Wednesday, March 26, 2008

~ * ~ 12th post ~ * ~

bloggin in office again, time is 11.59am on e phone haha.. been so bored tis mrn.. everyday nth to surf, office cant play viwawa =x lets see wat happen yst..

tis whole wk late for work.. supposed report at 8.20am, everyday i report at 8.40=x slack dao can lor.. since they nv complain, i also heck care.. so e hard to climb out of bed in e mrn u koe.. hahah.. yst came to work as usual.. ric bought bf for us.. quite nice leh.. but i nv eat fin coz v soon lunchtime le.. went imm wif kevin, ash n jason.. tat jason is juz so lame.. she mo jian fei can make ur butt smaller? =.= hahah.. his weird logic.. went starhub shop see see when ash pay his bills at axs machine.. w910i only cost 188 now lor! y so cheap sia!!! but i guess i still dun haf e spare cash to buy? =( sad diao.. anyway there's tis shareplus promo by starhub now.. every mth spend $10 more den got 1k sms extra, n can share among u n ur family member.. nt bad rite? like tat my sms jiu bu hui exceed le haha..

after work went imm.. waited for xn coz he nite out haha.. bought honey aloe vera n some swt gif him lor.. dun say i bu hao.. haha.. went ichiban acc him for dinner.. he ordered she mo oreo drink gif mi.. heard tat it cost $10 =.=''' killing pple leh.. eat v little food only jiu cost near $30.. so ex rite! after tat went home n haf my dinner.. at nite was playin viwawa mj.. tryin get my mind off some issue.. n i can say, playin games really help.. i wonder those pple whom are so addicted to games, are they tryin to escape from reality too? coz when u're playin game, sumhow u're so engrossed that ur mind is only in e game n nt tinking abt any other thing.. tats y i'm always playin? hahah..

yst finally bought the t shirts from threadless le.. thx v much to bw.. spare ur precious slping time to order for mi ah =p though kana scolded.. but i koe its my fault.. haha.. spend $60 on tat sia.. now my bank shrunk so much le.. but nvm.. shino owe mi $40 wahaha.. played mj wif ll n shino yst nite.. smthing happened to ll.. i'm actually wondering the same thing she's wondering.. muz be super shocked if wat we tink is true.. for 20yrs u're kept in e dark.. cant imagine how it feels.. she still seem quite happy n all, hope u're nt tryin to hide ur feelings and appear strong.. its ok to be weak once in awhile n let ur friends & family support ni through ur hard times.. always acting strong fan er gen xing ku lor.. so dun hide ah.. of coz if u really kan de kai watever has happened, we're happy for u de.. *pray its nt wat we tot it is*

was trying to imply smthing n keep being warned by sum1.. but den i still got e feeling is jealousy leh =p wahaha.. i koe i'm gonna be beaten up soon.. pls buy mi roses if i ended up in hospital =x

cont-ing tis entry at home now at 12+am.. been super busy at work after lunch.. opened up tis entry but no time to cont typing.. tis wk been working for 4days str.. tiring sia.. its been sometime since i reported for work everyday.. nowadays is wan work also no desk for u.. pathetic isnt it.. cant wait to move to lvl4 where we can haf our own desk by den i supposed? haha.. hope our tiny wish come true =D

kinda confused out of a sudden.. no idea y but i juz got e feeling.. m i really too naive? too easy to pian? or m i juz simply tinking too much? no idea how should i feel rite now.. believe or nt to believe.. i tried to believe wat i've always believed in.. but sumhow, i'm shakened.. wat caused the change in tinking? is it coz of wats happening now? i guess only time can tell if i should believe or not to.. i shall gif more time.. hope time can prove my doubts..

tml goin meet karen n gang~ looking forward.. been v long since i've last met up wif them =D lets enjoy e nite tgt wahaha.. take care all~ especially my qad, now so sick sia.. *hope u recover soon*

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