Friday, September 26, 2008

~ * ~ 39th post ~ * ~

finally after so long, tis is gonna be a happy post! =x

yst went work as usual.. fang gong go hm bath den meet xn dear at jp ard 845 for dinner.. treat him to soup restaurant coz pple bday ma.. 2nd time treat him.. same restaurant.. same place lol.. our habit - order too much food n cant fin.. haha.. we're e last customer to go off.. their chef alr left liao we still eating haha.. another memorable point..

took bus to town.. 1st time take e bus to town from jp.. he slpt during e journey.. wake so early in e mrn.. muz be so tired.. den we alight at wrong bus stop.. den walk back to cine.. he suan wo say at e rate i walking, tml cai hui reach cine.. bai tuo! its only 2 bus stop away.. haha.. anyway we reach earlier than he predicted =p decided to watch painted skin.. n e tix is v cheap leh.. only 6 each.. how come ah? midnite show cheaper de ah? anyway we got 2hrs b4 e show n nowhere to go coz all shops close le..

walk to taka, along e way wanted to buy him cake.. he dun wan.. so i use invisible cake sing song n ask him make a wish n blow candles.. lol lucky streets no1.. if nt sure tot i sot de =x passed him a card i made e day b4.. nth great.. juz his fav char n few sentences.. e min i pass him e card, he LOL =.= so bad la.. dunno y he keep laughing but he say tats e best present =D guess its too childish ba haha.. insist dun let him read wat i write till he went hm.. haha.. we sit at the fountain n chat.. talk abt childhood.. baby -> pri sch -> sec sch -> jc/poly -> now.. wat memories we haf.. den say some stupid n lame jokes.. v nice chat wif him..

after tat went watch e show.. nt as scary as i tot.. den he keep saying he'll slp inside.. but i dun allow.. scared or laugh also wan him acc wo =p both of us tot 715 is calefare inside.. but surprisingly, he's nt leh.. still got quite afew scenes lor.. but e nan zhu jue.. jing ran ai shang e demon.. though in e end he hai shi choose wife.. but ai shang other woman other than his wife jiu shi WRONG liao! jidan de.. n as long as pretty de demon dou shi fox de.. no creativity lol.. he really slpt inside for like 10mins? haha n e aircon inside nt cold de.. dunno y..

after tat we went the usual bus stop wait for bus.. its ard 4am in e mrn.. stupid us wait for 45mins, no bus came.. while waiting we're chatting abt wat we scared, wat we like etc haha.. its like a get to know each other session sia.. but throughout he dunno yawn ji bai ci.. haha.. poorthing *sayang.. den we went to the train station, e person say 1st train 549.. now cannot stay inside the station =.=''' win le lor.. den we went back e bus stop.. den decided take cab hao le.. since so tired le.. den we walk back cine took cab to my hse..

looking at e receipt the taxi uncle gif, we only spend 17mins to reach my hse from orchard sia.. hao kuai oh! den he send mi dao my lift he cai go back.. no idea he zhen mer go hm de.. reach hm also nv sms mi.. muz be dead in bed le ba =p by e time i reach hm, sis dou alr awake n going sch le coz its a friday haha.. den i bath le jiu go slp all e way till 3pm+ hen hui slp ba.. but wake le hai shi so tired =x he slp dao evening lor.. coz noon he got wake n celeb bday wif family.. heard got nice mango cake..

hope he enjoyed e day~ its been a nice date.. muacks! =D

n he v easily jiu flu, headache.. hope he go overseas le yao tc..

10:53 AM

Friday, September 19, 2008

~ * ~ 38th post ~ * ~

been listening to shi xin hui de song.. yuan lai ni mei xiang xiang zhong ai wo.. damn sad song.. v emo nowadays.. y ah.. when nt only 1 person sense it, it definitely means something isnt it? tried to stop myself.. but stop bu liao..

knew of something few days ago.. make mi realise 人心难测.. u may koe e other party for yrs but suddenly u realise qi shi ni gen ben dun understand them.. e kind of things they can hide from u.. do behind ur back.. simply hurting.. n e stupid thing is.. gals simply forgive n forget.. how r they able to do tat.. r they truely blinded or juz plain stupid.. y gals tong chang dou shi e chi kui party.. guys r such jerks..

lots of things going rd n rd in my head, simply dunno how to put in writings.. complicated n confused.. y r things changing so rapidly.. busy is nt an excuse.. harder n harder to believe in everything.. if tis is a bad dream, pls let mi wake soon..

9:33 AM

Monday, September 8, 2008

~ * ~ 37th post ~ * ~

wondering wats wrong wif tis world de ren.. all those tat i happen to koe.. how come u dun see e gd pts pple haf? instead those ming ming wif que dian de u all que more keen to get close to? is tis how e world works?

e thing i'm afraid of seems to be coming true? *pray hard nt to* i simply lost all confidence.. no longer getting any reassurance.. reality is cruel.. we juz cant compete is it? wat is her prob? ren ping nt bad ah.. char v real lor.. nt like pple hu likes to act here n there.. so pple prefer those wif masks instead of e true self? r those pple wood brain or simply blinded? =.=

another 3wks wif dear ard n i'll be alone =( juz wan spend watever available time wif him.. provided he's keen to meet mi too.. for tat 1mth+, guess i'll be left alone.. alr feel v lonely now.. y sia.. juz send a 5pg long sms.. fallen too hard n cant afford to lose.. haiz..

tis is a super suay mth.. broke my 2nd slippers today.. haiz..

10:21 AM

Friday, September 5, 2008

~ * ~ 36th post ~ * ~

took tis test from ll's link~ haha..

The Keys to Your Heart
You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free.

In love, you feel the most alive when your partner is patient and never willing to give up on you.

You'd like to your lover to think you are optimistic and happy.

You would be forced to break up with someone who was ruthless, cold-blooded, and sarcastic.

Your ideal relationship is comforting. You crave a relationship where you always feel warmth and love.

Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.

You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred.

In this moment, you think of love as commitment. Love only works when both people are totally devoted.

6:18 PM

Tuesday, September 2, 2008

~ * ~ 35th post ~ * ~

sry, kinda lost track of how long i've nt been blogging =x i shall juz blog wat i rem hehe..

1 of the days went crystal jade wif ric, xl, jenny, andrea, andy n jason.. initial plan is 5 of us er yi.. but add on pple.. mi,xl n jenny took ric's car.. thx to xl, i always got such benefits =p miss the xiao long baos alot!!! n they change menu le.. now de menu v cute de.. n more variety of la mians.. but standard de, i eat back same thing wahaha.. enjoyed the meal alot coz v long nv eat le.. after tat took his car again to geylang for durians.. out of nowhere got joke.. if ric is e gui gong, we 3 gals sure no biz.. chao funny.. wahaha.. but e way we dress, so covered, hu wan us sia.. LOL.. went to e same stall we went b4.. mi n xl da bao hm for family.. ric send us back.. can tell he v bu qing yuan 1 =x coz he live amk.. mi, jenny n andy at jw.. haha.. anyway req for him to drive ard show mi those gals.. wat an experience.. whole bunch stand at roadside.. wonder how they survive if their biz so poor =x some might as well dun wear.. hao xiang wear bra n hot pants nia.. tsk tsk.. haha..

another day went durian session again.. tink 1 wk later? tis time is last min wan go de.. same thing, took ric's car.. but he lazy go geylang so we went old jw buy.. andy wan meet them for dinner so ask him go jp 1st.. saw some cute lanterns.. bought 1 ultraman de gif xn =x havent pass to him yet.. xl say qing qu ma, no need care childish ma haha.. bought 1 kitty de for myself, n 1 cj7 de for xl.. idiot uncle gif mi wrong lantern.. my kitty become tiger from kungfu panda.. was sad dao ji dian! only realised when i reached hm =( buy hao le went jp meet andy, mama cook my dinner le so i only eat side dish.. saw limin n nic at frontier =x quickly siam haha..

last fri, yst n today work dao yao si.. for more info, refer to xl's blog =p frens can joke n play but they cant be gd colleagues.. ugly sides of pple surface when it comes to work.. attitude is 1 thing.. treat u as fren cai use sms.. instead bei shoot shutup n get lost.. wth? u tink i enjoying tis kind of work? if ju they all no need go mom, mi, xl n dk wun be suffering here stuck wif u guys lor.. 1st day alr can exp dao how bad is e coorperation liao.. yst n today even worse.. stand beside e person n wave, e person still treat u invisible.. simply pissed off to e extreme.. as per ll, scorpio is an eye for an eye.. so u talk to mi, i dun necessary obliged to reply too.. how's e taste? wan joke also muz see time n pple's mood... sl is alr so jialat u all still dun bother.. i koe la.. u all nt in charge.. but spare a tot for others.. i go count my of, less than 2hrs is 30+.. qiu ren bu ru qiu ji.. really irritated till i might as well handle myself.. tml gonna haf a gd rest.. let u all suffer in return.. humph

gotten results today.. omg la.. expected to fail poa.. bingo.. i got it =.= luckily stats managed to pass.. quite happy wif econs really.. its totally nt wat i expected.. but finance.. haiz.. 1st tot tat i'm bothered abt, retake need how much $$.. hopefully they'll moderate e papers so i wun get so badly? juz afew marks more! pls gif it to mi!!! haha... stress from work, results, unhappiness from u.. too much for mi to handle in 1 day.. kinda loose it.. negative tots flood my mind once again.. haiz..

last sat went mom for tour.. ya i koe.. sounds v stupid =x after tat went for dian xin lunch wif ric, andrea n xl.. after tat supposed meet xn.. he came an hr+ late? i'm standing at e bkshop for 1hr+ lor.. wait dao no patience liao.. but i did nt fa pi qi leh.. xl say kan ren.. lol~ went comex, bought mem card for mama.. everything is so cheap now! feel like getting thumbdrive, dvd roms.. for wat reason, i dunno.. wun be using often but jiu coz its cheap ma! den bei shoot buy lai eat la.. diaozzzzz hahah.. after tat went dinner at sakae.. ate v little but full le.. dunno y unhappy again.. haiz.. throughout whole journey hm it so saddening.. after tat jiu hao le.. i guess tears always win? =x had a nice date~ but i still miss watching movie.. its been more than 1mth =(

m i requesting too much or r u nt giving enough?

9:42 AM