except with v gd friends? ahaha.. only rem i bought same op shirt wif jl yrs ago.. i'm wearing it often but i seldom see her wear de leh.. maybe she dun wan wear same wif mi =x *hurt dao* LOL~ anyway.. if the person really using it den i juz go buy another 1 lor.. diff 1 tis time.. or maybe sum1 will buy from overseas gif mi.. hor? *to tat sum1* LOL~ nowadays everything gonna be hush hush to prevent the same thing from happening.. we're juz so evil.. *evil laugh* woohahahaha... but it simply irritate us..

shall blog again some other time~ so addicted to viwawa now.. yst played till 2am =x

goin rot till go home time le~ tc all =D

2008-04-07T01:20:00.000-07:00

~ * ~ 15th post ~ * ~

fri went work at noon time~ man qi dai nite de coz goin eat durians ma.. but ash say he nt goin.. den sian 1/2 le.. den alot pple also bu xiang go like tat.. ended up decide v long den settle for dinner only.. kevin suggest no signboard seafood den nt halal but ash say nvm.. felt v v v guilty coz is we ask him come de.. end up they eat non halal food n he dun wan break his vow or smthing.. ju doesnt mind though.. tats y all went in.. dinner was nice but e atmospher destroy everything.. ash had to acc us throughout n all he eat is plain buns for e chilli crab.. can imagine he v v hungry le but can only eat those buns?haiz.. all our fault.. after dinner he str went home le.. den ju they all went walk ard.. left mi, jenny n xl.. still early so called ric to ask him drive us for durians =x pple juz pass his driving tat day jiu v haolian liao.. haha.. played arcade while waitin for him.. he v slow lor=x end up he go drive his fren eric 1st.. drove to geylang den they changed driver to eric coz e traffic v bad there, nt suitble for newbies? bought le $100 de durians.. got alot discounts though haha.. den they drive to our blk coz jenny need report back to her mama 1st.. xl went up to my hse for toilet n help to find paper cups for drinks.. end up hai shi need my papa find gif mi haha.. went back downstairs and eat durians.. abt 1hr later jiu go back home le.. played viwawa till abt 3am so nxt day didnt go work =x super tired so didnt even reply sms jiu go slp le.. really a bad nite

woke up ard 1pm.. nt meeting xn for e day so asked shino n ll to come for mj lor~ didnt manage to find e 4th person.. so they teach mi bridge.. eh i roughly got e idea ok ll.. she mo i hao xiang bu dong lol~ i can try leh.. scarli i win ni=p played 3 person de mj.. v easy to win sia~ but nv play $$ haha.. waited for 3 yi come.. shun bian buy dinner.. she bought kfc for us.. she yi reach home prepare hao jiu come le sia.. thx to mi =x eat wan le jiu start e real mj liao.. lose like siao to ll lor! den 10+ played fin 1 rd.. 3yi jiu go home le.. den ask mama take over.. haha.. play dao lai 2am =x den i managed to win back my $$ shino keep nagging y he lose so much.. overall cai abt $1+? haha.. but his cab fare home jiu v ex le..

supposed haf class on sun.. stupid de lor.. lack of slp.. so tired lor~ den msg xl ask her need bring notes ma, she no reply.. agar agar koe she cfm slpin de liao.. so 1st half of e lesson i attend alone.. sianz... she came in cab after woke up.. she jing ran forget got class sia.. win liao lor? hahah.. had lunch at megabites.. v long nv step inside there le.. after tat attend abt 1hr+ de lecture we jiu run le.. coz she alr gone through e paper except last qns.. den e rest jiu nt impt liao we went home.. ric wanted to drive us out again =.= he really get licence le jiu keep wan drive sia.. lol~ didnt go in e end coz i really super duper tired.. went home jiu slp.. intend slp 1hr become 2hr+ =x wake le jiu bath, eat n watch death note.. i rem shino came my hse n change e tv show to speak the original language de.. tried to fiddle ard wif e remote.. cant find e button =.= den ask him which button.. funny rite, my hse de remote i pao qu ask him haha~ end up hai shi i zi ji find dao le! ahah.. after super long.. watch fin death note den play viwawa wif xn, ll n shino~ in e 1st rm i keep winning de! after tat jiu no luck liao =( shino n ll weird weird de.. dunno wat they r up to.. dun wan tell mi.. humph..

today woke early n went out le~ didnt go work =x went eat yakun for bf den go amk.. went sing k hahaha.. for abt 3hrs? xn xia dao i sing k can sing dao v high coz i sit on e top of e sofa instead of e usual seat.. bad habit but i sing k jiu shi like tis de~ haha.. jay de tian tian de mv out le.. but is concert de.. after tat jiu came home le.. now using com lor~ haha.. 2nite need slp early.. tml got another 7hrs of sch? pbf somemore.. wan dan le.. hope i dun slp inside...

saw white version de hp leh! super nice lor! i'm determined to get tat.. but cant find at starhub or singtel website =( goin ask from sony de shop directly le.. hope it doesnt cost much den i cfm buy liao~ love white hps!!! LOL~

sm pple juz like to talk w/o thinking much abt wat they're talkin.. maybe if u're talkin to e guys, they may nt be tat sensitive but i'm nt those v guy type de gal.. i'm a sensitive gal~ though e sentence seem short n harmless, it sounds super duper sarcastic to mi.. so far i rem 2 sentences tats super sarcastic from u.. wun ever forget coz i find them v guo fen.. maybe its nth to u.. but i bu hui wang ji de.. nt gonna tink abt it anymore.. so pointless.. i'm happy can le.. y bother so much..

2008-04-03T11:22:00.000-07:00

~ * ~ 14th post ~ * ~

mon went to work as per usual.. xl nv came coz go service her phone.. ju nv came so i ba her seat 1st =x work wise was ok.. finally dao le 5pm can fang gong le! took 99 few stops den xn say he can bk out.. so i took bus back to je wait for him lor.. he v 'early' lor.. while waiting i jing ran can read fin 1 bk =x though its more like comic bk.. based on army de.. funny lor, den i keep smiling to myself.. lucky no1 tot i sot diao wahaha.. after tat went imm.. acc him for dinner.. swensen.. hao liao again rite! he ate breaded chicken den die die force mi eat smthing.. ordered rodeo wings coz needa go home for dinner de.. he ordered some mango drink.. nowadays he see mango or choc jiu order gif mi sia.. win liao haha.. like tat simple de 1 meal jiu cost 30+ liao *faint after tat went giant bought some stuff.. he needa bring back camp de.. saw tis heart shape candy box? hen swt leh.. den he jiu throw inside e basket liao.. lol~ bought snaks for his frens too.. den jiu went back le.. waited for 99 for super long.. lucky he's nt late.. haha..

tue went work as per usual~ took 99 n rock my way to work.. was late as per usual.. den no seat for mi sia coz full manpower.. hao bu rong yi find 1 seat gif mi at ep side.. sian de lor.. i'm always e 1 sitting far far away from my grp.. nth to do so surf maple forum whole day=x wanna buy mogu.. but got budget.. nowadays also bu play maple le.. playin viwawa more often haha.. xn can bk out tat nite too but i cant go out everyday so nv meet him.. nowadays his bk out time so nt fixed..wan meet also hard.. haf to sacrifice frens coz i keep changing my plans too.. v sry to ll n shino specially=x

wed went to sch, uol poa lesson.. e teacher talk zhen de ting bu dong sia.. i tryin v hard to make out wat he talkin.. same like papkin, e joke only ji ge ren ting de dong n laugh =x finally wait dao lunch.. saw cm at canteen~ v long nv see her le haha.. sneak ll into my class coz she need wait for mi till 5pm =x v bao qian to her n shino.. 1 haf to wait for mi for 4hrs, e other cannot work ot.. juz coz i clear out sun juz in case.. *dui bu qi* we havin poa, ll open her notes for econs.. den act act.. can tell she really men si le.. tell her go use com she dun wan.. tink she got regret ba? haha.. lesson end at 4, went town wif her.. walk ard ps.. wanna find tat keychain wif e dob but she tell mi is some wulu bkshop sell de =.= ask xn he also say sm zha huo dian or smthing.. but i ming ming rem is like action city those kind leh.. anyway, i zhao bu dao e keychain.. sadded~ but i got better idea wat to gif le wahaha clever mi =p hou lai shino came.. den decided to watch le movie den go dinner.. 1/2hr b4 movie start, i jiu hungry le=x shino keep tot i fainting..i v strong de lor bai tuo.. lol~

bought 2 pack of xxl chicken n some drink den head for movie.. in order nt to say i gu yi, i suggest we randomly take e tic, take dao wat no jiu sit..end up hai shi ll in mid ah! zhu ding de la tis kind of thing =p wahhaa.. at least now she got talk to shino, nt like he watchin movie by himself le haha.. e show untraceable.. can say e murderer v clever.. 20yrs old only can tink of such almost foolproof plan.. but in e end die de so sudden.. lol~ after tat went ajisen for dinner.. haf e usual valcano ramen n white fish haha.. ohya, ll bought ice cream hp accessory n i bought a lollipop haha.. shino should hang smthing too?=x after tat went home.. anyway they alr got plans for nxt movie liao.. really we 3 is movie khakis le haha..

today went sch as usual~ after a long day of abt 5 or 6hrs, came back home.. played viwawa till lvl den play xn acc.. haha.. was waitin for him tell mi 2day can meet anot.. deng dao 9+ he cai cfm.. dun tink i can go jp so he came over.. always hai him travel so far =( he bought bubble tea.. again, choc n mango lol~ sit n chat for awhile.. went back abt 12am.. he needa get back to camp at dawn tml.. so kelian.. nv get enough slp at all de.. hope he'll be safe n sound for e op.. muz rest well n tc of urself oh~ *pray* ohya, bought ultraman poster gif him tat day wahaha.. passed to him juz now.. he say v nice.. actually i shi bu hui xin shang.. but e pic hai bu cuo la~ haha..

tml goin durian session wif nwp~ hope all goin if nt nt fun le.. haha..

some random pics to share below~

saw tis at IMM, hen cute rite!

e heart shape candy box~
xn told mi is da chang jin? lol

behind of e case.. hen swt rite~
can write to hu, from hu..

e white choc latte from coffeebean~

super duper nice kitty keychains n hp accessories
*wonder how much is it
shino muz buy tis kind from thailand ya?=p

hu's tis? =p

i wan change my phone!!! been talkin abt it for mths but no action taken.. it'll be by tis mth hopefully.. needa wait till mama free.. even bought e lollipop hp accessory for my new hp waahha.. i'm juz so typical sgrean.. kiasu =x

shall end here~ blog another time.. tc all ^^

2008-03-30T00:33:00.000-07:00

~ * ~ 13th post ~ * ~

went to work in e mrn on fri.. been working full everyday for past few wks, jing ran forget fri we normally go noon de.. dilly dally thus was late for work as usual =x ju ask mi where's xl coz xl nv reply her sms.. i'm wondering.. normally she nt going at least will sms tell mi.. so she nv sms den most prob is slpin ba.. den it struck mi.. she cfm coming in e noon.. den i ask ju today fri leh, y i come mrn.. den she gif mi a how i koe u look.. den say since no sch jiu come lor.. haha.. was sitting at some v open place so cant really surf net.. noon time changed over to my old seat, beside ash.. haha he was bored dao can.. keep sms mi in e mrn sayin he v sian coz no1 talk to him haha.. xl took my earlier seat lor.. ash was showing mi tis pic tat will turn de.. u r supposed to guess its turning clockwise or anti.. if u stare at it long enough, u'll realise its turning both coz i tink its a trick.. we went ard askin pple to see to cfm is hu correct.. ended up most dou agree wif mi le =p but he die die kan bu chu.. he jing ran stare at e thing for v long lor! hai shi kan bu chu.. *gif up on him* haha.. he say he'll go home n stare till he can see.. hope he dun get cross eye =p

after work took bus to paragon meet ren they all.. sam came 1st.. he wear dao v.. weird? lol~ den karen n alex came.. alex wear dao quite formal sia.. ahah.. went paragon's b1 to see got wat to eat.. recently keep eatin sushi.. kinda scared of it le. haha.. ended up at thai express.. while q-ing for atm jj came.. den tys came when we're changing seats at thai express.. ate tom yam soup n pineapple rice.. nice nice! e soup v clear de.. but its spicy de lor.. nt v spicy la~ but nice hehe.. after dinner went boat quay.. mindscafe.. 1st time i go.. fun sia! got alot food for u to eat.. got drinks.. den got alot games.. played e stacko thing 1st.. after tat jiu she mo left right game.. tat is super need use brain lor! kelian de mi nv get any cards den they rang wo.. let mi n xl play only.. den i win de dao sia =.= sam keep say handicapped.. jidan de.. haha.. played afew other games too.. ren like winning most of e games.. haha play dao she say use too much brain, headache le.. haha.. ard 11+ den we went home.. fun nite! can go again sometime.. haha..

slpt at 3 n woke at 12+ on sat.. supposed meet pple 11am de.. ended up delay dao 12+ he reach my blk le i juz woke up hahha.. quickly prepare le jiu go down meet him lor.. he hao xiang slping on e table.. nv slp enough i guess.. he got mi tis yellow bear thing tat is for my birthdate de.. exactly the 1 ll gave mi for xmas xchange or smthing? lol~ we went to eat mac.. den took bus to cine~ make my membercard wahaha.. only $8 lor.. n free movie voucher but e person nv gif mi! jidan de.. watch 28wks later n wat reno 911 smthing.. 28wks later zhen de kan bu dong.. den e 911 show v stupid.. funny is funny.. haha.. reno reminds u of?=x after tat went fc.. shared duck rice den went to watch shutter.. hai hao la.. some parts quite scary.. sum1 jing ran shout in e cinema den everybody laugh.. funny wahaha.. den i tink some kid cried? after tat went coffeebean for pure choc! yummy~~~ v long nv drink le.. i jia li hai bring xn to paragon say there is coffeebean.. reach le realise is starbucks =.= end up he win coz he bring dao coffeebean.. haaa.. he had wat white choc latte? nt v bad la.. but he drink le say feel unwell.. waited for bus at lucky plaza.. wait soooooooo long dun haf 502 or nr.. came 8n den since it say go jw, jiu board lor.. haha slpt on e bus.. lucky got come dao my area if nt haf to walk le.. haha.. coz 1st time take, dunno where e bus will stop de..

reach home ard 2, sis still using com.. haha bath le jiu my turn liao den she went to slp.. slpt at ard 4am n woke at 3pm wahaha.. i'm such a pig~! now using com lor.. shino nt available today thus ll play bu dao her mj.. n she's complaining how bored now wahha.. shino, all ur fault la =p

yst den realise yuan lai my papa v gd.. he dun smoke, dun drink, dun see women, dun gamble.. e only thing is he's nt rich.. but tat doesnt matter coz we still live in comfort.. cant imagine sum1 de papa actually pour detergent to kill their pet fishes.. how evil is tat?! maybe i should learn to appreciate my papa more.. since young he nv da guo wo also.. but he's becoming quite naggy la.. haha but i can live wif tat.. n he like nv enjoy life at all.. only koe how to work.. doesnt even go for holidays.. kelian.. hope nxt time they retire le can enjoy life.. hope i got e neng li to gif them gd life =D

sum1 told mi everything is juz too gd to be true.. ask mi be careful.. lol~ i also tink its too gd.. but dun wry i'll careful de.. we'll juz see how things goes ba.. so far it seem to be turning for e better.. nt wat i doubted.. hope it cont in this right path.. if nt e only thing would be.. gdbye..

2008-03-26T21:01:00.000-07:00

~ * ~ 12th post ~ * ~

bloggin in office again, time is 11.59am on e phone haha.. been so bored tis mrn.. everyday nth to surf, office cant play viwawa =x lets see wat happen yst..

tis whole wk late for work.. supposed report at 8.20am, everyday i report at 8.40=x slack dao can lor.. since they nv complain, i also heck care.. so e hard to climb out of bed in e mrn u koe.. hahah.. yst came to work as usual.. ric bought bf for us.. quite nice leh.. but i nv eat fin coz v soon lunchtime le.. went imm wif kevin, ash n jason.. tat jason is juz so lame.. she mo jian fei can make ur butt smaller? =.= hahah.. his weird logic.. went starhub shop see see when ash pay his bills at axs machine.. w910i only cost 188 now lor! y so cheap sia!!! but i guess i still dun haf e spare cash to buy? =( sad diao.. anyway there's tis shareplus promo by starhub now.. every mth spend $10 more den got 1k sms extra, n can share among u n ur family member.. nt bad rite? like tat my sms jiu bu hui exceed le haha..

after work went imm.. waited for xn coz he nite out haha.. bought honey aloe vera n some swt gif him lor.. dun say i bu hao.. haha.. went ichiban acc him for dinner.. he ordered she mo oreo drink gif mi.. heard tat it cost $10 =.=''' killing pple leh.. eat v little food only jiu cost near $30.. so ex rite! after tat went home n haf my dinner.. at nite was playin viwawa mj.. tryin get my mind off some issue.. n i can say, playin games really help.. i wonder those pple whom are so addicted to games, are they tryin to escape from reality too? coz when u're playin game, sumhow u're so engrossed that ur mind is only in e game n nt tinking abt any other thing.. tats y i'm always playin? hahah..

yst finally bought the t shirts from threadless le.. thx v much to bw.. spare ur precious slping time to order for mi ah =p though kana scolded.. but i koe its my fault.. haha.. spend $60 on tat sia.. now my bank shrunk so much le.. but nvm.. shino owe mi $40 wahaha.. played mj wif ll n shino yst nite.. smthing happened to ll.. i'm actually wondering the same thing she's wondering.. muz be super shocked if wat we tink is true.. for 20yrs u're kept in e dark.. cant imagine how it feels.. she still seem quite happy n all, hope u're nt tryin to hide ur feelings and appear strong.. its ok to be weak once in awhile n let ur friends & family support ni through ur hard times.. always acting strong fan er gen xing ku lor.. so dun hide ah.. of coz if u really kan de kai watever has happened, we're happy for u de.. *pray its nt wat we tot it is*

was trying to imply smthing n keep being warned by sum1.. but den i still got e feeling is jealousy leh =p wahaha.. i koe i'm gonna be beaten up soon.. pls buy mi roses if i ended up in hospital =x

cont-ing tis entry at home now at 12+am.. been super busy at work after lunch.. opened up tis entry but no time to cont typing.. tis wk been working for 4days str.. tiring sia.. its been sometime since i reported for work everyday.. nowadays is wan work also no desk for u.. pathetic isnt it.. cant wait to move to lvl4 where we can haf our own desk by den i supposed? haha.. hope our tiny wish come true =D

kinda confused out of a sudden.. no idea y but i juz got e feeling.. m i really too naive? too easy to pian? or m i juz simply tinking too much? no idea how should i feel rite now.. believe or nt to believe.. i tried to believe wat i've always believed in.. but sumhow, i'm shakened.. wat caused the change in tinking? is it coz of wats happening now? i guess only time can tell if i should believe or not to.. i shall gif more time.. hope time can prove my doubts..

tml goin meet karen n gang~ looking forward.. been v long since i've last met up wif them =D lets enjoy e nite tgt wahaha.. take care all~ especially my qad, now so sick sia.. *hope u recover soon*

2008-03-25T00:29:00.000-07:00

~ * ~ 11th post ~ * ~

typing tis post in office coz really nth to surf liao!!! bored dao can... read all e blogs liao.. yst nite finally login my maple.. wanted to reach 60% den i happy go slp.. hu koes at e 59th%, i die!!! OMG LA~ dunno y my com like to lag at e most impt min.. haha.. den jiu logoff le den complain to ll~ she only hahah mi =.= ahah..

realised smthing only yst.. yuan lai sum1 tou tou de readin my blog sia!!! lucky i nv say she mo bad thing abt u, bu ran jiu die de hen chan liao =p got come read you bu tag yi xia~ hide she mo sia.. but at least u honest enough to let mi koe hahaha..

fri is a v gd day for outings etc? meetin ren n gang at town.. at e same time some bl fren ask mi attend wedding.. to rush back at 9.30pm.. where possible? told him i'll try n make it.. he say my weddin so impt how can u miss?? kid jiu shi kid leh.. you bu shi zhen de wedding.. smtimes really cant stand him =x n guild havin outin on fri too.. since shino nt goin, i'm nt goin too.. cant click much wif e rest except my qad.. been so long since i talked to her haha.. wif e rest i guess i can click so suan le ba~ poly gang more impt =p

every1 fallin sick like tat.. mi,sis,xl,ren,ll,xn,3yi,ah gong.. so kelian~ so all muz tc ya~ shall stop here, goin off work soon..

2008-03-24T05:51:00.000-07:00

~ * ~ 10th post ~ * ~

fri evening went over 2 yi hse for mj session =x played till 1am though e nxt day needa work haha.. went to use their com when they havent start their session.. da jiu ask mi sms tf, 2 yi ask mi sms ah li, i sms both, no1 wan reply wo lor! qi si.. e moment they step into e hse wo jiu nag liao.. haha.. pooor ah li fell down, den knee cap got blood.. kelian sia~ den every1 keep lookin at his blood say wa ur blood colour so nice so nice =.= den he as usual keep 'um chio' lor.. typical ah li face =p went back home shortly after jiu slp le.. coz nxt day needa work.. sian de.. lost le abt $7.. initially winning de, end up 3 yi n 2 yi keep win 5 fan, 4 fan de.. den lose le =(

sat dilly dally went out, bought old chang kee for mi n ash bf~ missed it alot sia coz i super long nv work sat liao.. haha.. throat still unwell but still eat all those i cant eat de things wahaha.. been coughing alot, den jumnah ask mi do cc closure coz got 100+ nv clear.. so my whole sat i copy n pasting again.. nwp discussin abt some durian-eating trip, suddenly every1 talk ra =.= coz they goin geylang eat durian.. den jiu link dao wo sia! wat i sure charge v ex blah blah blah.. win liao lor! jamie say wear mom shirt go, every1 sure run=x den they cont ra, i gen ben ting bu dong.. you mei ren wan explain! so i gif up.. in my own world haha..

after tat went mrt wif ash n pple.. xn xia dao wo sia.. coz i tot he'll be at e platform.. na li dong i walk halfway suddenly sum1 talk to mi.. lol~ den ash went off 1st lor.. went cck for lunch but den nt hungry so ended up she mo also nv eat.. juz buy bubbletea n go take bus liao~ wahaha.. went walk walk den went to pepper lunch for dinner.. den watch dvd den go watch movie.. orphanage.. e min they talk, we realise we watch wrong show.. coz its nt in eng!!! funny rite!!! so stupid lor, go in watch movie jing ran dunno is nt eng show.. tot will fell aslp inside but hai hao leh.. e movie nt bad ah.. i kan de dong lor!=x bei xia dao e same part as xl haha.. e ambulance go knock e lady de shi hou.. 2nd time is when e ah ma grab e lady de hand de shi hou.. e muscular guy beside mi jing ran bei xia dao he jump!super funny la =x didnt mean to laugh at him but cant control it wahaha..

after tat went home.. missed e last 502 so took nr home.. rock all e way.. so tired but cant slp.. dilly dally dao lai jiu dao 2+am den went home.. bath le jiu ko in bed liao.. zhen de shi super duper tired lor.. wake up since 7+ all e way till midnite 3+

sun nv went anywhere, woke up at 2+pm.. i koe i'm v pig but its super tiring k haha.. den use com.. super bored la~ nowadays dun maple le.. so nth to do.. use com also sian liao.. dinner went stadium wif 3 yi n ah mei.. ate ri ben chun again~ as usual, cannot eat de i ordered alot, fried prawns, fried dumplings, fried squid=x all i order de.. *beaming* hahaha.. throat got worse.. but nvm la~ total ate le near $70 *faint* came home use com again..

today went work as usual.. cant board buses as usual so went to buy bf.. told uncle add more chilli =.= in e end went take str bus instead.. dao office alr 8.50? dun care la.. better late than nv ma =x den work as per normal.. guess wat i eat for lunch? long john despite my super pain soar throat.. coz ash wan eat ma.. haha.. drag all e way dao 5+ fang gong den started raining like nobody biz =.= its big till u cant see e bus stop b4 tat lor.. v foggy also.. take umbrella still jeans all wet.. cant imagine sia.. got e urge to take cab home =x but eventually hai shi deng bus.. haha.. reach home jiu bath.. had a nice bath~ shuang~~ haha.. tml gonna be another long day again.. sianz... hope at least nt so busy ba =p

tats all for tis post~ shall blog again.. tc all to those hu're sick =D

2008-03-21T00:34:00.000-07:00

~ * ~ 9th post ~ * ~

met up wif bw n ll on mon after my 1/2day work for k session~ smuggle zinger meals in.. lucky bw bag is super big, managed to stuff in all e burgers n fries den drinks put my bag lor.. hai my hp pouch wet diao=x sing for abt 5hrs? only bw v v high sia~ dao ah mei songs he jiu super engross liao.. they jing ran tiao e mic vol dao loudest coz say cant hear mi =.= near end of e session den kai shi higher abit coz all screaming mayday songs wahaha.. met up wif shino for movie den bw went hos visit cousin.. watched sky of love.. e movie is long.. abt2hrs? den watch dao halfway nearly fell aslp=x guess i'm too tired,nt e story nt nice hor.. when e male lead die,super sad la~ tears cant stop falling=x chao ps den ll keep ask mi wan tissue ma haha.. but e story is nice~ like tat anyhow also can yu dao zhen ai.. lol~

tue wanted to go work 1/2day den go sch..but feelin unwell so ended up nv go.. slp n slp dao almost 2pm..feeling better but throat still unwell.. dunno is sis pass virus gif mi ma.. coz she sun nite jiu feverish.. den mon totally no voice.. super duper no voice sia~ MUZ BE HER!=p went for econs revision class le jiu went back home le..

wed went work at 10am coz tue nite class end late so slp longer=x v anyhow rite.. but free lance de hao chu jiu shi tis lor~ haha.. kinda no voice n throat nt well, dun wanna ans call but reach office see sl only 60+ v jialat.. so bobian help lor.. end of e day at least got 70+ near 80.. haha.. went jp, supposed to meet bz reg my investment acc coz e bank nv mail mi acc no. den she ask mi go wif her so she can scold e staff.. but she can only reached at 645.. den ask mi go ask e person abt it 1st.. ended up e person gif mi e no. on e spot.. den gif bz e no jiu settle liao~ went home after tat..

thu went work as per usual.. req nt to ans call.. den do cc closure.. juz copy n paste~ haha.. but den sometimes nth to copy n paste den scared pple say i eat snake =.= do dao almost fall aslp ahha.. lunch had mac coz ju they all went imm buy.. so shun bian lor.. soar throat still eat mac sia =x n ice cream.. end of e day jiu go home le.. super tired~ reached dao home jiu lie on sofa slp dao 7pm =x v v tired dunno y... mum cook seafood spaghetti~ but i still prefer my hotdog n mince meat de haha.. watch tv till ard 10, went downstairs find pple~ xn got mi so many kinds of swts, for block nose, cough, soar throat.. lol~ is like diff kind of med in e form of swts~ v touched.. haha still got dried mango for mi to eat if i feel slpy in office.. still got bubble tea n sushi~ hahha.. didnt really touch e sushi coz v full from dinner.. mum keep calling to spot check on mi lol~ chit chat abt 2hrs.. when we're under my blk, mum jing ran call his hp.. xia dao sia~ haha den he nv ans.. den i jiu went up le.. den act blur dunno y he nv ans her call.. she die die wan ting his shen ying hahha.. played mj e whole nite wif ll at viwawa... nowadays throw away my maple liao=x v hard to lvl~ hahah...

today waitin for pple call n wake mi.. end up dun haf so i slp dao 2+! cough got worse.. block nose gt worse =( mum make some peppermint honey for us.. she say she 1wk nt ard we both sick, if she 2wks nt ard dunno wat we become liao~ LOL.. slackin at home today.. later maybe goin 2yi hse mj again =x tis yr is like mj so often.. thx to ll ah =p almost everywk wan come my hse play.. i shall charge u rental =p wahaha..

hope mi n sis faster recover~ terrible to be sick.. hen kelian.. haha.. n we didnt see any doc =x shall save e $$ haha.. *pray* shall blog nxt time~ tc all =D

2008-03-16T09:33:00.000-07:00

~ * ~ 8th post ~ * ~

thu work as per usual~ work till 2pm den met up wif ll n shino.. supposed haf lunch wif ash de.. den shino last min fren ps him, he nowhere go, so change of plan, ash alr pack lunch so he eat in office den i go find shino at je.. called ll to ask her for lunch,but we 2 cant decide eat wat..she FORCED mi call shino & ask him decide where to meet =.= met up wif him 1st den wait for ll at dover.. den go orchard, acc them go cotton on.. ll wanna go, ended up shino bought shirt instead of her lol~ dunno how to see guys wear nice anot la.. so ask ll see.. tot cotton on v cheap de, but his shirt coz abt 40bucks lor~ den went for so call my 1st meal of e day n their so call lunch at 4+ at mos.. asked them buy for mi while i sit n wait =x haf my usual chilli dog~ wahaha.. n v long nv drink de coffee shake.. den went kino bought my long awaited comics!!! so happy~~ but final bk le.. now no comics to buy liao.. sadded haha..

went cine wait for sis.. den go collect e tix n walk ard.. sadded again coz 2faces of my gf nt showing anymore!!! =*( den watch spiderwick.. is like die die wan watch movie coz tis show we dun really xiang kan 1.. haha.. but overall e show is nice.. though starting i nearly fell aslp=x ll funny.. whole cinema saw e bird being eaten, she saw e bk =x still ask whole nite cfm nt bk eaten meh?! *tu xue* haha.. after tat went eat xing wang~ as usual, had my black pepper chicken chop wif rice~ sis eat chicken chop den ll n shino eat spaghetti~ ordered xia jiao n my yuan yang~ 3rd coffee for e day = sis ordered milo dino.. got free fried wanton2.. ll they all ordered e carrot cake~ like super lot of food! ended up cant finish =x but die die wan eat mango ice coz shino treat =p wahaha.. e size reduced le.. haha.. after tat went home in train..

fri went work in e noon~ den went je for e duck rice.. super long nv eat le!but e uncle still rem xl wahaha.. rushed for sch ended up late for 20min? =x den funny thing.. we bring whole stack of notes n past yr papers~ e teacher go through de is pian pian e 1 we dun haf =x den whole nite like copy ans copy ans er yi haha.. den teacher release early.. supposed meet xn at 10pm de.. ended up i so early~ so waited at e bus stop.. though nt hungry but yi si yi si eat 1 mouthful of e choc waffle.. haha.. den went gekpoh de 24hrs fc for supper=x ordered fried tofu n mian~ e tofu is nice!! finally some kind of tofu got taste n v nice de!=p den sat near my hse talk talk.. didnt realise 1+ le till my sis msg mi n say i might as well dun go home le =x tink he took cab home as per usual.. rich sia=x

sat supposed to wake early ard 12pm but lai chuang till almost 1pm=x hurried n eat le go opp meet ll for our special plan~ wahaha.. bought a cake n head for jl hse~ she told mi she nt going out.. called her hse den her mum say she teaching tuition~ lucky her student is my cousin =x called my auntie to check wat time her tuition ends haha.. was wondering where to go when her mum opened e door n saw us near e lift.. told her of our plan den she invite us go in e hse wait.. hai her had to delay her shopping trip haha.. rot for 45mins den jl came back~ didnt managed to light finished all e candles b4 she reached her rm.. she even offered to light for us.. wat a surprise sia haha.. hope she's happy n surprised n sumhow relieve her stress abit? haha.. soon after jiu go home le.. rot while waitin for shino to come =.= tat guy super hui dilly dally lor=x anyway overall i won wahaha~ ordered pizza n 3yi bought some food to add on.. nice dinner~ called jl over for e dinner too~ immediately eat fin, she jiu go home rush her report le.. kelian sia~ anyway, enjoyed e day wif them.. fun =D

today supposed woke at 12pm, ended up 1+ den wake.. prepare hao le jiu went out le.. tot i was early, but xn reached le n drawing $$.. he took cab again =.= went to eat kfc.. e min we sat down, he pass mi a plastic bag.. guess wats inside? my jay's kungfu dunk dvd!!! was so surprised lor~ coz only yst nite he asked if i wan watch e show again den i say e dvd is out, would be buying soon~ happy sia =p hahah.. ate zinger meal.. after tat went amk.. walk ard abit den ate snowice~ choc n mango de.. yummy!! walked into tis cute shop den saw tis small cute kitty memo pad or smthing.. v cute but i wun she de to use de so nv buy.. everything in e shop is imported from korean de.. ex lor~ though everything is v cute.. went to watch rule#1... while we buying drink, he stuff smthing into my hand.. its e kitty memo pad lor!!! surprised dao~~~ hahha super super thx him.. ^^ anyway e story nt bad la~ ending kinda unexpected but sum1 like koe le whole story den go watch.. so no 'feel' liao.. haha.. went ard trying buy present for his baby cousin for bday.. went dinner at some fc, he say e hokkien mee v nice~ nt bad la.. ordered wu xiang also.. ming ming koe cannot eat fin still wan order leh.. haha~ bad habit sia =x went back amk hub again n back to tat cute cute shop, he bought tis panda for his cousin.. v hao mo lor!!! so furry.. e cousin so xing fu, all e adults like v teng ta de.. haha~ went home in cab coz he rushing home.. jiu shi cannot alone take mrt go home de leh =

looking forward to tml~ k session wif long-time-no-meet bw n ll~ hahaa.. den evening movie session wif shino n ll once again~ oh so bright* =x hope i dun cry inside n malu myself! =x shall bring tissue in haha.. but nt looking forward to work =x mrn blues~~~

shalll blog again~ tc all =D

2008-03-12T05:14:00.001-07:00

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juz some random pics to share~~ haha

how we lao yu sheng dao all landed on e table?
blame it on e kids hahah
instructed by ah li to take tis pic =x

my super duper wuper shuai de jay *ahhhhh*

new cutie added to my collection ^^
ty

our baby~ wawa =p

latest collection on my bed

hen crowded rite!!! i'm only left with 1/2 e bed area,cant even turn =x

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2day went work..after so so so long..was looking for my keys till late for tat bus.. almost couldnt board e nxt bus sia.. saw jenny and took wif her.. haha.. was super busy though only 2 person absent? haf lunch wif ash after so many wks.. updated mi wif lots of things haha.. he had nv ending stories to tell =p came home after work.. mum went thailand for a wk, 3yi pack food for mi hehe.. end up she earlier than mi den waiting for mi under my block.. almost missed mi sia.. haf dinner tgt at my hse n she went back le.. haha.. during tis period of time mama nt ard, she haf to tc of my meals le =p

tml goin watch movie!!! my 2faces of my gf~~~ hope haf e slot.. if nt have to watch spider she mo liao.. looking forward~~ n my mango ice.. haha.. shino treating? =p ll say de.. anyway he dun haf my blog add ahhaha... still wondering if sat goin find pple.. gif surprise =x

anyway~ shall stop here.. tc all =)

2008-03-10T06:53:00.000-07:00

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yeah~ finally ended all my 5 papers!!! been waiting for tis day for wks sia =x anyway today poa paper.. gone case =x once again... hahah.. do halfway jing ran doze off n scribble rubbish in my paper, realised it in time n cancel off wahaha.. slpt at 3am yst.. den needa wake at 8+ today human alarm nv ring.. i zi ji wake.. hai wo nearly overslp haha.. but its ok, i understand y de..

after paper went jp met up wif bz open up investment acc wif ocbc.. dun ask mi wat its abt, i juz fu ze sign my name all over e papers er yi =p didnt haf time eat lunch thus bought old chang kee curry puff haha.. after tat jiu rot by myself at jp while waiting for pple.. walked ard den go arcade play.. spend le $2 haha... den finally ta reached liao.. haha.. was at precious thots.. e cards v cute sia!!! no idea how much, felt like buying 1 leh.. haha.. went watch meet the spartans.. super wuper duper wuliao show.. though its funny la~ but jiu hen stupid aha.. i wan watch sky of love!!! ll watch liao.. jl sure nt free de.. pple ying gai wun like romance show.. haha.. shall see how.. bought e popcorn set, end up both of us didnt even finish 1/4 of it! drink also lor.. dunno buy for wat =x waste $$ haha... still got sushi n wat thing from ichiban de.. but i nv eat e sushi.. =x after movie went for fish n co.. ate seafood platter for 2.. still left alot alot~ tink he man xiang student de? coz we sit down e waitress jiu intro student set... hai we 2 keep laughing =x anyway e leftovers were taken away.. coz if throw really super super lot lor!!! 10prawns we eat 2prawns = after tat jiu went home le.. den he took cab home.. rich hor? come take cab, go home take cab =x

went comics connection juz now.. my comics dou got new ep liao!!! needa go kino buy le.. coming fri got revision class for stats.. so late lor =.= ends at 10pm.. thu gonna enjoy myself... tml also~ chiong my maple!!! havent been properly training for past few wks.. sian de.. gonna lvl n lvl~ hope to get pay soon den can buy ppc buy 2x exp =x haha.. sat would be busy too... sun too i guess~ haha..

how do i put in a nicer way things r diff alr? o.0 hope u understand...

*maple time* bye all~ take care ^^

2008-03-03T22:20:00.000-08:00

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been slacking since last tue.. playing com, go work, went out.. been enjoying myself e past wk.. too enjoy.. as if i dun haf any paper tis wk =x work was tiring.. imagine 4-5pple down for both days.. how to haf e mood to work? nwp isnt like tis in e past de.. things r changing.. changing for e worse.. hope things are better after our prelims~ needa earn more $$ haha..

fri finally haf my crystal jade feast =x wif xl, jenny, ric, andy, roch... tat marvin last min ps =x ben lai supposed eat dinner de, end up he at home playin game.. hao yi si hor? haha.. super enjoy e dinner.. so nice!! xiao long baos *drooling* haha.. after tat went arcade to play.. spend abt $10 again on those shooting machines =x tis time managed to complete time crisis 2, though e boss is killed by xl n jenny, but i contribute alot hor =x hahaha.. reach home late.. played maple.. slpt at 6am.. v pro rite! papa wake up go work le i still talking hahah..

nxt day played com e whole day too.. in e evening time, jioed shino n ll play viwawa wif mi.. ended up, become discussing wan come my hse play mahjong coz need teach ll.. win le rite.. in e end they really came.. ard 8pm? shino reach 1st.. zi ji find his way sia.. hao li hai haha.. den play 3 pple de dao quite late den ah li n tf came.. ah li really hen on leh.. nowadays juz call him n ask him wan go out ma, he dou ok de.. *clap for u* hahah.. anyway tf went back soon after coz her parents nagging.. ah li stayed n play mahjong wif us.. my shou qi v gd lor tat nite..but they nv play $$ de.. sad diao haha.. played all e way till 6am den shino n ll went home.. haha.. hao pro ah.. den ah li slpt at my rm.. tink he super tired liao.. poorthing.. haf to acc us dao so late.. he like 3am jiu start to feel tired le.. *sayang* haha.. ohya, shino zhen de man xiang bw de leh.. 3 pple say tat le =x ll say bw spirit is ard though he's nt here wahaha.. is tat a gd thing? =p

woke up ard 2pm on sun, played com.. tried to read through stats at nite.. failed =x den go back play com again... juz cant help it hahha.. mon onwards is study mode le.. hao kelian.. suddenly tink i slack too much last wk, tis wk like no time for mi to study 2papers = hope everything goes well~ anyway jl, dun so stressed up~ last sem le muz do well but stress le jiu wan liao.. jyjy! ren dun hu si luan xiang~ ying gai is nth de.. u juz tink too much ba.. dun gif zi ji unneccessary de fan nao~ cheer up! ll & bw tc ah~ lets meet up soon in march hehe... looking forward to nxt mon den prelim over le~~ gonna watch 2faces of my gf... haha muz be so funny =x now i found new movie khaki liao~ shino n ll wahaha.. bw n jl sure bu kan de.. y they dun like movies ah o.0

anyway, e terrorist guy if giving us so much mafan.. every1 looking for him.. heard he appeared in cck yst nite... coz xn de camp being activated to look for him n guard their camp.. so kelian, nv slp well.. take care ah~ =)

needa go study le.. wish mi luck! ^^

2008-02-27T08:08:00.001-08:00

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shall blog abt today.. yst finally end math paper.. can pass but wun score =x most of e qns all halfway done.. gt mark but wun be full mark for each qns haha.. anyway after paper jiu mapling all e way till dinner time.. pro ba? simply too long nv train le.. need reach my target of 111 =p

today woke up at 11+ den jiu go out meet shino n qad~ finally met them up for my fann movie.. been waiting for ann for soooooo long b4 she's free, super busy gal rite.. her schedule is always so pack de.. e movie is.. nt as nice as expected.. but is funny.. ll met mi after e show.. intro her to qad n shino.. after shino's 'lunch' n ann de 'dinner', ann had to go tuition.. so busy leh.. haf to teach dao 9pm.. kelian~ haha.. den shino acc mi n ll walk ard.. they 2 help mi find my secret show.. ended up i nv buy =x walk ard for nth hahah..

watch death note ard 7, super engrossed in e show.. can only say nice! dunno y e mag gif de ratin nt gd.. but i like leh.. l is cute~ haha.. my mood gen zhe e show de qi fen go.. jin zhang de part i super jin zhang lor.. v nice, muz watch ah =p after show jiu come home le.. didnt eat dinner, den now super hungry la! ate 1/2 apple but its still growling.. =.= so lousy.. cant even skip a meal.. feeling quite unwell liao.. sianz...

anyway was reading jl blog.. wa she like super stressed up.. kelian~ realised i'm such a lousy fren sia.. didnt koe anything abt my fren's life till i read their blog.. anyway, sent her a joke le, hope she cheer up n dun so stress.. maybe final yr le so hen stress ba, anyway i say le, u can come suan mi, i wun shoot back de.. let u suan dao shuang lor =x xi shen v big leh.. haha.. as for ll, heard her complain in train juz now.. e stupid coy really eat $$ de sia.. ok to be specific nt e coy but e ren in e coy.. zi ji dou say zi ji rich liao, den still wan cheat those poor students de $$.. like tis earn $$ u wun feel bad de meh =.= can only hear her complain but cant help her get back her $$ also.. hope she find a much much much better job than tat.. those pple r really 2much liao..

anyway, shall stop here.. stomach really growl bu ting =.= should haf eaten dinner den go movie de.. hou hui le la~ =x

2008-02-23T00:11:00.000-08:00

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during tis past wk... felt tat pple dou hen guan xin wo de~~ thx to ash, jj, xn... everyday checking on mi got study anot.. lol~ thx all ^^

today paper, 1st qns jiu stunt dao wo! omg lor!!! i stare at it 30mins den write = can imagine how jialat ma? do dao behind still got at least 1qns i hui de? =x anyway last qns last part.. jing ran write wrong.. part a correct, part b same but i jing ran write diff thing =.= but end ans hai shi correct de leh.. dunno e teacher will totally bu gif marks ma...

receive tis tis mrn~ super nice la~ ty!! muacks for u =D

nice ma nice ma? appreciate e effort really ^^

shall go play maple awhile b4 i actually start studying for my paper on tue =( so lookin forward to nxt wk~ coz got 2 movie dates and my crystal jade~~ hope it doesnt get postponed anymore.. i've been carving for it for mths =

tats all for tis post~ tc all =D

2008-02-21T08:29:00.000-08:00

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e strength of a heart that believes in e future make everything possible

meaningful phrase to share wif u pple.. sum1 told mi tis.. heard its from ultraman LOL =x anyway dunno y but find it super meaningful.. simple sentence can mean so much more.. maybe tis is wat they mean by hidden meaning? hahah...

tis post haf to be short, been studying since mon = sun den realise coming sat is econs prelim.. *faint* study n study n study.. can u guys believe it? i nv play maple since mon! =x today login awhile to destressed, saw shino inside n chat.. time pass so fast, 2hrs gone =.= den gotta get back to studyin.. ming hao ku ah =x pple all enjoying, i haf to be studying.. haha anyway fong shui lun liu zuan.. gonna be u all de turn le =p

ok, gd luk to mi, xl n ll k~ pray hard for us ah =x JYJYJY! xD
*back to study*

2008-02-14T05:03:00.000-08:00

Happy Vday to All =D

1st post of my new blog~~ hee.. nice ma e skin? tink its a scene from my girl.. didnt managed to watch finish e show.. sad sia~ anyway.. v romantic hor? can feel the love from juz a simple pic..

anyway, told di dun feel so lonely~ its juz a vday.. no qing ren jiu no qing ren lor.. but today go sch, really can feel its vday de mood.. pple holding flowers~ pple going out.. suddenly feel so alone sia~ hao kelian =x BUT i dun feel tat way anymore~ =D got a rose from sis after req for it yst =p was teaching her frens mahjong also =x nxt time got more khakis le? hahah.. anyway her frens pick up fast.. 1 won 2times ok~ i'm noob le >.<

hao kan ma? =p super thx to e person hu sent tis over.. havent eat it yet.. wait for mama come back 1st den eat tgt hee~~ muz be super delicious <3>.< ah hao keep pester mi go over fast, disturb mi dating lol~ den when i finally went over, juz eat ge dinner, he jiu go home le.. ps wo =.= coz pple going his hse.. anyway they all eat le dinner jiu need go off, so kinda boring.. thus went back early.. met wif jl after tat to take some bks.. chat abit =) went home n mapling again~ LOL.. tink every nite nt 3am i wun slp =p cny day 1, 1st time can slp dao so late sia~ start painting my nails.. took mi 2 hrs ok! dun play play.. attached another pic let u all see =x

pardon my fat fingers =x after tat called cab to go sihui's hse~ e cab auntie v attitude sia.. talk dao like she v haolian kind.. speak eng liao bu qi meh.. shou bu liao.. reach her hse nt long jiu need go ah hao's hse =.= weather so hot lor! den yi come out of lift jiu saw my sis's classmate.. nt bad looking.. dunno y my sis nv like wahah~ she say they 2 too close le den no chemistry lol~ gen happy is i being praised leh =x shall nt go into detail.. went ah hao's hse watch 3 ge hao ren.. ah li n family join us soon~ den end up all e adults go back sihui's hse while we cont to watch finish e show.. blur ah li forget take his mandarin oranges back haha.. started playing blackjack near dinner time.. tat ah hao hand itching.. haha.. anyway dunno how he got his luck de.. every yr is he win $$ de lor.. tis yr no exception.. lose afew dollars, he won abt $8 when we only playing 20cents per rd =.=

went to watch kungfu dunk wif ah hao, ah li, qiqi, tingting, tf, sis n mi~ 7 of us.. hehe.. 1st time watch midnite show~ somemore wif cousins.. memorable~ haha.. ah li suddenly so attractive, my sis n tf so attracted to him, no idea y lol~ e show super nice la!!! gen love jay le!! =x my cousins also like shang him le~ coz he zhen de hen cute leh haha.. went back home mapling again =p cannot be que shao from my life de haha..

cny day 2 went father's side bai nian~ saw jenny on my way out aha.. every yr is e same de.. go ard visit visit, nth much.. juz collect ang bao.. dao le evening went back home.. guess wat i did? mapling again! LOL.. i'm juz so addicted to it.. but muz see hu online 1st haha..

cny day 3, wake up de shi hou relatives alr came le.. den wash up le jiu mapling again =x coz noon time goin ll hse bai nian~ muz spend more time maple 1st LOL.. went her hse ard 4.. met wif jl 1st n wait for bw under ll hse..they play blackjack play v big de sia~ $1 min = nv bring enough $$ so watch bw play nia.. 6+ went over my hse for dinner~ specially req mum cook tom yam for us hehe.. end up she cut dao finger =x anyway they enjoyed e soup~ ll drank 3bowls haha.. after tat they went back, i start gambling le.. from blackjack dao mahjong.. lose abit i tink =x

cny day 4, mapling whole day~ hee.. den evening time 3 yi n ah hao came over for mahjong session.. play dao 10pm haha.. coming sat having another session at 2 yi hse again =p mon went work.. late for 15mins lor! too reply on mrn call le.. so happen mrn call was late tat day =p but i nv blame u haha.. super no mood work.. coz its a mon n 5th day of cny = req to leave at 4pm.. told ju got thing on.. haha met up wif xl 1st while waiting for e rest to come.. ate sakae for dinner.. bought a slice of secret recipe cake for roch's bday hehe.. watch kungfu dunk again.. though watch 2times, its still as nice! jay is juz so cute la~ =x xl shou bu liao mi coz since e moment i meet dao her, i jiu jay none stop wahaha =p watch dao near 11 den went home in cab wif jenny n andy.. reach home on com again haha~ but boring la.. coz mei ren acc wo de.. some pics to share~ haha...

cousins gathered!!

kitty marshmellow nurul gave 2-3yrs ago =x

mi & sis

shall end here le ba~ blog another time~ hope i update often =x take care pple~ happy vday & cny to all~ =D