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2009-05-14T09:40:00.000-07:00

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s0 call reopening of my blog? hopefully i update it regularly.. haha..

recently busy wif exams.. e panda eyes is getting darker! slpin at 3,5am in e mrn.. shall change to normal slpin hrs after my exam.. haha.. today haf micro n pbf paper.. micro jialat le.. i submit e paper jiu zai tink if i should retake or change mod to study nxt yr liao =x haha.. pbf is quite easy.. but i dun tink i can score also.. passing shouldnt be a prob ba.. i haf alot of time to slowly write, stare into space, lookin at pple going off, write neatly and still come out early.. haha..

after tat went cwp to meet up wif nwpians.. near 2mths nv see them le~ haha.. they must haf miss mi so much =x jkjk~ today was to meet up for eli's last day.. so fast sia.. she bu de her coz she's really nice to hang out wif.. but den she got her dream job.. should be happy tat she's able to leave this stupid coy n e idiot ba.. so envious her.. haha.. dinner was ok.. erm.. i guess.. pple yi ge yi ge leave early.. mi n xl haven start eatin, e rest eat wan liao =.= did nt eat much also coz dunno y like not much appetite.. they bought a puffly jacket for her.. hmmm dunno how to describe but den its nice~ n she's so happy.. haha.. throughout dinner dou quite ok.. eat till abt 10 den make our move.. initially didnt feel anything.. den saw fitri n fiza hugging eli.. den they started cryin.. v easily influence de lor.. den eli came n hug us 1 by 1.. tears jiu come liao.. zhen de hui hen she bu de her.. almost a yr de xiang chu.. build le r/s.. now need part.. yi hou go back no eli to communicate e 'traffic way' method wif mi le.. sad.. anyway hope she really take care of herself..

when u're in a r/s, u encounter probs.. n hope u're single.. when u're single, u encounter probs.. hope u're attached coz lonely.. if not is wonder y nobody like u.. y cant find partner.. pple like u le, also fan.. hao hao de f/s jian jian de change.. change dao you le expectation.. will unhappy coz expectations nt met.. initially happily zai yi qi de feeling become another kind of feeling.. more disappointment.. more moodiness.. more pressure in ur communication.. cant things juz stay e way it used to be.. or remain as now instead of progressing.. will e unhappiness u obtained in a r/s worth the happiness u'll get? if it balances out, does it mean the r/s is worth a try? guess it depends on the risk type of the person ba.. risk neutral, risk adverse or risk lover.. for adverse, i tink only if they're able to obtain more happiness compared to unhappiness den they'll find it worthwhile.. for risk lover, as long as they're happy, it'll be worth it.. Lol~ micro comes into e pic =x all crap.. pls skip haha..

wat if it doesnt work out.. den u'll destroy e current f/s u haf.. is it worth e risk? wats ur utiliy expectation? y do we haf to consider so many factors n tink so much.. how simple kids can be.. like jiu like, dun like jiu dun like.. guess as u grow, u'll get more complicated..

tat day watch michelle's wedding on tv.. hao xing fu ah.. nth can replace a married couple's smiles on their wedding nite.. can simply feel how blissful they are.. zhu ni men en en ai ai~ watch le jiu wonder, will i haf such a day? haha.. it takes so much courage to gif tat nod n settle down wif ur partner for e rest of ur life.. how much trust u haf of tat person to be able to gif u happiness..

hmmm.. after 2 papers in a day, mentally n physically tired liao.. shall rest le.. nitez~

2009-03-24T05:15:00.000-07:00

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i've finally did wat i should haf done mths ago..

time to wake up

2009-02-19T09:31:00.000-08:00

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v emo 2nite.. was talkin to jj... yuan lai he v liao jie wo.. n he make mi realise wat a super lousy dao can de gf i m.. seriously i nv try to understand others but i expect pple to understand mi v well... super guilty.. super sad... but thx for making mi realise my flaws..

i'm sry... really...

2009-02-14T08:37:00.000-08:00

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juz learn tis from e show.. a couple dun say sry.. coz no matter wat happen, they'll forgive each other in the end.. when there is a need to say sry, it means tat u no longer love him.. somehow it makes sense to me..

if u really love some1, when u broke up wif them, u'll foolishly tot its ur fault though its obvious its the other party at fault.. tis is love.. foolish and blind...

we shouldn't take pple's hao yi for granted.. u nv koe when will they disappear from ur life.. by den its too late for regrets.. thus treasure every1 hu treats u well..

was watching e show.. dao e really touching part.. tears came out.. i koe i'm such a crybaby... haha... tot of the past.. can everything start all over again? was at jp today... saw precious tots.. xiang dao yi qian.. when wanna haf dinner.. saw fish n co.. xiang dao e past again.. thus i opt for crystal jade instead.. y m i still tinking of e past.. is coz i havent fang xia.. or its coz i juz xiang qi? kinda feel sad tinking abt it now.. =(

the show end wif the guy lying to the gal.. so wat exactly is the plot abt? love is all based on deceits? =.=

anyway, got a fake yellow rose from jason n a monkey from sum1 else~ thx for e gifts =) appreciate them n the effort...

2009-02-10T22:44:00.000-08:00

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last tue ll came for my marketing class~ coz her class end early n she had to wait for mi go dinner.. so she acc mi lor.. haha.. nt really paying attention to wat e lao shi is teaching =x went clementi for dinner after tat.. treat ll n eug to drinks.. den ate e hokkien mee... after tat jiu go jp awhile den hm le..

wed went for class.. xl nv came coz last min unwell.. attend class alone =( mass send sms to pple.. only few replied n entertain mi lor.. haha~ nobody acc mi lunch so in the end nv eat dao anything =x last min decided to skip poa once again den met up wif ll n eug for bowling at kallang.. can imagine how 'near' hor.. den i reach 1st.. den meet eug 1st, den went to meet up wif ll.. took bus over... the same bus i took to ecp last sat lol~ initially dun really koe how to bowl de.. den yue play yue fun.. keep trying to challenge eug.. coz he's the 'pro' ma.. haha.. den i stupid stupid go say lose le muz treat.. end up leh.. i'm e losing 1.. keep lose lor.. hou lai qad came n we played tgt.. end of the day we played 5 rounds.. n guess wat? i leg pain, hand pain lor.. like lao ah ma sia! only 5 rounds jiu cant take it le.. n pain le 3days lor.. kua zhang ba..

nxt day early class again.. after tat met up wif LL for the 3rd day.. supposed to watch alls well ends well.. been waitin for tat show since ny lor~ but dou nv managed to watch it.. end up eug came too.. so had dinner tgt.. owe them a meal so i pay more lor.. eug insisted to pay so nt my fault ah =x i was late, den they 2 wait dao nt v happy.. haha.. coz i took ric's car to bugis den head down town.. eug is too hungry le i guess.. had xin wang for dinner.. eat fin den realise miss the mango ice.. but super full le so nv ordered.. walk abt abit den eug went hm while we head for movie.. movie is funny~ quite nice.. entertaining.. haha.. at least better than the love matters.. kan bu dong 1.. =x

fri guai guai went hm after work.. tis time take train alone coz cris 1/2day.. haha.. shen shen mi mi 1, dunno wat he do also.. super no mood tat day.. due to stupid callers.. make mi v frustrated.. n super no mood to go hm.. initially wanna meet bw dinner.. end up also nv go.. wan jio ll watch fann movie.. also nv go.. in the end leh? i went hm rot.. haha.. yi reach hm jiu on com n play dao nite time.. nv slp much last wk.. everyday 2+ n need wake early in the mrn.. tats my life =x tink i went to play mj awhile after dinner.. den back to use com.. haha

sat was late again.. i'm always late for sat work de lor! =x sat beside ash.. seem like v long nv talk to him le lor.. coz normally we sit so far.. den nv communicate much coz calls keep coming in ma.. after work went tys hse wif xl.. played mj den eat steamboat n played throughout the nite.. till nxt day mrn again.. den share cab wif tys, ren n alex till raffles den take train hm.. almost miss stop lor =x wanna slp dao 2 de.. so ask ll wake mi.. end up i wake n reply sms n slp till 5pm ok.. i koe i pig la.. i realised tat now.. LOL end up nv do much assignment coz no mood...

mon came to work as usual.. den after work went jp wif yw n cris.. cris went to cut hair.. den mi n yw went hm after getting my bubble tea.. he say i pian him take bus wif mi again.. since when sia.. is auto he'll q my bus de ma.. hahah.. at nite nv do assignment too =x but as usual, chat till quite late.. haha..

tue went for 12pm de poa class wif jh.. nt bad coz got company.. guess i nxt wk also attend tis class hao le.. haha.. after tat went for marketing.. jh came to join us.. last lesson for e yr le leh.. haha... after tat went jp wif ll.. owe her treat so payback lor.. haha den on e way hm bei insurance coy de ren stop for survey.. 1 guy each tat kind of thing.. den e guy hu is supposed to talk to mi kinda quiet too.. den nth much to talk.. haha.. our side kinda quiet, den ll side super chatty lor.. coz they discussed abt their job etc etc =.=''' v li ti lor.. the focus is survey i tot? n i fin it in mins.. haha end up they went mac coz ll wan sign up for something.. i juz sit n listen lor.. 1 of them name jayy sia.. =.= lol~ n i talk to him few sentences only, he say i blur! stupid ll still yalor yalor beside mi.. sianz.. i'm born wif tis kind of look leh.. hen blur meh? somebody say he tryin be funny only.. LOL

wanna go hm fin up my assignment de.. end up 11 cai reach hm.. den jiu entertain pple dao 1+? i tink i really wan charge fees liao.. haha slpt at 2 i tink.. tis mrn late for lesson.. den took cab down coz lecturer say b4 tis lesson miss 5mins den cfm cant catch e whole mrn de lecture.. end up leh? i reach on e dot, he talk abt general stuff, qns will come out where, section a or b tat kind of thing.. waste my time n my cab fare can! i also so broke still need pay such yuan wang $$.. sadded leh.. ltr going meet ll again for benjamin n dinner.. i'm so br0ke =(

fri gonna meet dao my fann n chris~~ so excited can.. needa bring cam over to take pics le.. hahah.. anyway going off soon le.. shall cont nxt time~ take care all..

^^ Happy Valentine's Day to All ^^

2009-02-02T08:33:00.000-08:00

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took tis quiz in facebk.. how true is it? the yellow is definitely true! =p

Your birthday means that you love the sun and the beach.
Your best colors are red and yellow. You tend to have many friends and you are well-liked, possible because of your outgoing and sunny personality. You are a very positive and enthusiastic person. Shopping is likely something you enjoy very much, not just for yourself, but for other people as well. You shine at parties and get togethers, and you are definitely an extrovert.

2009-02-02T03:59:00.000-08:00

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shall blog abt tis yr's cny~ haha.. cny eve went da jiu hse had dinner... got my fav shark fin!! had a big bowl.. den eat the liao jiu full le.. haha.. after dinner went e rm watch tv wif tf, ah yan, ah hao n sis.. stupid ah hao keep bully wo.. snatch my phone, hide it, snatch my pouch.. =.= got such cousin de sia.. still bi wo xiao leh! haha.. after tat went hm chong liang den go over 2 yi hse play mj till mrn.. super tired but den.. still managed to tahan.. haha ordered mac n eat.. went hm slp all e way till noon time.. haha...

chu 1 wake at 2+, prepare n go ah hao hse.. played poker wif cousins n relatives.. win few dollars hehe.. den wait for ah hao den head for si hui hse.. stupid him smoke in e lift.. choke si wo lor! so gu yi can! den we dunno whic floor, anyhow walk.. end up haf to call den find dao haha.. den played cludo wif e kids.. tell ah li teach.. tink he teach dao wan vomit blood coz we keep asking stupid qns =x end up i win e game leh~! pro rite.. wahaha!!! =x had a little dinner.. den went back play game of life.. had fun! super nice hanging out ard tis grp of cousins.. went hm abt 10+ den jiu online le.. spent the nite chatting haha...

chu 2 wake early n went bai nian~ went to several houses at 1 go.. the usual tour ard sg day.. haha.. 3 cousins ard my age dou attached liao sia.. 1 even brought the bf hm.. haha.. rich sia, got car somemore.. n she's younger than mi.. e bro also attached le.. haha.. grats to them sia~ maybe nxt yr or e yr after got wedding to attend again haha.. bai wan nian jiu go hm rot.. den 3 yi buy kfc for us~ e prosperous feast or something de.. eat dao super full sia.. after tat jiu play mj.. haha.. lose again! jidan de leh.. play dao late nite like 2+ den jiu end game le.. haha...

chu 3 wake up like 2+ again? by den relatives alr went hm.. den sis n frens eating in e kitchen.. so i starve dao 4 cai eat.. thx to them lor.. i bu hao yi si join ma~ haha.. eat dao lai 5pm liao lor! den mama side de relatives jiu come le.. den bw came.. help mi format com.. den ll n shino came, help mi buy my fav hotdog.. they wait till 8 den their turn to eat dinner.. haha lucky they alr eat dao full wif e cny goodies.. i tot my hse dun haf much.. but when all take out, still fill dao whole table sia haha.. after dinner they start using my com n doing boliao things.. details nt to be mention.. hahah...

thu skipped class again =x den went to work in e noon.. abt 1wk nv work liao... so lazy~ den fri after work went si zhu's hse.. 1st time go sia.. nv really walk ard his hse coz of his dogs.. though looks cute but den.. still scared leh.. haha.. dinner i 1st to sit down.. coz e dogs keep walking abt below.. den i sit cross leg den dun dare move le.. tat day jh v nice sia.. keep take food gif mi.. after dinner still help mi distract e dog so i can run to the sofa n sit down.. den he help mi clear my plates etc.. hahah.. played daidee wif money wif them.. 1st time koe is like tat pay de sia.. tink daidee can earn/lose more than blackjack ba.. haha.. after tat they go play mj den nobody entertain mi liao.. so i watched tv till slpy sia.. den went jp watch love matters.. e show nt really nice.. everything abt sex =.= wat a 'nice' plot..

sat having nwp bbq~ supposed meet cris at 1145.. ended up i late den postpone time.. end up leh, i still late =x he's his usual self.. lame, thick skin all e way till a pt he act diff n see if i can tahan.. really nt used to it sia.. become i keep telling him eh, pls talk leh? haha.. used to the chatty, nonsense cris le~ ash reached 1st so he waited for us.. den we head to buy hotdogs n corns.. bought 4 packs of my fav hotdogs~ haha.. den da bao lunch n take bus from bedok.. went the deck above n chit chat.. sometimes cant catch their conversation so jing jing lor.. haha but most of e time is funny de~ took for v long den realise hao xiang alr miss the bus stop.. den alight at somewhere near suntec leh! den cris say he koe which bus stop le.. den we took back again.. diff bus tis time.. tis time rite bus stop but den dunno where is underpass.. end up gave up n took cab in.. wahaha.. stupid lor! we spend 2hrs to get to ecp from bedok leh!

reach n ate lunch 1st.. we 3 super hungry lor! pple hu fang gong at 1 dou reach earlier than us sia.. n the pit is super far away.. lucky we took cab.. after lunch, help out abit wif the water bomb 'packing'.. looks like packs n packs of soya bean... den went play the hula hoop game.. mi n ash gu yi stand alt so we can be in same team =p den our grp mostly dou quite tall den end up lose to xl's grp.. stupid yw keep blame it on mi x.x after tat we try again den become he cant do it.. wahaha.. den played captain ball.. super fun! very tiring lor.. but it makes mi exercise haha.. n our team win tis time round~ cris say he realised nwp gals all v chu lu n violent.. =x my face became super red after tat.. usual after sports kind of face haha...

after tat help to 'fetch' the food n bbq starts.. had a hard time starting e fire.. den tis time i helpout wif the cooking leh.. though all end up chao da la.. but den.. i offered my help ok~ haha.. didnt get to eat dao my fav hotdogs.. but e otah is real nice~ after tat is water bomb time.. tot i manged to escape.. but hu koes my 'twin' sabo mi.. she say tis is sisterly love.. i'm so 'touched' leh.. den cris hai add on floor to my shirt sia.. fun seeing lino n cris splashing each other.. haha.. idiot also kana flour.. v shuang sia =x hou lai sum1 emo leh.. lucky end of e day ok liao~ thx to mi =p went auntie hse play mj abit till abt 2+ den went hm le..

sun woke up at 3+ den ate some xiao long baos for lunch.. nt nice de lor.. abit of soup also dun haf =.=''' lazy to study den used com all the way till 8pm go da bao dinner.. like tat sun is gone again.. time flies sia.. i spend my time during useless things... sianz... at nite chat dao 3am+ den slp.. hahah

today went work at 930.. unusual timing i koe.. but idiot fixed de leh.. kinda moodless near lunchtime.. guess i'm hungry+slpy+bored ba.. haah.. didnt really entertain saila much.. psps.. after work went back alone.. tis time no yw take bus wif mi.. haha...

realised something tat day.. kinda shocking though i should have known its something like tat.. though quite impulsive.. but i choose to believe it... dun ask mi y.. partly coz i understand? loss of words... wat should be the word to describe? disappointed? or expected? i guess i koe the reason y we're like tis... 6th sense are accurate... i believed in mine... i guess we're be stuck here n wun proceed further.. tis is where u stay... wun stepped into the other category... i guess...

2009-01-28T01:53:00.000-08:00

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lol~ start with the the 1st proper post of the new yr 2009... been lazy n did not update my blog for almost 3weeks... till now bw also come tag liao... did nt watch any movies during the past 3wks too.. missed movie watching! =x

anyway, lets see if i can still rem wat happened so far... ny eve celeb wif qad, qad fren yj, ll n shino~ went cine to eat n the last movie of 2008 =x dinner is ok.. rem i super budget tat time coz of the xmas thingy.. anyway movie is nice.. watched ip mun.. love e main lead! he is so cool can.. got body, got skills, looks nt tat bad leh.. but maybe age abit old for mi =x after tat tried to watch fireworks but halfway towards marina the fireworks started.. den we jiu stand in the mid of the pathway kan lor.. kana blocked by lots of trees.. nv watch dao v nice de fireworks.. but nvm la~ at least abit better than nth rite.. haha.. went drink soyabean at rochor road.. den walk back cine wif ll den jiu spilt le.. left mi n shino take nr... break my waiting record.. abt 7NRs drove past n we cant board any.. end up took cab.. haha..

soon after is celeb ll bday.. skip work tat day n meet wif qad 1st.. she drove mi to ur hse... her driving skill.. so-so la hor =p but i realised something... drivers dou suddenly hen xiong 1 leh.. always scold other drivers de.. yuan lai ric is nt the only 1 =x her hse v nice lor! my kind of place.. so comfy de.. spend abt an hr at her rm den her driver drove us to vivo.. acc qad repair her auntie's phone den went town.. went lv shop to 'clean' her wallet den went meet shino to get ll's cake.. e cake shop nt call 4 leaves lor.. hai we walk abt 3rounds in the basement? lol.. went to get ll's present after tat den went ps meet up wif her.. bag super heavy lor.. haf to do so much things within so little time ahha.. went anston for dinner at e cathay.. cheap leh~ n so filling.. bw n jl joined us soon after.. super long nv see both of them ok.. da mang ren lai de.. haha.. took afew pics den went hm le~

went sing k wif colleagues on 17th.. nt supposed let the idiot koe.. but she still found our attencance paper.. den keep asking y nv invite her.. =.= personal outing leh.. nt colleagues gathering.. y need invite pple we dun like sia.. anyway tat day is rush.. didnt sing alot songs.. i dian de only 2 songs lor! den acc jenny 2 songs.. jiu zhe yang.. where enough! Y.Y abt 7pm i went off wif ash.. den meet up wif ll n cousin for dinner den club wif ll, cousin n frens.. too bad bw cant join us coz quite enjoy tat day.. we still got chance to go again de ritE? haha.. tis time went club v diff from last time.. dunno y leh.. maybe really is diff crowd? haha.. tis time is fun.. went all the way till 6am den go hm.. nxt day supposed to go colleague's wedding but end up ps xl they all =x slpt till evening den wake lor.. i too pig le i koe.. haha..

last fri went to work.. after tat haf a mini celeb for ima's bday~ went to rooftop slack while waiting for 545 shift to end work.. ash bring ima they all go up.. all 1st time sia.. super like tat place.. v peaceful n zi zai~ should go more often wahaha.. after tat went to take thumbdrive for my maple game =x coz stupid maple dun let mi play.. if nt i'll rot 4days without maple.. so kind fren pass mi but he forgot bring so haf to go his hse take.. mafan him.. so ps~ haha.. den took train to bugis meet ll they all.. late but lucky they still ard.. den went ann hse again.. she saw eug 2times jiu invite go her hse le lor.. at least i saw shino 3times? LOL ll pls note tis =p tis time she more intro her hse to us.. got the lights i love from parkmall.. 1 set $2k sia.. i no $$ buy =( den play ard wif eug's hands coz they wan test nail colors.. haha.. after tat ann start to help ll paint den mi n eug went watch tv.. watch fin afew shows le they still nt done lor! can imagine how long? haha.. went hm at 2+ ann drove us back.. den bath le jiu slp le.. coz sat need work...

sat work nt boring coz got the gao xiao person ma.. make dao ash so happy also.. wahaha.. n thx to him i nv fell aslp at work though i v tired.. haha.. had fun~ after tat went lunch at west mall wif ash, saila, cris n michael.. ate little coz nt v hungry den after tat jiu go clementi meet yw~ michael meeting him play pool.. den i dun wan go hm so went along.. drag cris wif us haha.. den end up i bu xiang play coz there not much gals de.. only got 2 in the whole place! den i bu hui play.. will super ps 1.. so no matter how yw pester, i also insist nt to play haha.. went play maple wif cris at the lan shop beside.. yi play jiu play le 3hrs+ pro rite! my hse cant play ma.. bobian haha.. den after tat jiu acc yw eat his dinner.. kfc den michael jiu went hm in cab.. den cris need go hm 1st den go jp.. den i acc yw buy his stuff den jiu go meet auntie for dinner liao.. acc her shop shop but end up she bought slippers for casual wear only haha.. went ntuc bought some stuff.. all auntie pay =x den jiu go hm le..

shall cont blogging abt cny another day~ stay tune.. =p

2009-01-26T09:46:00.000-08:00

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1st post of the yr.. haha.. juz wanna leave down something.. abt my life de gai tian cai blog~

'songs' created for mi.. haha.. nt bad sia =p

1st song:
wo zhan zai yu li, ting zhe yin yue zai ku qi
bu ting xiang zhe wei she dang chu hui zai yi qi
yu ting le.. xin si le
deng dai de wei lai jiu shi ni

nxt song:
deng zhe ni always online
ta zhe wen zi de you xi
xiao zhe li mian de xin fu
na zhi you ni

2008-12-30T22:22:00.000-08:00

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last post of e yr i supposed... so i whole yr only post 50 leh.. few only consist of pics de lor =x

lets recap e yr...

broke up... get into new r/s... broke up again... now single... LOL
studies... fail 2subs.. retaking... sad =(
family still e same... sis graduating from o's... hopefully she do well
cousins no diff... 3 going sec 1.. wif gd psle grades... haha
frens... closer to some... drift further from some...
work... colleagues come n go... new ones nt so bad though... can click =)
xmas... bought quite afew presents tis yr.. become so broke now Y.Y
but love my presents too~ haha...

tis xmas alot of activities~ haha...
met up wif hebe sometime ago buy xmas gift.. tgt wif xl too.. bought ll de wu gui lor...
den dinner wif NWP at pizza hut.. its been ages since we're so united.. haha.. love my gift xchange present from cris~
met up wif qad e nxt day... i tink i meet her less than 3times per yr? =p had dinner n went shop shop for her bf xmas present.. they so high end de.. xmas present is above hundreds 1!! tats e diff between rich pple n poor pple like mi =(
wed met up wif ll n shino~ watched yes man den dinner den mj at my place.. invited karen too hehe... late for movie n e most broke day...
thu mrn slpin throughout.. noon kana wake by bw... took his delicious cupcakes from him n back to slp.. head to 2 yi hse after tat.. met up wif long time nv see cousins haha... fool ard wif them.. mj mj~
fri got coy dinner... lucky mi got 3rd prize for lucky draw wif no. 38 =.= hahah.. games are entertaining coz can see diff sides of colleagues =p
sat meet up wif ren n poly gang... played mj through e nite.. haha.. fun to stay over but den super tired la! can imagine i work le half day den go over tys hse play whole nite.. totally cant concentrade.. end up lose $$ *heart pain
slp like 4hrs den went out to meet ash they all.. no $$ still go k coz xl help mi pay1st haha.. den after tat went bk timah for dinner den back hm.. so tired tat i doze off on e sofa immediately after i reach hm haha...

today last day of e yr... see pple dou got new yr resolutions.. i nv did anything like tat in e past yrs.. maybe i should now...

lets see...
no. 1 = pass all my papers in e coming year!
no. 2 = hope to save abit of $$ so i wun complain broke everyday =x
no. 3 = dun gain anymore weight, hope face slimmer! LOL

hope 2009 is smooth sailing~ for mi n for all =D
countdown!!!!

2008-12-23T22:54:00.000-08:00

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took the below test.. accurate? i tink all scorpios de roughly same leh.. lol~

Lets101 - Free Online Dating

2008-12-13T07:00:00.001-08:00

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some pics to share~ haha.. v randomly posted...

-> xmas season <-

cute 'tree' made of dunno wat =x

very cute snowman~~

xmas tree at swissotel~

xmas tree from taka~~

-> beloved kitty <-

nice kitty bag.. yellow in color! 1st time leh =p

i wan tis kitty on my future car >.<

-> cutie soft toys <-

pink monkey.. ke ai rite...

mi wif big tigger~ can i bring u hm?

baby winnie n frens~
present tis pic for jj n bw xmas present =x

yellow rabbit~ coz yellow cai take de hehe..

chipmunks family~
present tis pic as shino's xmas present =p

bolt from e movie BLOT

-> models n displays <-

guess how many bottles r therE? haha...

sg flyer model~

e real sg flyer...

-> D&D Retro Nite 08 <-

wat do i look like? o.0

xl n mi calling each other =x

proudly presents....
my buddy, ASYRAN!!!

tats all for tis post~ shall try post often =p

2008-12-13T06:13:00.001-08:00

~ * ~ 47th post ~ * ~

ok i'm here to blog.. if nt pple dun let mi read their blog sia.. so selfish de =x

hmmm... dunno wat to blog abt leh.. got pics to show, maybe nxt post den post pics ba.. tis wk last MM class for e yr.. cute teacher wrote afew lines n show on e visualiser.. he wrote ' rem MC at the end of e lesson, MC != marginal cost, MC != med cert' den i ask xl wat is mc den... den she read n say its merry christmas.. funny rite e lao shi.. always tell jokes but zi ji bu hui smile de.. he gd looking lor.. haha shuai till got a gal in class ask him post n let her take pic to show her family.. n he did pose for her.. den i ask xl wan req anot, she shy den dun wan.. end up leh, e lao shi came over to e guy beside mi n explain things to him den she tou pai him.. tell u! she an lian e lao shi v long liao! LOL dun believe go ask her =p 2bad he married wif kid somemore haha..

fri went work 1/2day.. tis wk 1st time work sia haha.. getting v slack i koe =x after work went dnd.. ric drove us back to synergy change.. den after tat took his car to swissotel.. stuck in jam v long, end up became late.. buddy ash super dressed up! shall post his pic nxt post.. hopefully he dun mind haha.. he attract alot attention lor.. passersby also keep staring.. den he reach e table havent sit long enough den pple keep asking him take pic wif them le.. so popular sia.. haha.. n guess wat! i won some prize leh.. but yet to collect.. haf to check where n when to collect.. hopefully its something gd.. since so lucky, i shall go buy my no =p wish mi luk k! whole nite full of photo takings.. kinda fun~ haha.. i only haf 2 pics so e rest need wait for e rest send wo.. n wun be posting coz quite alot.. so go facebk peep yi peep ba haha..

reach hm at 2am, bath n dry hair till 3+ den slp.. today need wake at 7 for work.. ended up i woke at 8 =x super late lor.. lucky buddy help to buy bf le.. so i no need wry.. xl sms mi she reach bb de time i juz wake from bed.. ahah.. reach office ard 9... pro ba haha.. after work nv go out coz ric nt free so postpone.. den jio ll acc mi go e extended jp walk walk... ate lunch wif andy n xl at mayim.. food ok ba~ haha.. extended jp really big sia.. lots of restaurants! n shoe shops.. gift shops also! minitoons, action city, art box n dunno wat else.. everything so cute la.. haha.. lots of apparel shops too.. nxt time no need go town le coz here everything also haf liao haha.. cant find my kitty shop so ask jenny.. hou lai find dao le.. n got e mouse i wan! wait for nxt mth ba.. tis mth cfm broke wif all e xmas gifts.. n got kitty hairdryer! cute rite! tell ll buy for mi as xmas gift.. she like you yu v long dun wan like tat.. nvm lor, i zi ji buy nxt time wahhaa.. juz cute so xiang own it..

managed to settle 2 xmas gift today.. actually should be 3.. but so far in total 5 gifts settled! some havent buy but alr decided wat to buy so so call settled? haha.. need headache coz got 10 more presents for family de.. i juz love shopping for presents~ so fun hehe.. but need fan nao wat to buy.. ltr they dun like how sia.. especially since generation diff haha.. shop dao lai jiu ard 8 le.. pro rite.. 1 jp i can shop whole noon liao haha.. tml going out again.. muz enjoy! =)

tat day sum1 ask mi y recently my frens dou emo-ing.. i also dunno y leh.. but i guess they emo got reason de ba.. n all dou shi coz of 'qing'.. few yrs de gan qing can say wang jiu wang de? today read a fren de frenster.. can tell he really love e gf.. to him, he prepared to love her forever n only her... but wat abt her? he kept his promise but she's no longer there... hurtful isnt it.. another fren tried to forget but e person juz keep tryin to contact ta.. wats ur motive? reminds mi of myself.. coz i tried to contact him.. but jiu shi no news.. was telling ash today... got hao gan doesnt mean can be in a r/s... if end up cant get along, e frenship dou change le.. n he ask mi back... u understand e person 1st or go into a r/s 1st den understand e person? i realised tat its 'haf egg 1st or haf hen 1st' de kind of prob.. there's no ans to it ba.. some understand le den tgt.. some tgt 1st den slowly understand..

if human feelings can be less complex, i guess there wun be so much broken hearted pple.. sum1 hu's always there suddenly disappear from ur life.. really hen lost.. at festive seasons, wun u miss e person more... u used to spend all kinds of occasions wif them.. buy gifts for them.. now there's no special 1 to celeb wif u.. feel exceptionally lonely isnt it.. if u haf frens to mix ard wif, still can take ur mind off things.. if u coop urself inside ur hse too much, u'll get more depressed.. for mi, i dun ever tink tat r/s got rite n wrong.. even if u fall for sum1 new, i dun tink its ur fault.. feelings r hard to control.. logically u koe since u got a partner, u shouldnt fall for any1 else.. but in reality, can u really control urself liking other pple? i tink unlikely... can only say u're nt meant to be ba.. no1's at fault.. to console pple, u always say there muz be sum1 out there for u.. juz havent yu dao yet.. say de hen hao ting rite, but when pple depressed, hu will go ting jing qu.. hope all my frens get out of their depressed stage.. life still goes on.. dun shut ur heart up.. everything shun qi zi ran.. shui yuan ba..

2008-11-29T08:14:00.000-08:00

~ * ~ 46th post ~ * ~

past 2days keep going out.. spend alot of $$ sia... watched 2 movies on thu, went fish n co e other day.. n frens haf been keeping mi company most of e time... thx alot... but i'm still left alone at times of e day... n normally at tis pt of time, i'll start to hu si luan xiang again.. i can really forget all troubles when i'm out wif frens... fool ard wif them, dun wry abt a thing... after tat everything juz rush back into my mind...

felt as if a part of mi is gone.. n i'm trying to complete my life.. felt so empty at times.. like today for eg.. its e most boring sat... but i guess i'm gonna face tis kind of life in e coming wks as well.. cant expect frens to go out wif mi every wk.. i also haf my budget.. online also nth to do.. make u luan xiang gen duo.. slp also cant slp whole day.. life is boring can! guess i'm too dependent on him... so when he's nt ard, i'm so lost... wat else can i look forward to...

yst saw a v nice kitty car... its so sweet coz at e front of e car, they painted "XX & xx forever"... chao ji wu di swt... n e whole car is juz so cute... inside still sit 1 big kitty.. encouraging pple to commit crime by breaking e window n grab e kitty sia =x

was sms n was taught by 1 fren tat frens r juz a passing phrase of life... in a way e frenship i all along believed in had actually changed.. all along i tot things r well, nth changes.. seems like i'm e only1 feeling tat way... cant find a word to describe e feeling.. is it hurt? disappointment? or wat? i only koe i felt sad after hearing tat... i dun blame my fren though.. maybe its really diff perspective of life... i tend to be too nt matured? assuming tat things r beautiful, nice going etc.. fact is life is ugly... when can i reach e pt where everything tat happens i wun mind at all... watever happens, i'm still happy, living my life... when will i kai qiao...

got tis sentence from mayday's song
生存是规则，不是你的选择

how many of us truly happy wif our lives? i wonder...

2008-11-27T10:07:00.001-08:00

~ * ~ 45th post ~ * ~

initially dun plan to post anything related to 'bf'... but hai shi come le...

today marks e end... after mths of misery... loneliness... watever it is... it finally ended... been pondering abt e same topic for mths... no matter how many pple told mi i should juz end it, i still hold on to it... hoping it may turn out for e better... guess i should thx qad... wat happened gif mi a gd enough reason to end it once n for all... zai zhen mer bu she de, i still tink tis is better ba... for both of us i supposed... no pt clinging on to a rs when u koe e love isnt there anymore... it will be hard to end... but someday u still haf to face it... however i tink i need a long time to get over everything... everyday i go, i'm reminded of him... maybe it isn't a gd thing to go everywhere wif ur partner.. wherever u go, u cant shake off their shadow...

e usual places i go r also those i used to go wif him... i see strip polo tee jiu xiang dao ta... ultraman xiang dao ta... watch movie xiang dao ta... play game xiang dao ta... take bus xiang dao ta... in my hse neighbourhood xiang dao ta... how m i supposed to get over everything??? pple hu shi lian tend to go for vacation? if i can afford i definitely go le... qad would definitely say he's nt worth my tears... but i jiu hui cry ah... tink of e past yr... how we met... how we got tgt... wat we did on his bday... how things became like tis... m i e only 1 affected? doesnt wat happen between us affect him in anyway? maybe if he feels sad, i'll somewat feel more consoled at least he put in some love into tis r/s? tinking back i've done many stupid things for him... giving up frens, waiting for him for hrs, learning to make tiramisu for him... buy him stuff to surprise him...

simply a too gd example to prove my previous theory... nt u put in how much jiu can get back how much... i've given enough i supposed.. wat do i get in e end? thrown alone... till now i dun understand wat happen between us tat leads to tis... is it my fault? wat haf i nt done enough? rem all those wonderful things tat he did makes it feel worse... where's e xn tat'll travel all e way to my hse to gif mi throat swts juz coz my throat nt feeling well... where's e xn tat'll wake up early in e mrn n send mi swt sms to wish mi luk for my papers... wat brought abt e change in u? i should haf foresee tis day... but y didnt i prepare myself for tis heartbreak...

thx for all my frens hu r concern abt mi... i'll be alrite... given enough time... thx alot to qad for acc mi sms whole day... ll for acc mi watch 2movies, shop etc... shino for meeting us for movie though late le... ash,xl,jason,roch for ur concern...

but wat can i say or do except i should juz wake from tis whole thing n live my life happily again... prob is... how long do i need... suddenly xiang dao dk words... 7yrs also can juz disappear... jiu zhen de mei you tian chang di jiu de ma?

2008-11-15T08:15:00.000-08:00

~ * ~ 44th post ~ * ~

y do i feel sad when u read ur msg... after last wk, i really dunno wat i should believe in... nth seem to fit wat u're saying... things keep changing every now n den.. but i still tell myself there's no reason for u to lie n i should trust u.. den y do i feel sad? tink i'll just push everything till e pt where i cant push anymore den i'll find out wat exactly happen.. i koe it isn't gd.. but i juz dun wan spoil anything.. i'm juz such a po ma person...

sometimes felt like i'm being taken for granted.. doesn't any ju wai ren feel it? u like things ur way... u dun get it, u nt happy.. however u can treat pple e way pple is treating u.. tis is juz how fair e world is... forever revolving ard e word 'unfair'

ohya, to add on, doesnt it feel so nice to haf pple actually treating u as a fren when u dun expect them to feel so? dunno how to describe.. but somehow it juz feel nice.. as if u're being appreciated to be there n being frens.. n i'm so glad i m ur FREN =)

2008-11-08T09:57:00.000-08:00

~ * ~ 43th post ~ * ~

work is boring n irritating as usual.. early mrn can spoil ur mood juz by seeing idiot.. tats how 'powerful n influential' she is... more n more pple dun like her liao.. i wonder how long can u last like tat.. hopefully nt long, out u go! =x

happy stuff, fri nite went out wif a grp of frens.. seldom got chance to meet up like tat n i like e exp~ shall go out more often ya? haha.. went vivo to haf dinner n was surprised wif a slice of cake~ really nv expected it coz i tot its juz a simple meet up dinner.. n its from my fav cake shop of all, secret recipe~ haha.. i tink almost all koe i like tis shop bA? their cakes really nice de lor! ate n chat abt stuff.. quite long didnt catch up wif each other le.. after tat went marina.. nice scenery.. v romantic.. no wonder i keep kan dao couples haha.. so sweet.. after tat jiu went hm le.. enjoyed e day.. reach hm jiu 12+ le sia.. den bath n surf net awhile jiu slp le coz nxt day still need work =(

today went work, time is crawling de lor.. bored till can.. finally waited till 1pm! n off we go towards suntec~ ric is nice enough to fetch us from work.. say wat bday gal got priviledge.. i wonder izzit haf other motive leh =x anyway, reach le jiu go da bao some lunch den went in e rm.. jenny is late.. jason n roch too.. anyway starting nt much pple dian song.. after tat e list juz goes none stop.. haha.. i got alot new songs havent sing dao! shall go again..

was typing some msg in ash hp when they came in wif e cake.. was real surprised i tell u! i look at e cake den see like v nice coz v choc.. den was told its secret recipe!!! den make a wish again, for e 5th time.. same wish.. haha.. after tat is present collection time~ b4 e cake, jenny passed mi a small kitty plush.. n its yellow lor! den after tat jason passed a kitty balloon.. like pian kids tat kind =x but cute! haha.. den got my present from e whole grp, suspect its bed sheet coz jenny ask mi for e size b4 =p den got a v cute card from them.. put inside self made envelope n inside greendot coy envelope.. still tell mi i kana terminated lol.. how lame is tat? envelop dou shi kitty.. wif alot of patterns.. thx to jason for spending e time to draw all tat.. love it alot.. n e msg inside, all v nice.. 1st time see andy de so long also =p

after tat ash pass mi a self-made card.. he still make it pop out lor.. was really touched.. n he said he didnt go work for it n do till 2 or 3am? omg.. ting le also hen gan dong liao.. haha.. buddy is nt for nth =D n i tink he spend quite some time on e msg.. coz he actually wrote it opp n haf a trail.. v nice! den got roses from xl,ash n ric.. biang.. its e pink roses i said super nice e other day.. told xl tat my bf dun like gif rose.. end up they gif.. love u all! haha.. den got present from xl too.. kitty high lighter n kitty pendant.. also told her i saw it at e shop e other day.. u guys really surprised mi wif all e stuff! coz i had no idea i would be getting those things i juz mention casually.. love e pendant too! haha... near end of e k session, jenny pass mi another kitty light.. small n cute n useful.. i can on it every nite when i slp~ hehe... e things n effort they shown n given really touched mi.. my eyes actually start watering.. 1st time touched dao like tis lor.. but cannot throw face ma.. so of coz e tears flow back haha..

after k ric sent mi n ash to cine area~ v thx to him also.. had been driving us ard so often hehe.. thx driver =p met ash's fren ben.. 1st time so formal de intro though i saw him b4 from far.. really is nt bad looking leh.. but 2bad.. sat n waited for ll n shino wif all my stuff.. both late lor.. den ll wan eat ajisen.. haf to walk all e way to taka la! knew she wun help mi carry e big cake ard.. so she juz help to take e flowers.. haha.. cut a slice for both of them to eat during dinner.. ll keep say nice.. secret recipe nt lang de xu ming 1.. haha.. took e rest hm to let family try.. e whole cake thing is so heavy la.. lucky shino is gentlemen enough to offer to take.. though after some time =p but he carried it all e way after tat so thx alot! watched ll's long awaited saw 5.. still bloody as usual but i nv get nauseous *right spelling? n e show quite short.. ended so suddenly.. but i can understand e storyline! haha...

ll went to fren's bday at arena den mi n shino went off ourselves.. my bus came 1st.. haf to occupy 2seats for e cake too.. so ps can.. nt enough seats i still take up 2.. lucky e bus nt v crowded.. only abt 3 pple standing i supposed.. aha..

tml haf to settle assignment le.. marketing n my poa =| after a day of enjoying, need to suffer liao.. anyway really enjoyed e day alot~ thx everybody... muacks! =D

ohya, qad gave mi a kitty towel e other day, juz b4 her paper she passed it to mi.. thx alot too.. love u =p wahaha...

ps. sry if i'm too long winded.. i like to be v detailed so i can rem when i read my post in future haha..

2008-11-03T09:40:00.001-08:00

~ * ~ 42nd post ~ * ~

juz celebrated my 22nd bday few days ago~ OLD LIAO LA!!! haha.. ju said 25 onwards den old.. but to mi, once over 20 = old.. sadded~

vivo got tis kitty shop, v nice! muz go guan gu k~ nt sure if i'm able to post the pic.. shall do it nxt post ba~ haha.. spend my deepavali by going to e shop n the kitty fair at taka.. like tis jiu can walk till 9pm liao sia~ v pro ba wahaha...

anyway, last fri went bw hse for e nite~ met jl n ll at bl 1st.. both late.. suspected something de.. den saw them appear wif cake wahaha.. reach mrt den saw mr bean.. rem sum1 told mi e ice cream nice so bought it n try.. end up 1st bite i dislike it liao.. so ended up dou shi ll eat den i eat from the cone area onwards haha.. bw hse door is yellow de! v bright lor.. haha.. went in awhile jiu start to cut cake.. didnt koe bday person cant cut cake de? if yi si yi si muz cut n leave it hang there den let other pple cont cut all the way down? so weird sia.. nobody told mi abt tis b4 leh..

after cake cutting den jl went hm to do her assignment le.. bw sent her an sms wif my hp, no reply.. nxt day den i realise its her old no =x dun kill mi pls.. haha.. slack n watch tv while waiting for shino to arrive.. finally 11pm we start our mj~~ played through the nite.. abt 2rounds only.. the time pass slow lor.. or is it we play too fast.. haha.. halfway through dunno y rem wan get drunk den during break bw open his vodka.. mixed it wif green tea n drink.. still cant get rid of e er xin taste =x only drank few mouthful n i'm feeling so warm la! body temp is chao high lor.. n they said i'm v red =.= didn't koe i really so weak towards alcohol.. end up nv drunk also leh.. coz i still koe wat i playin haha..

played till 7am, went eat at the market nearby.. ate mee siam n drank coffee~ v long nv eat mee siam le.. ll bet wif bw n bw lost thus her bf is on him haha.. eat wan le mi,ll n shino jiu take bus back to bl while bw went hm... reach hm jiu slp le.. msg xl coz she ask mi to e day b4.. really is she start working time i juz reach hm sia haha.. slpt like pig till 12+ den saw afew msg coming in.. got impt msg so keep replying for 2hrs.. cant slp well.. after tat stop for abt an hr den cont again.. finally managed to drag myself out of bed ard 5pm? =x pig i koe.. but i'm juz so so so tired la! haha...

went out ard 8 to meet them for movie~ ll, her xiao didi fren n shino.. i'm late coz i dilly dally.. thus her fren waited for abt 20mins for us? haha.. shino zui chan la~ he's e 1st to reach ps.. went in late but lucky show havent start.. ll xiao didi fren bought the popcorn set n got tis free yellow cow n he gif mi as bday present~ haha.. so nice of him.. watched coffin.. ll n shino both complain v boring.. tat shino keep yawning beside mi la.. disturbing.. LOL~ some scenes quite stunning.. dou got bei xia dao.. overall ok ba..

after movie drag here n there dunno wan watch another show or go supper.. ended up at arcade for awhile.. e arcade renovate le! dunno since when de =x v spacious n nice now~ after tat went xin wang for supper.. xiao didi went hm 1st.. ate siew mai, xia jia0.. yuan yang n got free mango pudding if u produce the movie stud~ gd rite.. haha anyway e siew mai is v v nice! coz got big prawn inside.. yummy! start chatting abt some r/s stuff.. realized some pple de requirement really weird.. or should i say hard to find or wat? den they say my ideal r/s so ou xiang ju, nt gonna happen in rl.. tats sad sia~ i wan a constant r/s.. v hard to find meh... anyway hope they 2 find their mr/ms rite =) shino, dun wry, u wun be monk haha..

reach hm, shower le jiu slp liao.. by den its alr 4am.. slp till noon 4pm den wake wahaha~ v hard got chance slp like tis ok.. so muz treasure ahhaa... sun wake n start to do law assignment.. tough ok.. sianz... need submit on wed, still left tml to fin.. hopefully can pass ah =x

anyway today went work, after work got my present from nwp~ 2 wu gui soft toys.. haha.. i beginning to haf more wu guis liao~ took 1 hm coz office cfm no space.. anyway my bed also no space liao.. i wan a bigger bed!!! haf a quite long photo taking session wif colleagues n my wugui baby~ haha... e baby so loved by pple, keep kana kissed by pple.. now bring hm le, its safe from u pple =p anyway i like e present alot~ so thx all! =D

oh, to add on, i received a cake from my dear hu's overseas~ chao happy =D maybe like wat they say, i v easy contented.. juz simple thing can make mi v happy liao~ n i can forget all e past unhappiness haha.. i jiu shi so simple de leh.. so u juz haf to treat mi nice~ haha.. muacks~~ <333 i love surprises~~ =D

2008-10-24T10:47:00.000-07:00

~ * ~ 41st post ~ * ~

things dun always go e way u expected

pple dun always behave how u wanted

u reap wat u sow => bullshet, reality dun go tis way

no hope = no disappointment

no1 is perfect.. so hu can accept e 100% mi n i can accept e 100% u?

life is full of ups n downs.. when is ur downest pt? when u tot its e worst, wat might happen after tat? unpredictable.. pple always comment they dun haf frens.. do they really dun haf? coz it always dun seem to be e case.. maybe juz at tat pt of time u need frens, no1 happens to be ard.. but they're always beside u.. coz when u need them, they always seem to appear..

22nd bday coming soon.. from excited to celeb till no mood.. dun ask mi y.. i've no idea.. maybe really grow older le jiu yue dun feel like celebrating.. feelings comes from e heart.. is nt to be controlled by any1 but comes naturally.. no pt in forcing.. i've look through.. can consider to cancel all plans.. go ahead wif ur progs or exams if u haf.. its more impt..

where r u rite now? r u fine? m i ok?

nobody treat mi imptly.. nt at hm, nt at work, nt outside.. where do i stand? cant find a place tat belongs to mi anywhere.. 1 word for myself - PATHETIC

2008-10-17T18:27:00.000-07:00

~ * ~ 40th post ~ * ~

its been so so so e long b4 i last blogged =x very lazy i koe.. u guys should koe mi by now? wahaha..

today is a memorial day.. in a way ba.. my coy is moving to bb.. 1st time feel wat its like to move hse.. haha.. coz frm all i koe, i'm living in jw all my life.. except when i'm v young i love wif ah gong ah ma lor.. haha.. i live at bt pj quite long too.. but ah gong sold e flat le.. kinda miss it.. coz every sun family gathering dou zai there de.. now only got ah gong ah ma bday n occasionally got gathering only..

e day b4 watch hse bunny wif ll.. nt bad la~ she said her frens say nice.. i wonder izzit coz e gals v pretty.. coz her frens dou shi guys haha.. e gal wear till v short shirt, v low top de lor.. but is pretty n stupid =x like wat she says.. guys dun like smart gals de.. haha.. den say ownself is zhi hui xing.. hu koes after tat, tons n tons of things show she dun haf zhi hui lor =x went to eat some jap restaurant.. is halal de leh~ ting dao jiu xiang dao buddy.. can bring him go nxt time haha.. n food nt bad.. went e cd shop to look for jay's album.. jing ran out of stock 20mins ago! how suay m i sia.. went hm nt happy coz buy bu dao his album haha..

nxt day went lunch wif ash.. went jec den i went popular check.. also out of stock.. sad si sia.. went mac for lunch coz ash wan try e wasabi burger.. ge kiang lor.. bite 1 mouth his eyes immediately red diao n watery.. i feel like taking down e pic de lor.. haha.. went back to coy n keep asking pple ard to help mi lookout for his album if they went out.. i asked abt 6pple? wahaha..

after work went jp... yw acc mi.. say he also wan find cd.. bullshet sia haha.. anyway i found my jay album wif poker at jp!!! so excited la.. den saw got e metal box version.. asked him to check wif e sales person for mi wahaha.. end up i bought e usual 1.. so happy la! mass send alot pple wahaha.. den went hm eat wan dinner jiu immediately on com n rip e songs into my com =p listened to afew tracks... simply love it! =D

at nite jiu busy cutting e song, converting etc.. help ll convert also... haha.. jiu die die wan convert all e songs i like b4 i slp =p excited n busy till 2.30 den slp.. chao tired today.. ltr still need go bb for training.. den nite meet frens for dinner n movie~

hope i enjoy e day~ i love jay! wahaha =p

2008-09-26T10:53:00.000-07:00

~ * ~ 39th post ~ * ~

finally after so long, tis is gonna be a happy post! =x

yst went work as usual.. fang gong go hm bath den meet xn dear at jp ard 845 for dinner.. treat him to soup restaurant coz pple bday ma.. 2nd time treat him.. same restaurant.. same place lol.. our habit - order too much food n cant fin.. haha.. we're e last customer to go off.. their chef alr left liao we still eating haha.. another memorable point..

took bus to town.. 1st time take e bus to town from jp.. he slpt during e journey.. wake so early in e mrn.. muz be so tired.. den we alight at wrong bus stop.. den walk back to cine.. he suan wo say at e rate i walking, tml cai hui reach cine.. bai tuo! its only 2 bus stop away.. haha.. anyway we reach earlier than he predicted =p decided to watch painted skin.. n e tix is v cheap leh.. only 6 each.. how come ah? midnite show cheaper de ah? anyway we got 2hrs b4 e show n nowhere to go coz all shops close le..

walk to taka, along e way wanted to buy him cake.. he dun wan.. so i use invisible cake sing song n ask him make a wish n blow candles.. lol lucky streets no1.. if nt sure tot i sot de =x passed him a card i made e day b4.. nth great.. juz his fav char n few sentences.. e min i pass him e card, he LOL =.= so bad la.. dunno y he keep laughing but he say tats e best present =D guess its too childish ba haha.. insist dun let him read wat i write till he went hm.. haha.. we sit at the fountain n chat.. talk abt childhood.. baby -> pri sch -> sec sch -> jc/poly -> now.. wat memories we haf.. den say some stupid n lame jokes.. v nice chat wif him..

after tat went watch e show.. nt as scary as i tot.. den he keep saying he'll slp inside.. but i dun allow.. scared or laugh also wan him acc wo =p both of us tot 715 is calefare inside.. but surprisingly, he's nt leh.. still got quite afew scenes lor.. but e nan zhu jue.. jing ran ai shang e demon.. though in e end he hai shi choose wife.. but ai shang other woman other than his wife jiu shi WRONG liao! jidan de.. n as long as pretty de demon dou shi fox de.. no creativity lol.. he really slpt inside for like 10mins? haha n e aircon inside nt cold de.. dunno y..

after tat we went the usual bus stop wait for bus.. its ard 4am in e mrn.. stupid us wait for 45mins, no bus came.. while waiting we're chatting abt wat we scared, wat we like etc haha.. its like a get to know each other session sia.. but throughout he dunno yawn ji bai ci.. haha.. poorthing *sayang.. den we went to the train station, e person say 1st train 549.. now cannot stay inside the station =.=''' win le lor.. den we went back e bus stop.. den decided take cab hao le.. since so tired le.. den we walk back cine took cab to my hse..

looking at e receipt the taxi uncle gif, we only spend 17mins to reach my hse from orchard sia.. hao kuai oh! den he send mi dao my lift he cai go back.. no idea he zhen mer go hm de.. reach hm also nv sms mi.. muz be dead in bed le ba =p by e time i reach hm, sis dou alr awake n going sch le coz its a friday haha.. den i bath le jiu go slp all e way till 3pm+ hen hui slp ba.. but wake le hai shi so tired =x he slp dao evening lor.. coz noon he got wake n celeb bday wif family.. heard got nice mango cake..

hope he enjoyed e day~ its been a nice date.. muacks! =D

n he v easily jiu flu, headache.. hope he go overseas le yao tc..

2008-09-19T09:33:00.000-07:00

~ * ~ 38th post ~ * ~

been listening to shi xin hui de song.. yuan lai ni mei xiang xiang zhong ai wo.. damn sad song.. v emo nowadays.. y ah.. when nt only 1 person sense it, it definitely means something isnt it? tried to stop myself.. but stop bu liao..

knew of something few days ago.. make mi realise 人心难测.. u may koe e other party for yrs but suddenly u realise qi shi ni gen ben dun understand them.. e kind of things they can hide from u.. do behind ur back.. simply hurting.. n e stupid thing is.. gals simply forgive n forget.. how r they able to do tat.. r they truely blinded or juz plain stupid.. y gals tong chang dou shi e chi kui party.. guys r such jerks..

lots of things going rd n rd in my head, simply dunno how to put in writings.. complicated n confused.. y r things changing so rapidly.. busy is nt an excuse.. harder n harder to believe in everything.. if tis is a bad dream, pls let mi wake soon..

2008-09-08T10:21:00.000-07:00

~ * ~ 37th post ~ * ~

wondering wats wrong wif tis world de ren.. all those tat i happen to koe.. how come u dun see e gd pts pple haf? instead those ming ming wif que dian de u all que more keen to get close to? is tis how e world works?

e thing i'm afraid of seems to be coming true? *pray hard nt to* i simply lost all confidence.. no longer getting any reassurance.. reality is cruel.. we juz cant compete is it? wat is her prob? ren ping nt bad ah.. char v real lor.. nt like pple hu likes to act here n there.. so pple prefer those wif masks instead of e true self? r those pple wood brain or simply blinded? =.=

another 3wks wif dear ard n i'll be alone =( juz wan spend watever available time wif him.. provided he's keen to meet mi too.. for tat 1mth+, guess i'll be left alone.. alr feel v lonely now.. y sia.. juz send a 5pg long sms.. fallen too hard n cant afford to lose.. haiz..

tis is a super suay mth.. broke my 2nd slippers today.. haiz..

2008-09-05T18:18:00.000-07:00

~ * ~ 36th post ~ * ~

took tis test from ll's link~ haha..

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free.

In love, you feel the most alive when your partner is patient and never willing to give up on you.

You'd like to your lover to think you are optimistic and happy.

You would be forced to break up with someone who was ruthless, cold-blooded, and sarcastic.

Your ideal relationship is comforting. You crave a relationship where you always feel warmth and love.

Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.

You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred.

In this moment, you think of love as commitment. Love only works when both people are totally devoted.

What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

2008-09-02T09:42:00.000-07:00

~ * ~ 35th post ~ * ~

sry, kinda lost track of how long i've nt been blogging =x i shall juz blog wat i rem hehe..

1 of the days went crystal jade wif ric, xl, jenny, andrea, andy n jason.. initial plan is 5 of us er yi.. but add on pple.. mi,xl n jenny took ric's car.. thx to xl, i always got such benefits =p miss the xiao long baos alot!!! n they change menu le.. now de menu v cute de.. n more variety of la mians.. but standard de, i eat back same thing wahaha.. enjoyed the meal alot coz v long nv eat le.. after tat took his car again to geylang for durians.. out of nowhere got joke.. if ric is e gui gong, we 3 gals sure no biz.. chao funny.. wahaha.. but e way we dress, so covered, hu wan us sia.. LOL.. went to e same stall we went b4.. mi n xl da bao hm for family.. ric send us back.. can tell he v bu qing yuan 1 =x coz he live amk.. mi, jenny n andy at jw.. haha.. anyway req for him to drive ard show mi those gals.. wat an experience.. whole bunch stand at roadside.. wonder how they survive if their biz so poor =x some might as well dun wear.. hao xiang wear bra n hot pants nia.. tsk tsk.. haha..

another day went durian session again.. tink 1 wk later? tis time is last min wan go de.. same thing, took ric's car.. but he lazy go geylang so we went old jw buy.. andy wan meet them for dinner so ask him go jp 1st.. saw some cute lanterns.. bought 1 ultraman de gif xn =x havent pass to him yet.. xl say qing qu ma, no need care childish ma haha.. bought 1 kitty de for myself, n 1 cj7 de for xl.. idiot uncle gif mi wrong lantern.. my kitty become tiger from kungfu panda.. was sad dao ji dian! only realised when i reached hm =( buy hao le went jp meet andy, mama cook my dinner le so i only eat side dish.. saw limin n nic at frontier =x quickly siam haha..

last fri, yst n today work dao yao si.. for more info, refer to xl's blog =p frens can joke n play but they cant be gd colleagues.. ugly sides of pple surface when it comes to work.. attitude is 1 thing.. treat u as fren cai use sms.. instead bei shoot shutup n get lost.. wth? u tink i enjoying tis kind of work? if ju they all no need go mom, mi, xl n dk wun be suffering here stuck wif u guys lor.. 1st day alr can exp dao how bad is e coorperation liao.. yst n today even worse.. stand beside e person n wave, e person still treat u invisible.. simply pissed off to e extreme.. as per ll, scorpio is an eye for an eye.. so u talk to mi, i dun necessary obliged to reply too.. how's e taste? wan joke also muz see time n pple's mood... sl is alr so jialat u all still dun bother.. i koe la.. u all nt in charge.. but spare a tot for others.. i go count my of, less than 2hrs is 30+.. qiu ren bu ru qiu ji.. really irritated till i might as well handle myself.. tml gonna haf a gd rest.. let u all suffer in return.. humph

gotten results today.. omg la.. expected to fail poa.. bingo.. i got it =.= luckily stats managed to pass.. quite happy wif econs really.. its totally nt wat i expected.. but finance.. haiz.. 1st tot tat i'm bothered abt, retake need how much $$.. hopefully they'll moderate e papers so i wun get so badly? juz afew marks more! pls gif it to mi!!! haha... stress from work, results, unhappiness from u.. too much for mi to handle in 1 day.. kinda loose it.. negative tots flood my mind once again.. haiz..

last sat went mom for tour.. ya i koe.. sounds v stupid =x after tat went for dian xin lunch wif ric, andrea n xl.. after tat supposed meet xn.. he came an hr+ late? i'm standing at e bkshop for 1hr+ lor.. wait dao no patience liao.. but i did nt fa pi qi leh.. xl say kan ren.. lol~ went comex, bought mem card for mama.. everything is so cheap now! feel like getting thumbdrive, dvd roms.. for wat reason, i dunno.. wun be using often but jiu coz its cheap ma! den bei shoot buy lai eat la.. diaozzzzz hahah.. after tat went dinner at sakae.. ate v little but full le.. dunno y unhappy again.. haiz.. throughout whole journey hm it so saddening.. after tat jiu hao le.. i guess tears always win? =x had a nice date~ but i still miss watching movie.. its been more than 1mth =(

m i requesting too much or r u nt giving enough?