Thursday, May 14, 2009
s0 call reopening of my blog? hopefully i update it regularly.. haha..
recently busy wif exams.. e panda eyes is getting darker! slpin at 3,5am in e mrn.. shall change to normal slpin hrs after my exam.. haha.. today haf micro n pbf paper.. micro jialat le.. i submit e paper jiu zai tink if i should retake or change mod to study nxt yr liao =x haha.. pbf is quite easy.. but i dun tink i can score also.. passing shouldnt be a prob ba.. i haf alot of time to slowly write, stare into space, lookin at pple going off, write neatly and still come out early.. haha..
after tat went cwp to meet up wif nwpians.. near 2mths nv see them le~ haha.. they must haf miss mi so much =x jkjk~ today was to meet up for eli's last day.. so fast sia.. she bu de her coz she's really nice to hang out wif.. but den she got her dream job.. should be happy tat she's able to leave this stupid coy n e idiot ba.. so envious her.. haha.. dinner was ok.. erm.. i guess.. pple yi ge yi ge leave early.. mi n xl haven start eatin, e rest eat wan liao =.= did nt eat much also coz dunno y like not much appetite.. they bought a puffly jacket for her.. hmmm dunno how to describe but den its nice~ n she's so happy.. haha.. throughout dinner dou quite ok.. eat till abt 10 den make our move.. initially didnt feel anything.. den saw fitri n fiza hugging eli.. den they started cryin.. v easily influence de lor.. den eli came n hug us 1 by 1.. tears jiu come liao.. zhen de hui hen she bu de her.. almost a yr de xiang chu.. build le r/s.. now need part.. yi hou go back no eli to communicate e 'traffic way' method wif mi le.. sad.. anyway hope she really take care of herself..
when u're in a r/s, u encounter probs.. n hope u're single.. when u're single, u encounter probs.. hope u're attached coz lonely.. if not is wonder y nobody like u.. y cant find partner.. pple like u le, also fan.. hao hao de f/s jian jian de change.. change dao you le expectation.. will unhappy coz expectations nt met.. initially happily zai yi qi de feeling become another kind of feeling.. more disappointment.. more moodiness.. more pressure in ur communication.. cant things juz stay e way it used to be.. or remain as now instead of progressing.. will e unhappiness u obtained in a r/s worth the happiness u'll get? if it balances out, does it mean the r/s is worth a try? guess it depends on the risk type of the person ba.. risk neutral, risk adverse or risk lover.. for adverse, i tink only if they're able to obtain more happiness compared to unhappiness den they'll find it worthwhile.. for risk lover, as long as they're happy, it'll be worth it.. Lol~ micro comes into e pic =x all crap.. pls skip haha..
wat if it doesnt work out.. den u'll destroy e current f/s u haf.. is it worth e risk? wats ur utiliy expectation? y do we haf to consider so many factors n tink so much.. how simple kids can be.. like jiu like, dun like jiu dun like.. guess as u grow, u'll get more complicated..
tat day watch michelle's wedding on tv.. hao xing fu ah.. nth can replace a married couple's smiles on their wedding nite.. can simply feel how blissful they are.. zhu ni men en en ai ai~ watch le jiu wonder, will i haf such a day? haha.. it takes so much courage to gif tat nod n settle down wif ur partner for e rest of ur life.. how much trust u haf of tat person to be able to gif u happiness..
hmmm.. after 2 papers in a day, mentally n physically tired liao.. shall rest le.. nitez~
9:40 AM
Tuesday, March 24, 2009
i've finally did wat i should haf done mths ago..
time to wake up
5:15 AM
Thursday, February 19, 2009
v emo 2nite.. was talkin to jj... yuan lai he v liao jie wo.. n he make mi realise wat a super lousy dao can de gf i m.. seriously i nv try to understand others but i expect pple to understand mi v well... super guilty.. super sad... but thx for making mi realise my flaws..
i'm sry... really...
9:31 AM
Saturday, February 14, 2009
juz learn tis from e show.. a couple dun say sry.. coz no matter wat happen, they'll forgive each other in the end.. when there is a need to say sry, it means tat u no longer love him.. somehow it makes sense to me..
if u really love some1, when u broke up wif them, u'll foolishly tot its ur fault though its obvious its the other party at fault.. tis is love.. foolish and blind...
we shouldn't take pple's hao yi for granted.. u nv koe when will they disappear from ur life.. by den its too late for regrets.. thus treasure every1 hu treats u well..
was watching e show.. dao e really touching part.. tears came out.. i koe i'm such a crybaby... haha... tot of the past.. can everything start all over again? was at jp today... saw precious tots.. xiang dao yi qian.. when wanna haf dinner.. saw fish n co.. xiang dao e past again.. thus i opt for crystal jade instead.. y m i still tinking of e past.. is coz i havent fang xia.. or its coz i juz xiang qi? kinda feel sad tinking abt it now.. =(
the show end wif the guy lying to the gal.. so wat exactly is the plot abt? love is all based on deceits? =.=
anyway, got a fake yellow rose from jason n a monkey from sum1 else~ thx for e gifts =) appreciate them n the effort...
8:37 AM
Tuesday, February 10, 2009
last tue ll came for my marketing class~ coz her class end early n she had to wait for mi go dinner.. so she acc mi lor.. haha.. nt really paying attention to wat e lao shi is teaching =x went clementi for dinner after tat.. treat ll n eug to drinks.. den ate e hokkien mee... after tat jiu go jp awhile den hm le..
wed went for class.. xl nv came coz last min unwell.. attend class alone =( mass send sms to pple.. only few replied n entertain mi lor.. haha~ nobody acc mi lunch so in the end nv eat dao anything =x last min decided to skip poa once again den met up wif ll n eug for bowling at kallang.. can imagine how 'near' hor.. den i reach 1st.. den meet eug 1st, den went to meet up wif ll.. took bus over... the same bus i took to ecp last sat lol~ initially dun really koe how to bowl de.. den yue play yue fun.. keep trying to challenge eug.. coz he's the 'pro' ma.. haha.. den i stupid stupid go say lose le muz treat.. end up leh.. i'm e losing 1.. keep lose lor.. hou lai qad came n we played tgt.. end of the day we played 5 rounds.. n guess wat? i leg pain, hand pain lor.. like lao ah ma sia! only 5 rounds jiu cant take it le.. n pain le 3days lor.. kua zhang ba..
nxt day early class again.. after tat met up wif LL for the 3rd day.. supposed to watch alls well ends well.. been waitin for tat show since ny lor~ but dou nv managed to watch it.. end up eug came too.. so had dinner tgt.. owe them a meal so i pay more lor.. eug insisted to pay so nt my fault ah =x i was late, den they 2 wait dao nt v happy.. haha.. coz i took ric's car to bugis den head down town.. eug is too hungry le i guess.. had xin wang for dinner.. eat fin den realise miss the mango ice.. but super full le so nv ordered.. walk abt abit den eug went hm while we head for movie.. movie is funny~ quite nice.. entertaining.. haha.. at least better than the love matters.. kan bu dong 1.. =x
fri guai guai went hm after work.. tis time take train alone coz cris 1/2day.. haha.. shen shen mi mi 1, dunno wat he do also.. super no mood tat day.. due to stupid callers.. make mi v frustrated.. n super no mood to go hm.. initially wanna meet bw dinner.. end up also nv go.. wan jio ll watch fann movie.. also nv go.. in the end leh? i went hm rot.. haha.. yi reach hm jiu on com n play dao nite time.. nv slp much last wk.. everyday 2+ n need wake early in the mrn.. tats my life =x tink i went to play mj awhile after dinner.. den back to use com.. haha
sat was late again.. i'm always late for sat work de lor! =x sat beside ash.. seem like v long nv talk to him le lor.. coz normally we sit so far.. den nv communicate much coz calls keep coming in ma.. after work went tys hse wif xl.. played mj den eat steamboat n played throughout the nite.. till nxt day mrn again.. den share cab wif tys, ren n alex till raffles den take train hm.. almost miss stop lor =x wanna slp dao 2 de.. so ask ll wake mi.. end up i wake n reply sms n slp till 5pm ok.. i koe i pig la.. i realised tat now.. LOL end up nv do much assignment coz no mood...
mon came to work as usual.. den after work went jp wif yw n cris.. cris went to cut hair.. den mi n yw went hm after getting my bubble tea.. he say i pian him take bus wif mi again.. since when sia.. is auto he'll q my bus de ma.. hahah.. at nite nv do assignment too =x but as usual, chat till quite late.. haha..
tue went for 12pm de poa class wif jh.. nt bad coz got company.. guess i nxt wk also attend tis class hao le.. haha.. after tat went for marketing.. jh came to join us.. last lesson for e yr le leh.. haha... after tat went jp wif ll.. owe her treat so payback lor.. haha den on e way hm bei insurance coy de ren stop for survey.. 1 guy each tat kind of thing.. den e guy hu is supposed to talk to mi kinda quiet too.. den nth much to talk.. haha.. our side kinda quiet, den ll side super chatty lor.. coz they discussed abt their job etc etc =.=''' v li ti lor.. the focus is survey i tot? n i fin it in mins.. haha end up they went mac coz ll wan sign up for something.. i juz sit n listen lor.. 1 of them name jayy sia.. =.= lol~ n i talk to him few sentences only, he say i blur! stupid ll still yalor yalor beside mi.. sianz.. i'm born wif tis kind of look leh.. hen blur meh? somebody say he tryin be funny only.. LOL
wanna go hm fin up my assignment de.. end up 11 cai reach hm.. den jiu entertain pple dao 1+? i tink i really wan charge fees liao.. haha slpt at 2 i tink.. tis mrn late for lesson.. den took cab down coz lecturer say b4 tis lesson miss 5mins den cfm cant catch e whole mrn de lecture.. end up leh? i reach on e dot, he talk abt general stuff, qns will come out where, section a or b tat kind of thing.. waste my time n my cab fare can! i also so broke still need pay such yuan wang $$.. sadded leh.. ltr going meet ll again for benjamin n dinner.. i'm so br0ke =(
fri gonna meet dao my fann n chris~~ so excited can.. needa bring cam over to take pics le.. hahah.. anyway going off soon le.. shall cont nxt time~ take care all..
^^ Happy Valentine's Day to All ^^
10:44 PM
Monday, February 2, 2009
took tis quiz in facebk.. how true is it? the yellow is definitely true! =p
Your birthday means that you love the sun and the beach.
Your best colors are red and yellow. You tend to have many friends and you are well-liked, possible because of your outgoing and sunny personality. You are a very positive and enthusiastic person. Shopping is likely something you enjoy very much, not just for yourself, but for other people as well. You shine at parties and get togethers, and you are definitely an extrovert.
8:33 AM
shall blog abt tis yr's cny~ haha.. cny eve went da jiu hse had dinner... got my fav shark fin!! had a big bowl.. den eat the liao jiu full le.. haha.. after dinner went e rm watch tv wif tf, ah yan, ah hao n sis.. stupid ah hao keep bully wo.. snatch my phone, hide it, snatch my pouch.. =.= got such cousin de sia.. still bi wo xiao leh! haha.. after tat went hm chong liang den go over 2 yi hse play mj till mrn.. super tired but den.. still managed to tahan.. haha ordered mac n eat.. went hm slp all e way till noon time.. haha...
chu 1 wake at 2+, prepare n go ah hao hse.. played poker wif cousins n relatives.. win few dollars hehe.. den wait for ah hao den head for si hui hse.. stupid him smoke in e lift.. choke si wo lor! so gu yi can! den we dunno whic floor, anyhow walk.. end up haf to call den find dao haha.. den played cludo wif e kids.. tell ah li teach.. tink he teach dao wan vomit blood coz we keep asking stupid qns =x end up i win e game leh~! pro rite.. wahaha!!! =x had a little dinner.. den went back play game of life.. had fun! super nice hanging out ard tis grp of cousins.. went hm abt 10+ den jiu online le.. spent the nite chatting haha...
chu 2 wake early n went bai nian~ went to several houses at 1 go.. the usual tour ard sg day.. haha.. 3 cousins ard my age dou attached liao sia.. 1 even brought the bf hm.. haha.. rich sia, got car somemore.. n she's younger than mi.. e bro also attached le.. haha.. grats to them sia~ maybe nxt yr or e yr after got wedding to attend again haha.. bai wan nian jiu go hm rot.. den 3 yi buy kfc for us~ e prosperous feast or something de.. eat dao super full sia.. after tat jiu play mj.. haha.. lose again! jidan de leh.. play dao late nite like 2+ den jiu end game le.. haha...
chu 3 wake up like 2+ again? by den relatives alr went hm.. den sis n frens eating in e kitchen.. so i starve dao 4 cai eat.. thx to them lor.. i bu hao yi si join ma~ haha.. eat dao lai 5pm liao lor! den mama side de relatives jiu come le.. den bw came.. help mi format com.. den ll n shino came, help mi buy my fav hotdog.. they wait till 8 den their turn to eat dinner.. haha lucky they alr eat dao full wif e cny goodies.. i tot my hse dun haf much.. but when all take out, still fill dao whole table sia haha.. after dinner they start using my com n doing boliao things.. details nt to be mention.. hahah...
thu skipped class again =x den went to work in e noon.. abt 1wk nv work liao... so lazy~ den fri after work went si zhu's hse.. 1st time go sia.. nv really walk ard his hse coz of his dogs.. though looks cute but den.. still scared leh.. haha.. dinner i 1st to sit down.. coz e dogs keep walking abt below.. den i sit cross leg den dun dare move le.. tat day jh v nice sia.. keep take food gif mi.. after dinner still help mi distract e dog so i can run to the sofa n sit down.. den he help mi clear my plates etc.. hahah.. played daidee wif money wif them.. 1st time koe is like tat pay de sia.. tink daidee can earn/lose more than blackjack ba.. haha.. after tat they go play mj den nobody entertain mi liao.. so i watched tv till slpy sia.. den went jp watch love matters.. e show nt really nice.. everything abt sex =.= wat a 'nice' plot..
sat having nwp bbq~ supposed meet cris at 1145.. ended up i late den postpone time.. end up leh, i still late =x he's his usual self.. lame, thick skin all e way till a pt he act diff n see if i can tahan.. really nt used to it sia.. become i keep telling him eh, pls talk leh? haha.. used to the chatty, nonsense cris le~ ash reached 1st so he waited for us.. den we head to buy hotdogs n corns.. bought 4 packs of my fav hotdogs~ haha.. den da bao lunch n take bus from bedok.. went the deck above n chit chat.. sometimes cant catch their conversation so jing jing lor.. haha but most of e time is funny de~ took for v long den realise hao xiang alr miss the bus stop.. den alight at somewhere near suntec leh! den cris say he koe which bus stop le.. den we took back again.. diff bus tis time.. tis time rite bus stop but den dunno where is underpass.. end up gave up n took cab in.. wahaha.. stupid lor! we spend 2hrs to get to ecp from bedok leh!
reach n ate lunch 1st.. we 3 super hungry lor! pple hu fang gong at 1 dou reach earlier than us sia.. n the pit is super far away.. lucky we took cab.. after lunch, help out abit wif the water bomb 'packing'.. looks like packs n packs of soya bean... den went play the hula hoop game.. mi n ash gu yi stand alt so we can be in same team =p den our grp mostly dou quite tall den end up lose to xl's grp.. stupid yw keep blame it on mi x.x after tat we try again den become he cant do it.. wahaha.. den played captain ball.. super fun! very tiring lor.. but it makes mi exercise haha.. n our team win tis time round~ cris say he realised nwp gals all v chu lu n violent.. =x my face became super red after tat.. usual after sports kind of face haha...
after tat help to 'fetch' the food n bbq starts.. had a hard time starting e fire.. den tis time i helpout wif the cooking leh.. though all end up chao da la.. but den.. i offered my help ok~ haha.. didnt get to eat dao my fav hotdogs.. but e otah is real nice~ after tat is water bomb time.. tot i manged to escape.. but hu koes my 'twin' sabo mi.. she say tis is sisterly love.. i'm so 'touched' leh.. den cris hai add on floor to my shirt sia.. fun seeing lino n cris splashing each other.. haha.. idiot also kana flour.. v shuang sia =x hou lai sum1 emo leh.. lucky end of e day ok liao~ thx to mi =p went auntie hse play mj abit till abt 2+ den went hm le..
sun woke up at 3+ den ate some xiao long baos for lunch.. nt nice de lor.. abit of soup also dun haf =.=''' lazy to study den used com all the way till 8pm go da bao dinner.. like tat sun is gone again.. time flies sia.. i spend my time during useless things... sianz... at nite chat dao 3am+ den slp.. hahah
today went work at 930.. unusual timing i koe.. but idiot fixed de leh.. kinda moodless near lunchtime.. guess i'm hungry+slpy+bored ba.. haah.. didnt really entertain saila much.. psps.. after work went back alone.. tis time no yw take bus wif mi.. haha...
realised something tat day.. kinda shocking though i should have known its something like tat.. though quite impulsive.. but i choose to believe it... dun ask mi y.. partly coz i understand? loss of words... wat should be the word to describe? disappointed? or expected? i guess i koe the reason y we're like tis... 6th sense are accurate... i believed in mine... i guess we're be stuck here n wun proceed further.. tis is where u stay... wun stepped into the other category... i guess...
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