Thursday, June 26, 2008
went back to work since fri.. work is ok for TAT DAY ONLY... coz no idiot find trouble wif us..
sat xn came over to gif revision to sis once again.. i told sis 12pm, ended up he came at 2+ somemore sis having fever.. she wanted to cancel off.. but i managed to get her go for it.. lol.. it took abt 2hrs.. i busy playing my maple lor.. mama so worried sis nt happy, keep ask mi go in ask them wat time end, sis will tired anot =.= den end up i sms-ing both of them when they're juz in e rm within walking distant lol.. finally e session end at 5.. den we prepared to go out.. went cine as usual.. tried to look for food.. nth appealing so walked to taka.. saw samuel~ wahaha.. so qiao..
went crystal jade, v crowded, den went ajisen, crowded.. he decided to eat sakae but no outlet near.. so xiang go the atrium @ orchard but dunno where is it.. asked xl,bw, ll, all dunno hahah.. den saw wheelock haf.. so walked over.. is so crowded la! long q.. den tot haf fish n co so walk ard find.. went 3rd floor, 2nd floor for few times, jiu shi zhao bu dao.. gif up n walk to shaw, no food for us to eat.. den saw fish n co sign from shaw looking over to wheelock but really like dun haf.. decided to go over wheelock once more to check.. e directory dun haf e name.. but sakae nt tat crowded le.. so ended up eat tat.. walk lai walk qu, end up 9+ den eat dinner sia =.=
went back cine, tot of catching a movie.. e 11+ slot is full.. nxt slot near 2am.. so bk e rm to play com for 1hr.. haha.. played viwawa inside.. i let him win few times k.. den end up he dun play, come n help mi.. managed to win once =p after tat dunno wan do wat.. den something happen, he v zai yi.. den suggest go kbox see see.. went to e counter, e gal keep pi li pa la alot alot thing, now how much, got buffet, got drink blah blah blah den he keep nod his head.. jiu zhe yang, sha sha de bei brought inside e rm.. LOL.. when he qing xing, he ask e person can dun wan ma, e person say cannot coz rm alr open.. =.= she mo rubbish, e rm is always on zhu de lor.. but nvm we juz cont to sing.. yue chang yue shuang.. he also sing dao v shuang lol.. sing all e way till 5 den we go.. coz i xiang reach hm b4 mama wakes =p but 1st train 6am den got.. by den mama alr wake liao.. so bobian, took cab.. didnt wan him spend so much coz he alr spend 70 on the kbox + dinner all tat dou 100+ liao.. so i insisted on paying for e cab since is go my hse also.. both of us fell aslp in cab.. by e time we reach, raining cats n dogs.. was kinda drenched coz 2 pple share 1 umbrella ma.. haha..
bath n fell aslp soon after.. papa caught mi opening e door, den mama also wake le den nag mi go dao now =x he went back by bus, end up 7+ cai prepare hao go bed.. so kelian.. but really enjoyed the nite =) unforgettable memories oh.. ll say xn teach bad mi, bring mi dao so late cai go hm.. lol u koe wat, ll fren also bring her go k dao mrn lor.. still dare say wo leh =p wahaha.. in e end both of us wake at 3pm =x he nv get to go baibai also haha.. talked abit den he jiu go off for dinner le..
mon came to work as usual.. nth much happen.. went out wif ric, andy, roch, xl for crab.. ric wait super long for tis day liao.. though got no $$, dun dare reject.. haha so end up xl pay for mi 1st =x he drive us to harbourfront got 1 area v romantic de.. got alot of yatch also.. nv go b4 sia.. any1 got yatch qing wo qu zuo zuo? lol.. drive lai drive qu, andy dou er bian le.. hungry till e cloud can see as stingray =x finally 8 like tat reach e restaurant.. at sum wulu place call defu lane? e crab is nt bad la.. blur andy ordered a clam.. didnt koe its a big clam, cost $70 per kg.. end up bill come, its $105 coz more than 1kg *faint so e ex!! den cost bear by andy n ric only.. haha.. after tat they drive andy den mi hm.. so nice to haf pple driving u ard instead of squeezing in e train/bus wahaha..
tue early mrn receive bad news.. now cannot sit wif ash they all le.. thx to e jacS decision.. wat rubbish.. pls go take some mangement courses coz seriously u need it alot alot =.= kinda pissed wif e arrangement but wat to do.. tot tats e worse.. but its behind.. havent 830 jiu ask us login.. dk shoot 830 start work wat.. lol.. den saw we 2 talkin den nt happy izzit.. when kevin came, jing ran ask mi shift.. pissed till e extreme.. if u can do things last min as u wan, y i cant.. so mi n xl took halfday last min.. for wat reason? nth much, juz wan show jacS we bu shuang.. lol.. den 1pm happily go eat lunch wif dk n ash n ric.. enjoy! after tat i went to meet ll.. watch u dun mess wif e zohan.. quite a funny show! told ash lucky i'm watching comedy after all tat bullshet.. complained to ll.. haha.. after movie eat dinner at crystal jade ehhe.. my suggestion.. den we talk n talk.. dao v late.. haha.. after tat den go hm le..
dun feel like going work on wed so find sum stupid reason to skip it.. went out wif xl to cine to k =x went for klunch.. supposed meet at 11, i 10.30 den wake =x was late so nearly 12 den reach wahaha.. sing all e way till 4 den go taka buy durian puff jiu go hm le.. evil us was so happy sl drop to 80+ and hope it droped further so jacS can appreciate our effort in helping wif e sl.. was telling xl, tink management dou shi make up of brainless pple? shet pple do, credit ownself take.. ming ming jiu nt competent at all but coz e agents help, cai hui you tis performance lor.. all u haf to do is sit n stare at e board, stare at the screen, as if u stare more e sl will improve.. is all e agents effort in keeping it like tat lor.. still thick skin-ly tell pple when is bday, expect us buy present ah? i str-ly tell ju i nt sharing.. xl say de rite, our money we cannot decide wan spend on wat meh? y spend on sm1 we dun even like.. tis kind of thing cannot force de lor..
wed n thu came to work as usual, showed a long face whenever facing her.. den mi n xl talk keep dai ci to shoot her.. hu ask her sit behind us.. den keep ask stupid qns, do useless things.. coy pay u so high sal to stare ah.. den free till can go sit n chat wif pple, shet thing ask other pple do? pissed offfffffffffff wonder if we can juz feedback n change e tm? internal grp also got prob pple.. act she mo big.. only koe how to butter her.. u're e hot fav liao lor.. minutes also all over ur name, praising u.. even self proclaim as atm.. wt.. den order ash gif orders coz u koe we wun reject.. jidan.. tis coy really getting worse.. n worse of all, i need to stay for 2yrs more! wt.. if ash go le, wat m i still looking forward to work in tis coy sia.. =.=''' my grumbles will nv end.. till e day u're no longer ard.. but shall end it.. xl is complaining i type too much le =x wahaha..
ltr going meet xn again~ *look forward* =D
enjoy e wkends every1~~
1:30 AM
Thursday, June 19, 2008
blogging at hm now... didnt go work today =x so guai.. haha.. wanted to maple but cant patch.. sianzzzzz wasted my day at hm.. anyway, lets see wat happen since last fri.. haha...
ended up went hm on thu n ask 3 yi da bao gif mi.. hehe.. lazy go buy..
fri is e day shino enlisted.. i still rem date leh.. haha.. wished him luk n hope he survived =p anyway, went to work as usual.. ate lunch wif ash n jason.. went to e kitty show again.. snapped afew pics.. haha.. after tat went bagus to eat.. no mood den left they 2 talkin among themselves.. haha..
sat went to work, no need buy bf for them.. coz ordering mac.. haha.. e day is boring.. nt much calls de.. bf is nice~ wahaha.. ended up we start playing songs.. den play online games.. tats how slack we r =p after tat went jp meet xn.. finally watch dao my kungfu panda~ n finally meet dao him.. haha.. e show is v nice! after tat walk ard jp abit jiu go hm le.. coz needa go auntie hse for fathers' day dinner.. he acc mi go buy some bread den he go hm.. went 3 yi hse, food nt here yet.. wait n wait.. food all is buy de.. den da jiu ma came wif her crabs.. tis time rd de crab nt v nice.. dunno y haha.. nth to do at 3yi hse.. den watch tv on gong gong's bed.. den crap wif tf they all.. kids all watching tv, same show but diff rms haha.. adults talkin in e living rm.. went hm after tat.. tink going watch hulk wif ah li they all? shall do some planning.. haha..
sun mapled whole day.. den go pack bag for short vacation to msia..
mon went buy mac bf den go bl wait for the bus.. going msia wif mama's fren n daughters.. grp of 6 including us.. long journey bus is comfy.. can slp n slp =x 9+ bus go.. abt 3+ den reach our destination.. v funny.. go vacation nv bk hotel.. drag our luggage n walk along e streets see which hotel cheaper.. haha.. 1st hotel charge 300, 2nd hotel less than 1/2 price sia! really big diff.. so of coz stayed at e 2nd 1 la.. though its lousy.. really got nth de sia.. juz a bed, tv, aircon, toilet.. no bathtub, no hair dryer.. toilet v v small.. haha.. but juz to slp so nvm la.. put our bags le den go out le.. jiu ard 5+ liao? eat abit of things at e rd-side stall..got crab,veg,desserts.. went shopping after tat.. bought lots of keychains.. find them nice leh.. haha.. went a shopping centre call times sq.. super big la! abt 6 storeys high? something like vivo but more storeys.. but e things they sell is nt high end de.. quite affordable.. bought 2 tees n a pair of shoes.. haha.. shop all e way till 10+ still nv shop enough.. didnt managed to get bag, slippers, earrings.. sianz... haha.. went back hotel put the things n went out again.. for supper.. went the rd side eat food again.. den the adults wanna go reflexology.. i dun dare go.. sure scream de =x den all went back hotel again.. left mi n sis nv go.. e rest all go for the reflexology..
slp at 2 till nxt mrn 9+ den eat shredded chicken guo tiao.. nice.. the auntie go ask e stall uncle go genting take taxi how much.. end up e uncle say he can drive us go.. charge us rm120.. den they say quite cheap so agreed.. check out n wait for his car.. e uncle still drive us to local products shop n 1 choc shop b4 he drive us up genting.. so kind sia.. haha.. finally reached genting ard 2+ den wanted to bk rm.. but e person say all rms fully bk.. den ask us go a counter use e phone call a no. see got hotels available ma.. den tis uncle came n ask us izzit wan rm.. he say he haf 1 big n 1 small rm.. he say his fren lose le den wan sell e rm.. wabiang.. she mo kind of pple also got sia.. lose dao need sell rm.. den he bring us go see e rm.. still alright.. so jiu buy from him lor.. they bk at 100+, we buy at 200+ let them earn lor.. den sis saw a condom packet on e table.. so disgusted can! dun even dare touch e bed.. den quickly ask e chambermaid come clean e rm.. put all bags they le we jiu go theme park.. played 4 rides only, den rested for lunch.. auntie n mama went shopping on their own haha.. den 1 of e gal headache so we went back e hotel.. den every1 became so listless, jiu lie n slp in bed.. haha..
den 5+ went out shop ard e place.. nth much to buy.. coz all quite ex de.. ben lai wan go back e theme park but it started raining.. so nv get to play.. waste our $$ den play indoor de.. 1 ride rm8.. so ex sia.. so we played 1 ride only.. den go back hotel again coz going for dinner.. ate at sum fc-like de place.. den go back hotel rest again.. den 10+ went play arcade.. e arcade so leng qing.. nobody de.. mama n auntie go casino.. haha.. played e shooting game wif sis.. v fast jiu die.. den keep topping $$ go play... den hou lai managed to find ephoto hunt machine.. den go play.. play dao e arcade closing den chase us go =x 1+ in e mrn.. den go back hotel, take turns to bath.. mama bought kfc back for supper.. heard she earn some $$ in casino.. haha.. den slp after tat..
3rd day wake at 10+ went shopping once again.. bought some food for colleagues.. den go for lunch.. den go back hotel check out.. auntie bring mi go casino see see.. bu ran sua gu ma.. haha.. so many things inside.. pple really play wif alot $$ sia.. mama only gif mi 10rm to play.. haha.. some games min jiu 10rm liao.. anyway i tried the jackpot machine.. is fun.. overall earn 13rm haha.. den jiu go back le.. went back lobby wait for bus.. 3+ board e bus.. also last min bk de ticket.. haha.. den jiu come back sg le..
dun haf much souvenirs to buy.. so ps.. =x
tml haf to go back work le.. sianzzzzzz hahaha.. anybody miss mi at work? lol..
12:26 AM
Thursday, June 12, 2008
in office now... doing nth... such a boring day... at nite got no prog.. haiz... wondering wat to do.. cant even complain my life is boring.. wats tis sia...
go out you like no frens acc... dun go out you at hm v bored.. you nt used to gaigai alone... y my life so pathetic... ok la.. is nt no frens acc... sianzzzzzzz...
afraid to fall, afraid to be hurt
if tis is e way things r going, how to go on further?
9:06 PM
Monday, June 9, 2008
such a "great" day yst.. no morning call for mi.. i zi ji wake up.. whole day pple ignore mi.. but its all my fault.. the hurt i've caused.. muz be very deep.. same goes to mi.. due to some stupid negligence on my part.. terribly sry.. dunno wat to do to atone for my mistake.. at nite misunderstanding happened.. added on to my fan nao.. wat a great way to end my day...
gone are e good old days...
if u dun haf a single regret.. i dun tink its consider a life... life is full of regrets.. serious or minor... some could scarred u forever... there's no turning back for ur mistakes.. n there's no running away from reality.. feel so coward.. coz when there's a prob.. i tend to choose e easy way out.. run away from it.. i turn to my tv, my games.. its the only time i can get my mind off all those fan ren de shi qing.. coz i'll be very engrossed in it..
same goes to yst.. e min i reach hm.. maple till 9.. after 1hr tv break.. back to maple till abt 2.. really dun haf a moment to tink abt my prob.. juz b4 i slp, misunderstanding happen.. cant blame u guys.. coz its all true.. i dun tink i need anybody to be ard mi.. juz leave mi n my game.. let mi live in my gu pi world.. loneliness overwhelmed whole of mi.. let mi die from it ba =.=
while bathing yst, i had a tot.. always find those pple hu go suicide after breaking up wif their partner are v stupid, foolish, naive, but on e other hand.. i seem to suddenly xiang tong y they do it.. maybe they didnt end their lives entirely coz of e breakup.. they could have find themselves yi wu shi chu.. their existence is redundent.. dun haf any meaning to live as they r nt useful to e society.. suddenly xiang dao zi ji.. feel so useless once again.. hu cares if a small mi live or not in such a big world.. e sun wun stop shining, earth wun stop turning.. no contribution to society too.. done nth to be proud of my whole life till now.. guess in future nth big will happen also.. juz wasting resources living.. resources are so scare nowadays.. prices r increasing due to limited resources.. maybe i can help to save abit of it? though i haf so much negative tots, i got no courage to end my life.. if i can, i wun mind ending it n restarting all over.. tis time, nt to leave any regrets~
after i'm out of e virtual world.. i sink back to reality again.. more prob added on.. initially feel like going out, ended up totally moodless.. shall juz stick to my hse wif my game.. at least i'm free from troubles.. since last wk jiu hen xiang catch a comedy.. at least can go haf a gd laugh at e show.. but den.. dun even feel like going anywhere.. shall juz go hm ba.. simply too moodless.. hen xiang qu hai bian watch e sea.. for those hu koe mi well, i wun go anywhere alone.. but i need to be alone.. shall see when haf e time to go ba.. dunno how to go east coast.. dunno how to go west coast.. parsi ris is soooooooooo far... y jurong no sea? =.= pls build 1 for mi...
slpt at 2+ last nite.. didnt dream i guess.. today as usual, no mrn call.. wake up myself.. everything flooded back once again.. when will we get out of tis situation? tot it'll be another boring day.. though sms did came.. nth well as expected.. some say i look tired, some day i zui dudu... guess i'm juz too tired n moodless.. dun really feel like talkin much.. even though ltr going imm see kitty also nt v excited..
things seem to be turning well for frens ard mi.. tats gd~~ happy for them.. hope ni men find dao xing fu oh~~ stay happy always... v impt =)
8:25 PM
Sunday, June 1, 2008
have nt been blogging for a wk liao~ haha... lets see wat happens e past wk...
mon, went out wif xn coz he offday... tink we went to watch show again? if i didnt rem wrong.. haha.. our fav past-time liao.. watch wat happen in vegas at je.. haha.. met at imm den eat ajisen.. happen to be 3rd mon den ramen 50% off.. cheap rite.. but we didnt koe e lemon tea cost $6 if nt we wont order le.. coz i nv drink much also.. haha.. after tat went je for movie den walk back imm again.. walk ard aimlessly den take bus hm.. haha..
tue asked ll n shino to play mj~ again 3 legged.. haha.. ll became so pro lor.. she actually won 5rds striaght ok.. dun play play.. mi n shino sian diao liao.. den finally i managed to break e chain.. lol.. we realised e 1st to throw 'xi' will win e game.. so every1 got xi jiu throw out 1st.. super lame logic haha.. she everyday at hm train wif mama n bro sia.. no wonder suddenly so pro.. as i told her, mj is like maths, e more u practise, e better u get.. wahaha.. stupid logic again.. played from noon 2+ to abt 10 or 11 wahaha.. overall earnings divide by half again.. won few dollars only.. haha..
wed officially go back to work.. so bu xiang go la~ but den saw colleagues, jiu mei so no mood work liao~ new office.. better than old de ba.. coz here more office style.. but ash nt beside mi.. n i dun haf my own seat! its juz sooooooooooooo fair... colleagues still e same.. except sum really gotten v close to e grp.. like yw? hahah.. didnt koe suddenly he n jenny wat buddy? den liana so tc him.. anyway saw him on my way in.. he smiling all e way lol.. i'm nt back to decrease ur calls burden k =x fun working wif them anyway~ dun haf chance to talk to ash till tml.. coz he keep 1/2day, i keep 1/2 day haha..
1st day back to work jiu take 1/2day =x went out wif ll gang.. watch accuracy of death.. e show.. nt as wat we expect it to be.. kinda boring.. kinda kan bu dong also till e end den i realise its all link =.= e movie is long.. e song is nice.. haha.. b4 tat had long john for lunch.. after tat jiu walk ard.. intend to buy slippers but den cant find any tat catches my eye.. i'm fussy ok =x hahaha.. walk ard for clothes too.. nth nice.. ohya, bought anime from comics connection.. $5 only leh.. for like 12eps? though i dun haf e 1st part but i tink all e eps nt link de.. so buy lor wahaha.. after tat went 7-11 buy maple ppc =x ll say i should juz gif her e $$, more worth it.. lol.. i'm gonna dress nice nice in maple ok.. wahaha.. sot liao.. went hm after tat...
thu and fri also as usual, go back to work.. full day tis time.. tink my so call current seat will be behind e tm.. super sian de lor.. dunno y e com cant load ebuddy.. xl can leh.. everyday surfing maple forum.. so boring.. den tm ard cant talk to yw n kevin much.. coz she always seem to interrupt n ask them qns abt work when we casual talk.. jidan de..
sat work halfday.. work is boring as usual.. but got dk, ash, ary ard.. liana too.. nt tat bored coz v crap.. dunno y suddenly talk abt they wan how many kids each.. lol.. wat a funny topic.. but no mgt ard so its our own world wahaha.. went je arcade play for awhile while waiting for xn.. played mj.. cheat $$ leh.. per rd 50cents.. die jiu = gone liao.. no 2nd chance de sia.. sianz.. spend le abt $5+ on e card, wif value $3+ haha.. after tat went bugis.. dunno wat to eat so ended up eat zha ji pai.. den walked over to e temple.. raining sia.. den baibai.. i tink its e 1st time i go temple? i mean when i'm kids i dun rem la.. but den i only rem tis once.. told my mama she also surprised i go temple.. haha.. coz i from young jiu cant stand e smoke.. lucky there nt tat bad la.. so sua gu, dunno need pray where, say wat =x stupid xn bluff mi say tell e shen ur ic, live where, ur name =.=''' hao leng ah.. hahah.. after tat brought him to try e mango ice.. finally got chance hehe.. e 1st mouth he eat his eyes jiu open big big say nice liao.. wahaha.. eat dao we 2 super full.. walked back to bugis awhile.. went kino buy my comics~ den walk abit more jiu go hm le.. da jiu ma saw mi haha..
sun stayed at hm n maple whole noon.. evening time went eat sakura wif 3 yi n sis.. 3 yi is so addicted to jap food now.. haha.. always ask us wan go eat jap food ma.. suddenly xiang bring her n mama they all go eat seoul garden.. muz be nice~ wahaha.. eat dao super full come hm.. den you maple again.. didnt get any shield yst nite =x teach sis go e mob carnival.. ended up she so addicted.. i guess yst nite she muz haf slpt at 4? coz i slpt at 2+ she's still playing it.. die.. i teach bad things =x wahaha..
dunno when going meet ll n shino for e buffet lunch n movie? haha.. i wan mj!!!! lets play more =p anyway shall blog again.. till den.. tata~
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