Monday, September 8, 2008

~ * ~ 37th post ~ * ~

wondering wats wrong wif tis world de ren.. all those tat i happen to koe.. how come u dun see e gd pts pple haf? instead those ming ming wif que dian de u all que more keen to get close to? is tis how e world works?

e thing i'm afraid of seems to be coming true? *pray hard nt to* i simply lost all confidence.. no longer getting any reassurance.. reality is cruel.. we juz cant compete is it? wat is her prob? ren ping nt bad ah.. char v real lor.. nt like pple hu likes to act here n there.. so pple prefer those wif masks instead of e true self? r those pple wood brain or simply blinded? =.=

another 3wks wif dear ard n i'll be alone =( juz wan spend watever available time wif him.. provided he's keen to meet mi too.. for tat 1mth+, guess i'll be left alone.. alr feel v lonely now.. y sia.. juz send a 5pg long sms.. fallen too hard n cant afford to lose.. haiz..

tis is a super suay mth.. broke my 2nd slippers today.. haiz..

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