Saturday, November 29, 2008
past 2days keep going out.. spend alot of $$ sia... watched 2 movies on thu, went fish n co e other day.. n frens haf been keeping mi company most of e time... thx alot... but i'm still left alone at times of e day... n normally at tis pt of time, i'll start to hu si luan xiang again.. i can really forget all troubles when i'm out wif frens... fool ard wif them, dun wry abt a thing... after tat everything juz rush back into my mind...
felt as if a part of mi is gone.. n i'm trying to complete my life.. felt so empty at times.. like today for eg.. its e most boring sat... but i guess i'm gonna face tis kind of life in e coming wks as well.. cant expect frens to go out wif mi every wk.. i also haf my budget.. online also nth to do.. make u luan xiang gen duo.. slp also cant slp whole day.. life is boring can! guess i'm too dependent on him... so when he's nt ard, i'm so lost... wat else can i look forward to...
yst saw a v nice kitty car... its so sweet coz at e front of e car, they painted "XX & xx forever"... chao ji wu di swt... n e whole car is juz so cute... inside still sit 1 big kitty.. encouraging pple to commit crime by breaking e window n grab e kitty sia =x
was sms n was taught by 1 fren tat frens r juz a passing phrase of life... in a way e frenship i all along believed in had actually changed.. all along i tot things r well, nth changes.. seems like i'm e only1 feeling tat way... cant find a word to describe e feeling.. is it hurt? disappointment? or wat? i only koe i felt sad after hearing tat... i dun blame my fren though.. maybe its really diff perspective of life... i tend to be too nt matured? assuming tat things r beautiful, nice going etc.. fact is life is ugly... when can i reach e pt where everything tat happens i wun mind at all... watever happens, i'm still happy, living my life... when will i kai qiao...
got tis sentence from mayday's song
生存是规则，不是你的选择
how many of us truly happy wif our lives? i wonder...
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